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Topic: my future - where is it heading?
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kaira
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posted April 16, 2008 03:27 PM
 
hey everyone! i was just wondering if anybody would offer some help into where my life is heading and how it will affect me.
i've had a really tough two/three years, in which i've failed my A-levels in the first year of college, so i re-took the year, in which i failed once more, due to depression. i was therefore removed as a means of getting myself better instead of having pressure of exams and so on.
i also have had problems with my relationship with my boyfriend, with trust issues, obsession, arguments, and just basic riff raff. not to mention its a long-distance reationship which really is hard to maintain, but i continue out of the love i feel for him.
also, my step-dad an out on my mum, and i had to be the child to witness te grief and pain she went through, and i'm still living with her. my brother and sisters having moved out as they have families. this means i've had to support her, while going through problems of my own.so this year, i'll have to restart college from September, and also find a job for the first time, say goodbye to my friends, and meet new people, move on from a relationship of 3 years, and survive alone, and also decide what i'm going to do with my life.
so i just wanted to know if it'll all get better soon, or will i face more challenges? my birth data is 26th September 1989
Blackburn, UK
19:12 PM please help me, thank you all so much. IP: Logged |
blue moon
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posted April 16, 2008 03:36 PM
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blue moon
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posted April 16, 2008 03:41 PM
First off Kaira, it's not the end of the world if you failed your A-levels, even if it feels like it. Because you know like me that plenty of successful people get along quite well in the world without them. I don't have time to look at your chart right now, but hopefully someone will come and long and give it the attention it deserves. What I will say is that you have tricky Saturn Conjunct Moon and Pluto Square Sun transits in action. Neither are fun, but both will pass in time. I won't lie and say it will be next week, but you will get through it. IP: Logged |
kaira
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posted April 16, 2008 04:18 PM
thank you, i sure hope you're right.  and btw, my birth time is 7:12pm, sorry if i didn't make that clear.  IP: Logged |
blue moon
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posted April 16, 2008 04:25 PM
Well spotted.Old bag not good on the 24 hour clock. I'll change it. IP: Logged |
blue moon
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posted April 16, 2008 04:33 PM
Meanwhile I've had a look at the ephemeris and can report that Saturn, currently retrogade, is going to go direct on 3rd May. The significance of this is that it is going to start moving away from your natal Moon.
http://www.astrology-x-files.com/transits/saturn-cj-moon.html The Moon governs your emotions, and Saturn has been having a cramping effect on them. You mentioned you had been suffering from depression, well there it is on your chart. The Moon is also meant to symbolise the mother and motherhood, so there is your mother suffering, and you having a role reversal moment in supporting her in her hour of need. Hopefully with Saturn moving away from this point, some of that pressure will be off you now, and maybe you will start to feel a bit better. IP: Logged |
blue moon
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posted April 16, 2008 04:33 PM
You have the Sun in people-pleasing Libra, it is Conjunct Mars, a sign it isn't that comfortable in, but as a mix, this suggests you have a lot of courage and energy. There's some stuff on Mars in Libra here:
http://www.cafeastrology.com/zodiaclibra.html
That conjunction has progressed through to your 7th house, the house of close relationships. So a lot of your resources are being put into this area of your life right now.
This is where Pluto comes into the picture. Currently, he is making a nuisance of himself, entering the sign of Capricorn. He has hit Uranus at the top of your chart. Next, I'm sorry to say, he is going to barge into your Sun Conjunct Mars. Expect this to happen over the next 2 or 3 years before the influence starts to wane. There are likely to be some profound changes come about in the way you think and act. Now, I suspect, and this is just a hunch, that you might start to undergo subtle changes in how much you are willing to give to other people at the expense of yourself, but that's just a guess, I'd have to think about it and look a the chart as a whole. Really this is just intended as a sketch to give you some idea of what is going on in your chart. I am not a professional astrologer. This is interesting about Pluto Square Sun, it describes it well, but I'd suggest you take the life and death comments at the end with a pinch of salt. It's just to give you and idea:
http://www.planetaryvisions.net/pluto%20s%20sun.html
Likewise I think the chances of war in Blackburn are slim, but there are some interesting comments here:
http://www.planetaryvisions.net/pluto%20s%20mars.html
Just a quick look at the main things I see. Hopefully someone else will give their imput.
Not easy, but you will get through it.
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kaira
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posted April 18, 2008 01:54 PM
it's not looking good at all IP: Logged |
kaira
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posted April 27, 2008 09:13 AM
can anyone else please offer an insight?IP: Logged |
kaira
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posted April 27, 2008 09:13 AM
can anyone else please offer an insight?IP: Logged | |
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