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Topic: The other side of cheating
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alanabelle86 Knowflake Posts: 1840 From: Connecticut Registered: May 2005
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posted April 06, 2008 11:28 AM
My life is one big love affair after the other. Only I'm not the one having the affair. I'm not the one being cheated on. I'm always the other woman. Never fails. A L W A Y S It's SO prevalent, that I've given up on relationships all together. I just don't care anymore. I'll never be in one, I'll forever scam off the left over affection and misplaced anger.
I'm going to post my chart. Can someone help me pinpoint where it says in my "natal promise" that I'll NEVER have a healthy relationship?
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alanabelle86 Knowflake Posts: 1840 From: Connecticut Registered: May 2005
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posted April 06, 2008 11:38 AM
I know that using equal houses, my natal Venus gets pushed into the 12th house, along with the ruler of my 7th house, and they're conjunct. So I guess that's one hint that I should call the dating game quits, and then Mars becomes the ruler of my 5th. Aries...the battlefield, Mars in Aquarius...a battle of constant non-commitment opposite my Moon in Leo (need to be appreciated and loved).I like Placidus better, my Moon is in the 8th for an apparent reason . Gosh I don't know if my poor heart can take anymore. Actually, it can't. Neither can my bank account, since those two are connected (Mars in 2nd opposite Moon means broken heart = tremendous amounts of shopping). What to do? Does anyone see anything? IP: Logged |
wegafan Knowflake Posts: 16 From: US Registered: Jan 2008
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posted April 06, 2008 12:25 PM
Soon everything will be all right, by progression... for now just dive in meditation over illussions of incarnated reality... I guessIP: Logged |
writesomething Knowflake Posts: 2376 From: meet me in montauk Registered: May 2006
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posted April 06, 2008 12:50 PM
Neptune is squaring your natal venus at the time, which is very difficult for relationships. Youre likely not to see people for who they really are, and theyll decieve you greatly. Secret relationships are likely. Alana, I mean this with love, honestly...but if you dont want to be the other woman, and want to break the cycle, maybe you should refuse to take part in them? Break the cycle, break the karma. Once you repay your karma, you can begin anew, and finally find love. I dont doubt you can find real love in your life because of Venus conj pluto(although somewhat loose, i think it counts) in Scorpio. I hope you the best, and I understand your pain in regards to love and relationships.IP: Logged |
darkdreamer Knowflake Posts: 3991 From: Germany Registered: Aug 2006
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posted April 06, 2008 12:58 PM
Apart from astrology:I definitely think you can and will find love. But there has to be a reason why you are drawn to men, who are unavailable. Is there something inside of you that maybe doesn`t want to get involved in a real comitted relationship? I mean, of course you consciously want to have a relationship, but maybe there is also some fear of it underneath. I myself have the knack to develop serious crushes on musical actors, who are preferably gay. I guess, that sais more about me than about them in the end. It sais that I indeed want the excitement of having a crush, but that I definitely have a great fear of becoming involved with someone; and that fear of becoming involved most probably has something to do with a deep rooted fear of intimacy, I`d say. Not sure how to handle this. But I guess my pattern won`t change, before *I* change, which I am trying to do now. But I have to start with myself, not with others.
And in a way I think that goes for everyone who has noticed some unhealthy pattern in relationships. The only person who can change it is you. But you can change it, just it will take some time and very much honesty towards yourself I guess. If I see the whole thing totally wrong, I`m sorry. But these were my thoughts. DD IP: Logged |
alanabelle86 Knowflake Posts: 1840 From: Connecticut Registered: May 2005
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posted April 06, 2008 02:13 PM
quote: Alana, I mean this with love, honestly...but if you dont want to be the other woman, and want to break the cycle, maybe you should refuse to take part in them?
Well, here's the thing. I never know I'm the other woman till it's too late and I'm deeply emotionally involved. Thanks for all the responses, you guys
DD, I think you may be onto something. I do have issues with commitment, but I want the opportunity to surpass those issues. I know that I'll find love sometime and that its unrealistic to believe it will "never" happen. But with patterns like this, it's a little discouraging.... ------------------ Sagittarius AC, Sun in Scorpio, Moon in Leo IP: Logged |
Lara Knowflake Posts: 3274 From: London Registered: Mar 2006
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posted April 06, 2008 03:01 PM
HiCould Venus/Uranus sextile over the AC have somthing to do with commitment issues? Also can Saturn in 12th mean secret restrictions or limitations? Not sure what i'm talking about here so if it's all rubbish tell me to shut up! I guess Scorpio sun makes you keep your emotions to yourself until you feel comfortable, which then might be too late and the guy has moved on emotionally? My SO has a similar sun/moon/ac to you. He's leo/sun, sag/moon and scorp/ac. OH BOY! is he up and down. One minute close as anything, the next on the other side of the room (emotionally speaking) Anything sound familiar? IP: Logged |
OzMeg222 Knowflake Posts: 1079 From: Registered: Jul 2006
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posted April 06, 2008 06:11 PM
I think 21 is far too young to be giving up on relationships entirely, most people I know had never even had a serious relationship until they were a bit older. Can't help with the astro right now though, I'm running out the door to get the kids to school... IP: Logged |
alanabelle86 Knowflake Posts: 1840 From: Connecticut Registered: May 2005
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posted April 06, 2008 06:29 PM
Well, I'm not giving up entirely. I'm a Leo Moon with a Sag ascendant, I exaggerate.I feel like giving up, but I know that doesn't make sense. The larger issue is the overpowering 12th house influence and what I can do to mitigate it. I also think it has to do with Uranus opposite the DC and Saturn opposite the DC. I bet subconsciously I'm attracted to things I can't have, and so I probably attract these situations into my life. The Venus (5th ruler) T-Square with Mars and Moon probably tells some wicked tale about me constantly getting involved with emotionally unavailable men (yet always "physically" available) ...I feel like I'm grasping at straws here... ------------------ Sagittarius AC, Sun in Scorpio, Moon in Leo IP: Logged |
BornUnderDioscuri Moderator Posts: 2913 From: Never Never Land Registered: Oct 2006
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posted April 06, 2008 08:25 PM
You have a pretty close square between your Moon and your Pluto. I would advise this book called Hades Moon its about Pluto Aspects to the moon by Judy Hall. I really don't think that you won't have a great relationship. You have a lot of intense aspects going on the Venus/Pluto/Sun conjunction for one thing. The Venus/Moon/Mars T-square is very intense as well, also since its in the fixed signs. The chiron in the 7th also shows some wounds and healing around the relationships. Your pre-natal solar eclipse is in degrees Libra. "you will give generously in a primary relationship, but once you feel the other person is asking you to cross the line of fairness, your attentions leave the relationship. You always have an ongoing relationship, and if your partner does not share fairly with you, you simply begin sharing with someone else. In this situation you teach the value of sharing through removing yourself (physcially or emotionally) from the relationship." "You have the ability to teach your fellow beings the subtleties of developing balance and harmony in their lives. You have an intuitive sense of what is fair in all ares of life, especially in relationships. Thus you will draw people to you who are either selfish, overly independent, or extremely childlike. You can meet with great resistance as you teach these people the give and take of life. The balance in any one on one relationship is a very fine line between giving and receiving, and the majority of those with whom you come in contact are excessively attached to either one of the other. Because of your innate need never to settle for less than half or to give more than half, you may find yourself moving from one relationship to the next. As you teach this lesson you must keep your sense of fairness in balance, for if you become unbalanced, you can end up teaching the lesson through your own misuse of the sharing energies. Those who are in balance and teaching in a positive mode make excellent lawyers, counselors and advisors of all kinds for which your ability to sit on the fence you can truly see both sides and aid both parties in finding an amiable solution" ~Spiritual Astrology by Jan Spiller ------------------ Sun-Gemini Moon-Scorpio ASC-Libra IP: Logged |
BornUnderDioscuri Moderator Posts: 2913 From: Never Never Land Registered: Oct 2006
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posted April 06, 2008 08:36 PM
Your pre-natal lunar eclipse is at 24' Aries. "The very process of standing up for your beliefs creates change. With change there is growth. Without growth nothing can exist. You are learning to become independent. Coming from a history of over dependency on others, you are not accustomed to functioning as a seperate being. But if you ae to be happy in any relationship, you must first gain your independence, for if you marry before you define yourself, you will surrender before the battle of identity is won. Then you could fall back into past life patterns of becoming too dependent on those around you, and postpone finding your own strength and courage until your mate decides that he or she is tired of holding you up. If you wait to be shoved out the door, you are making your lesson more difficult than the universe intends it to be. What you need to learn is to function independently, within society and relationships, simultaneously contributing to the whole and benefiting from the whole. If you cannot do this within a relationship, you will find it necessary to separate yourself to learn this lesson before you can live harmoniously with another. Another important lesson you are learning it not to be afraid to start over. The Aries energy is one of new beginnings. This ability to begin anew must be incorporated into your soul growth pattern. Another lesson is that one assertiveness. Because of a fear of not being right, you allow mates and associates to make all the decisions/ You have learned in the past to value the decisions of others over your own. You also have a tendency to attract strong willed people who are very assertive" I don't know if any of this makes sense or helps. This book just kind of fell out at me and I felt like typing it up. Best of wishes to you
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tragedy unregistered
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posted April 07, 2008 04:31 AM
Who u tryin to fool!!!? You're a coke-snortin, stripper chick, who gets off on be the "other" girl!!! (that's astrology in action folks!!! )IP: Logged |
Quinnie Knowflake Posts: 1193 From: on a chair beside a window Registered: Jul 2002
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posted April 07, 2008 04:44 AM
Hi alanabelle86 your Moon square Venus is an aspect that show a couple of things. 1. That you are at cross purposes with how you project your feminine appeal and reflecting what you actually need to bring you security... so you want somethings that are at odds with what you need. Your venus in Scorpio portays a sexy image that wants to seduce and dive into the depths while your Moon in Leo needs fun and affection and lively energy . 2.Socially you could be attracting men and letting them lead you by following their cues and playing the rules by their games which could be all about SEX while your Moon is being neglected and the childlike quality of a Leo and the true love friendship is missed out. sun quare Mars also suggests you are attracted to the 'wrong' kind of man. your basic energies are at cross purposes. Once you can understand the patterns (which it sounds like you have) you will have an awareness that will enable you to be more selective and maintain an image that incorporates all the things that you want and Need so that the other will not be in any doubt of it. IP: Logged |
BornUnderDioscuri Moderator Posts: 2913 From: Never Never Land Registered: Oct 2006
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posted April 07, 2008 07:31 PM
quote: Who u tryin to fool!!!?You're a coke-snortin, stripper chick, who gets off on be the "other" girl!!! (that's astrology in action folks!!! )
Completely uncalled for and rude... IP: Logged |
LadyNeptune Knowflake Posts: 419 From: Registered: Dec 2007
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posted April 07, 2008 08:41 PM
I agree with BUD! Alanabelle, Real quick; you have endured tPluto assaulting all of your planets for as long as you can remember. This had to be hard. Read up on pluto transits and I think you'll identify with them. These pluto transits would activate your venus-pluto natal aspect. Good news is tPluto is moving away from them. Things will get better. Keep the faith! IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 26842 From: Columbus, GA USA Registered: Nov 2000
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posted April 07, 2008 11:30 PM
Tragedy has left the building.------------------ "Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow in Australia." Charles Schultz IP: Logged |
BornUnderDioscuri Moderator Posts: 2913 From: Never Never Land Registered: Oct 2006
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posted April 07, 2008 11:38 PM
Thanks a ton Randall Alana - best of luck to you. Pluto transits are in fact superbly hard. I barely survived one opposing my Sun (while tSaturn was conj it). And my bf is currently going through tPluto conj Moon and opposing Venus (im scared). So tons of positive energy to you. IP: Logged |
Atlenta Knowflake Posts: 501 From: Registered: Jun 2002
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posted April 08, 2008 01:07 PM
Your 7th ruler in the 12th can mean you're kept in the dark about things. It's something they don't tell you (Mercury). Saturn in the 12th can mean secrets that may cause problems. However, you have moon in the 8th - use it to discern because that placement is sensitive and can feel (dis)honesty. IP: Logged |
hippichick Knowflake Posts: 2236 From: The Ether Registered: Jan 2006
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posted April 08, 2008 01:27 PM
AlanabellePutting astrology aside as did DD, I do this, too. Attract emotionally/physically unavalaible men. It goes way, way back. Way back to early childhood. In all intellectualism, I really to want a mutually satisfying relationship. But there is something there energetically, that always brings them to me. I have even considered this issue going back to beyond this lifetime, cause I have tried and tried to figure it out. And I keep trying... I have resigned in my 46 years to re-main single, you are so young, hopefully you can find the answer. If I had begun to soul search at your age, maybe, just maybe... Blessings IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 26842 From: Columbus, GA USA Registered: Nov 2000
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posted April 08, 2008 04:40 PM
BUD, I really want you to be a Moderator. I just need to find a place for you. What sayeth thee about the Religion Forum when I come up with a name? ------------------ "Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow in Australia." Charles Schultz IP: Logged |
GeminiLover75 Knowflake Posts: 2528 From: Registered: Apr 2006
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posted April 08, 2008 04:57 PM
Yay, I think BUD would be an awesome moderator! IP: Logged |
Belage Knowflake Posts: 699 From: Bay Area, California, USA Registered: Jan 2006
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posted April 08, 2008 05:22 PM
Your 7th house, the house of marriage partner is in Gemini. The ruler of Gemini, Mercury is in your 12th house, indicating a propensity to hidden affairs. Also, you have Chiron in Gemini in the 7th house. Chiron represents our idea of our soulmate, so you tend to be attracted to men who like to have 2 women (gemini = twins). Your Chiron is squared by Uranus meaning that you tend to get involved in relationships that are unpredictable, unusual and frown upon by society. One more thing, you have a triple square made by moon, venus and Mars. So what you have is an attraction to conflicts. There is a part of you that feels compelled to engage in competition with other women and fighting other women over a man's affection. Other than therapy, I don't have anything to suggest. I think people with serious planets in the 12th house will benefit from therapy anyway. IP: Logged |
BornUnderDioscuri Moderator Posts: 2913 From: Never Never Land Registered: Oct 2006
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posted April 08, 2008 10:17 PM
Randall - Thank you a ton, I would love to do it. Thank you so much GL = quote: Chiron represents our idea of our soulmate, so you tend to be attracted to men who like to have 2 women (gemini = twins)
Wow thats a fascinating way of looking at it. Both my bf and I have Chiron in Gemini. Does it necessarily mean 2 women or perhaps a type of duality? I didn't know Chiron meant soulmates. Sounds pretty cool IP: Logged |
GeminiLover75 Knowflake Posts: 2528 From: Registered: Apr 2006
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posted April 08, 2008 11:45 PM
back at you BUD. I didn't know that about Chiron either. Interesting. IP: Logged |
Belage Knowflake Posts: 699 From: Bay Area, California, USA Registered: Jan 2006
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posted April 09, 2008 12:38 AM
BUD, To answer your questions, it doesn't have to be 2 women. More like a sense of duality as you correctly guessed. The idea of going back and forth between 2 options. Difficulty in committing to 1 person or thing. Regarding soulmates, I am using as a template Magi's astrology interpretations of Chiron, which I found to be pretty accurate. IP: Logged |