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Topic: empty frustration and the stars
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whiterabbit
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posted February 29, 2008 05:33 PM
  
ever feel like causing some trouble in your life for no apparent reason? not necessarily "trouble" but doing something to spite somebody who hasn't actually done anything worth being so bitter about.
Like "I'm gonna show them" but "they" haven't done anything to make you feel this way. Ever feel an empty sense of frustration, almost like a child who isn't certain why they're upset but they know they're upset about SOMETHING and it's SOMEBODY's fault. So you may spend an hour or a day, quietly sulking in an obvious manner to the sheer bewilderment and confusion of your loved ones who are trying to figure out what it is they did to make you so mad.what on earth causes such ridiculousness?
it's been plaguing me since the beginning of the year and it just ain't going away. I thought it was the Mars retrograde, then Mercury but... I feel like i've lost all comprehension of what the transits really mean, it's just created this muck of nonsense I can't wade through unless I'm alone and stoned and drawing or something else utterly removed from the rest of the world, even those that I love and miss when they're not around me. 'set me free'
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writesomething
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posted February 29, 2008 05:35 PM
I can relate to feeling this way a lot in the past. Arent you aquarian? aquarian riser here. I defintely feel its the aquarian in me.IP: Logged |
blue moon
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Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 29, 2008 06:22 PM
Put your chart up? Maybe it isn't a transit, it could be a progression aspecting Uranus. Sounds like it to me, having suffered through one. But of course I could be wrong. IP: Logged |
whiterabbit
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posted February 29, 2008 07:19 PM
 baaah. IP: Logged |
whiterabbit
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posted February 29, 2008 07:20 PM
hey I think that's the first time I've posted my chart since I've been coming here. I never felt so open before. and...incapable of understanding it myself. it's funny, after all this time studying it.IP: Logged |
HunkOfRope
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posted February 29, 2008 07:26 PM
I have reasons for all my actions.IP: Logged |
writesomething
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posted February 29, 2008 07:31 PM
I think Saturn is the culprit right now in your life....its barely in your 11th house, it was in your 12th, back in the 11th...could cause a lot of isolation and painful experiences with groups of people. Since Aquarius is ruled by the 11th house, the effects probably feel stronger. Saturn in the 12th won't be any easier, I think Britney spears is going thru saturn in the 12th house right now...worst example, I know..but it shows you how much this is effecting someone with the same transits...She has Aquarius moon.IP: Logged |
whiterabbit
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posted February 29, 2008 07:46 PM
yikes. scary example. well it's not so bad as all that, still got all my hair and no babies I'm not taking care of. just a rut of frustration and insecurity. but thanks for the heads up.. figures it would be Saturn but I was hoping this nice Venus-Mercury dance in Aquarius would bring good fortune upon me.
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alanabelle86
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Registered: May 2009
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posted February 29, 2008 07:49 PM
I do this often. It's my biggest crutch. We both have Leo moons. When our lives are stagnant we create drama, so we have something to ***** about.IP: Logged |
AcousticGod
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From: Pleasanton, CA
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 29, 2008 07:52 PM
My Aquarian sister says that she has a need to start an argument every couple of weeks. There isn't always a point initially, but she claims that there usually is by the end.IP: Logged |
blue moon
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posted March 01, 2008 04:21 AM
Neptune is transiting over your natal Jupiter and is triggering off your natal Jupiter Square Mars aspect. That sounds frustrating. Also, your progressed Moon is currently at 29* Taurus 23'. When it moves into Gemini you might feel a bit better. IP: Logged |
whiterabbit
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posted March 01, 2008 02:12 PM
I agree with the leo moon need for drama and possibly also the aquarian/uranian need for 'trouble' but this is definitely somehow different than just a personality trait, it had a distinct beginning: the end of 2007 and I'm hoping it has a distinct ending too. I had been noticing that a lot of females of various ages have had a difficult 2008. it's a funny year somehow.. isn't it?
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