posted October 15, 2007 06:55 AM              

I also have my bf´s neptune skuaring my AC(5º) and his Juno skuaring my AC(1º)

My Saturn/Pluto skuares his AC(1º)- he has his own pluto(in the 4th) skuaring his AC in natal

sometimes i feel very irritated when he talks about marriage like if it was a nowaday non-sense - he doenst have very interested on one day getting married - but he talks of me like his wife - and then looks at me and laughts and says "upps am I scaring you with the "wife"thing? hihihi

I get sad and mad cause he knows i have that dream and he doesnt see it as a reality for now ( i hope he change his ideas)

About the Neptune..it´s quite dificult cause he has his on his 5th house and so he creates a very glamorous and illusined image of myself - that makes me feel many times "not enough" and i tend to try to "fit" to those perfect image he has of me.
I do not get angry about that,its more of a fear