posted December 22, 2007 11:39 PM              

When Diana Krall sings, "The Night We Called it a Day"....that's what a broken heart feels like to me...especially the words

"...But the sun didn't rise with the dawn
There wasn't a thing left to say
The night we called it a day..."

posted December 22, 2007 11:49 PM              

That's probably aqua sun/sag moon...

posted December 23, 2007 01:08 AM            

I'm thinking about a time when someone close died - that was when I felt most heartbroken.
I also felt - disappointment - in the world/life. Things seem unfair when you're heartbroken but then it all feels OK again in the end. I don't expect anything to be fair anymore.

posted December 23, 2007 02:50 AM            

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Sun in Libra
Moon in Cancer
Jupiter in Cancer
Venus in Virgo
Mars in Cancer
Ascendant in Cancer

posted December 23, 2007 10:55 PM              

"No, stay
I don't care what you've said or done
Don't go away
Not now, when life had just begun
Come back, and be the woman who I knew
Help me to believe in you
What on earth am I to do?
She's gone, this vision who was not quite real
I must move on despite the pain
The pain will heal
Oh, Lord, how could you let me love like this?
No one dies upon a kiss
And only fools believe in bliss
And yes, God knows I am a fool
A man deluded by his wife
A figure ripe for ridicule
Who's lived a vain and useless life
So be it then, I'll play that game
I do not give a tinker's damn
I'll be a fool, it's all the same
It truly doesn't matter what I am
God, no!
I'm broken, but I'm still alive
And slowly I will feel my soul revive
With time, I'll find a way to right this wrong
If it takes my whole life long
Lord, I'll fight my battles all alone
But make me strong"

The song is from the scarlet pimpernel, the broadway musical. I arbitrarily picked this video if anyone wants to listen to the song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nKMVU_TL1aE

posted December 24, 2007 10:11 PM              

To me it feels like I'm frozen in time. I stop everything, fall away from the world, and beg to die.
I felt worthless and unloved.

I guess I kinda lose my mind when my hearts broken, I go obsessively crazy. But in a sort of... quietly depressed way. I don't turn to rage and start fights, I barely do anything at all.

I finally got over my broken heart, and now I feel like a scar has formed there because I can't even remember some things that I know I used to know anymore.

Ignorance is bliss.
I'm happy when I don't think about it.

posted December 25, 2007 01:03 AM              

Heartbreak...hmm...a heavy, suffocating feeling in the chest and throat. A sense of cold..not the sensation, but that distant, bleak gut-wrenching hollow ache.

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Capricorn sun / Scorpio rising / Sagittarius moon

posted December 25, 2007 06:20 AM            

I makes me feel numb but also hopeful that within time it will go away and I will ask myself "What in the hell was I doing with that dork anyway?".. LOL.. then I think of all the qualities I would want in the next relationship and all those that I would hate ..

posted December 26, 2007 05:24 PM              

It's like wanting to scream without being able to make a sound, and wanting to run far, far away without having anywhere to go to and at the same time being unable to move. Plus it's like the inside of your body from the middle of the stomach and up until your head starts have turned to stone.

It's like having two really strong urges at the same time where you can't to either because they're the completely opposite. You HAVE to run, and you HAVE to sit perfectly still. So you end up just being, and that hurts too.

posted December 26, 2007 05:28 PM            

Oh this is the worst feeling in the world..

posted December 26, 2007 05:29 PM            

Empty and void, like a black hole... A constant, undeniable aching...but, also, a sharp, directed, stabbing pain that is almost unbearable to feel. I have no other way to describe it...