posted March 07, 2008 07:19 PM              

(I don't know about the moon's phases theories, to be honest...)

What happened? Lately, I suffered from a series of misunderstandings with my love one -I felt hurt by many of his reactions over the last two weeks and felt serious doubts about "our thing" seeping into my heart and soul - I was really close to desperation.

TODAY ... I had an extensive telephone talk with my EX-boyfriend!!! The "return of the past" ....!!! It came quite surprisingly to me. (We split about 4 years ago, but started to re-invent our contact around christmas, just two months ago.) He (my Ex-boyfriend) is experiencing some quarrels with his new love as well - and we talked about all that. It was a great relief for me, well for both of us, I guess - I felt completely understood by someone who knows me well ... it really gave me strength and a healthy dose of self-confidence. Apart from that, my EX-boyfriend and I ensured each other about our mutual respect for each other - and we talked about forgiveness a great deal - that we forgive each other our respective mistakes we had committed in our common past relationship.

So - I defintely was confronted with my past today - felt relief and forgiveness!

AND: After I had hung up the phone (after about 1.5 hours of talking with my EX) I checked my E-Mail ... and found a small, but nice message by my current love ... he had sent it to me right while I was talking to my EX, right while the NEW MOON went exact (at about 7 pm) and I rate this E-Mail as a sign of ... his willingness to pass by our latest quarrels.

SO ... I wouldn't say that everything is "right on track" again already with our relationship ... But it was a very(!) intense/emotional day of "soul-pondering" and "forgiveness" and trying to work through some vagueness.

posted March 07, 2008 08:14 PM              

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so i can see how the past resurfaces in a new pisces moon..

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