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LibraChickety
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posted January 25, 2008 06:08 PM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Since about last week, I have felt so incredibly helpless, mentally/emotionally unstable and wondering what my purpose is.

I feel so incredibly negative. And, I am normally a super-sweet, optimistic person.

I'm finding it almost physically/mentally impossible to get through my days at work.

I'm physically exhausted - for no reason.

I feel so emotionally helpless...alone.

I have this "I don't give a f*ck about ANYTHING attitude".

I am losing closeness with friends and family.

I feel almost like I'm not even really here.

One week ago, I was on top of the world. I felt in control of my life.

What is going on up there right now? What could be making me feel this way. I don't recall feeling like this in a long, long time. I feel as though I have no control over it. IT has taken control of me.

I have posted my chart and transits. When is this going to end!????

I really appreciate anyone willing to take the time to respond.

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posted January 25, 2008 06:31 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Geocosmic Valentine     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
This chart doesn't have all the transits on it. If you post a chart from Astro.com, it's best to post one that is their "Web Style", that way it includes the degree numbers of the planets and it gives the transits of ALL the planets, not just the large outer planets.

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Happy Dragon
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posted January 25, 2008 06:45 PM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
in the short term .. t.Chiron is squaring your natal Venus and opposing your natal Mars ..
Chiron will past those point in about 10 days or sooner ..

neptune looks to be squaring your natal chiron as well ..
uranus looks to be opposing your natal moon ..
big one in the backdrop scene .. is t.Pluto squaring up to your Mc/Ic axis ..
it's two degrees off .. but close enough to be in effect i would think ..

about as much as i can make out at first glance .. that pic is a bit too large for this screen ..
can't see the whole pic without scrolling up 'n down ..
'n rechecking those degree figures .. five minutes is just about as much as i want to do at moment ..

so .. it's probably the Chiron transit at a guess .. seem to take a fair few folks by suprise does Chiron ..

oh .. oops .. transiting Lillith is at 21 deg Scorpio .. which puts it opposite your natal Chiron as well ..
that's about a 10 day transit ..
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* I feel so emotionally helpless...alone. .. ( t.Chiron ? )
*I have this "I don't give a f*ck about ANYTHING attitude" .. ( t.Lillith ? )
sounds like a chiron lillith transit combination .. i.e. do feel a bit angry ?? .. t.Lillith can do that ..

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writesomething
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posted January 25, 2008 06:46 PM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
You have a lot of things going on...

First of all Pluto is squaring your Sun, and is changing into Capricorn today which will amplify the effect.
You have Uranus opposing your Moon, which makes them(your emotions) erratic and unpredictable. It also makes your moods to be uncomfortable. The opposition is the most painful.
Then you have Saturn conj your Moon(big wide conj but It still is effecting you)..

Saturn is retrograde so it will move away from your Moon, which lessens the painful, sobering, morose feeling that is attached with Saturn.

I think Jupiter in Capricorn trining your Moon most of the year will help put you in a better state of mind/feeling.

Neptune is opposing your mars, possibly making you very fearful/depressed and prone to imaginary fears, phobias. Its hard to feel like yourself during these transits, and its very easy to get lost in a fog. Your health, especially mental health usually suffers.


These are long standing transits...hard to escape their effects, especially Saturn & Neptune.

I looked at your Solar return chart(predicts the year from your birthday to the next), your chart was on a full moon, and your rising sign for the year is Aries...

This year you are having a conflict with your emotions opposing your sun. Youre more aggressive, more selfish...you probably dont feel like yourself. Your moon is also in the 12th, and so is Uranus...a lot of your hidden unconcious parts of your personality are coming out, and are shocking you. Also moon being in the 12th this year, you are likely to keep your feelings to yourself, feeling like nobody will really understand where youre coming from. Moon is also associated with family, which explains the distance from family.

Neptune is in the 11th...it explains the distancing yourself from your normal set of friends as well.

Pluto in the 9th, shows your beliefs are very strong this year, and likely to change. Jupiter in the 8th makes transforming and change very easy for you. Saturn is in the 5th, which makes it hard to have fun, it dampens any good feelings that you have. Venus is also there, which helps on and off.

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LibraChickety
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posted February 05, 2008 09:56 PM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Geocosmic Valentine:

Thank you for very gratefully for your offer. I have posted my chart with tonight's transits. Although, I do need to tell you that I am feeling better and think I'm out of that funk I was in.

Perhaps there's a noticeable difference between the chart I last posted and this one??

Thank you.

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LibraChickety
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posted February 05, 2008 09:57 PM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
writesomething:

Thank you gratefully for your time put into analyzing my chart. I appreciate it.

Thank you for bringing understanding as to why I was feeling like that.

I do have to say, that I am now feeling better. I think I am finally out of that funk I was in. I'll tell you, I have NEVER experienced such a feeling. It was scary!

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posted February 06, 2008 12:04 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Geocosmic Valentine     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi LibraChickety,

I'm glad you're feeling better and I must say that Writesomething did an incredible job with your chart. I'm actually tired out from re-reading her interpretation, only because it's midnight.

Sometimes it's good to know all those things going on in the sky, it can help you to be objective about things that are going on in our lives.

Have a good night,

Geocosmic Valentine

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