posted March 26, 2008 08:58 PM
is that why i am like completely obsessed with falling in love and have more crushes now than i ever have? i seriously RARELY get real full-on crushes and now i have 2 full ones and a couple tiny ones! the two big ones i'm like OBSESSED with and i feel like i'm totally in love with one of these guys and the other i'm just incredibly attracted to.. not sure about real feelings yet.. and two are other guys that are really into me and i'm fond of but not feeling a lot for (though a bit)..is this what this transit is doing to me???
i'm really curious cuz i swore off guys a couple years ago after two REALLY crappy relationships in a row and very very few feelings for anyone and all of a sudden it's like KAPOW! lust! love! love? lust! obsession!!
oh, and the orb between my venus and eros is 4 deg, so pluto is actually transiting both of these as well..
i'm also wondering if this would be a bad time to actually start a relationship with so much feeling exploding out of me? i'm kinda worried cuz these crushes are just happening and really intense and i wouldn't want to commit to someone if there's a chance it'll just keep happening..