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awatson4
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From: A state of 2 unaspected planets
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posted April 28, 2008 03:48 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for awatson4     Edit/Delete Message
I seem to be going through some serious depression lately. I am not sure why, I am out of sorts I just feel down; however, at the same time, I feel like I have a lot of energy but I really don't know what to do with it.

On top of that I think I have a problem with sticking by people, which may be the reason i am down. I have a girlfriend and friends but I am tired of somethings, and feel like bolting but I don't because I do have problems staying with people. Anyway, I was wonder what in my chart makes me so off.

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23
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posted April 28, 2008 07:04 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for 23     Edit/Delete Message
Hello

It would pay to see the answer that I provided in this post:
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/017374.html

This person is born roughly the same time as you and seems to be going through the same things as you but maybe you'd feel it in a more intense way as most of these planets are in the 11th house - house of friendship, hopes and wishes.

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blue moon
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posted April 28, 2008 07:11 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for blue moon     Edit/Delete Message
You've got a couple of stinkers hitting your chart at the same time ~ Neptune is working through Aquarius and is hovering over your Mercury. Not the greatest aspect for decision making and your frame of mind in general.

Uranus is currently in Pisces, and is hitting your Sun. This is not a lot of fun. It's a shake-up, unsettling and explains a whole lot. But it will pass.


Some more on this from CafeAstrology:

http://www.cafeastrology.com/uranustransits.html


Uranus transits conjunct Sun This is a time of "finding yourself", when you begin to feel uncomfortable with your current life path and behavior patterns. Your ego is awakened, and you feel compelled to express yourself in unique and perhaps unusual or unconventional ways. With your increased openness to all that is new and different, you may encounter opportunities that appear to come out of the blue. Routine begins to bore you, and your current responsibilities may seem overwhelming. Your consciousness expands to the point where you are receptive to new ways of thinking and patterns of living. Especially if you are female, you may begin a relationship with a male, and this association leads you into undiscovered territory or some kind of break from your past. This can be an exciting period of your life that is filled with change and stimulation. You might begin or end relationships, start a new career path, or move to a new location. (More clues to the nature of the potential changes can be found in the condition of the Sun in the natal chart--its house position, aspects, and the areas of the chart that it rules). Arming yourself with the awareness that you may be over-confident and hasty in your decisions is essential for the best handling of this transit. You need to be aware of the strong possibility that you are rebelling and reacting rather than listening to your heart. Open yourself to the fact that something must change, rather than resisting or fearing it. Resistance will only attract circumstances that leave you feeling out of control.

*Freedom, independence, and individuality are the key issues for this time period. You find it extremely difficult to continue in a daily activity that is tedious, boring, or simply unexciting.

+A time of real breakthroughs, when insights into your self and your ambitions will be possible. This is a time when authority figures and older people, especially men, may figure in your life. The discovery of a teacher or vision of the future is possible.


http://www.cafeastrology.com/neptunetransits.html


Neptune transits conjunct Mercury Your thinking process becomes more animated, imaginative, and spirited during this transit. However, you can also find yourself mentally lazy and passive, finding it hard to concentrate on mundane matters. Details can be glossed over in favor of the bigger picture, and you can find it hard to stick to systems or schedules. Even people who are normally punctual might find it hard to be on time during this transit. If your work involves communications, advertising, publishing, or languages, you are able to breathe new life into these channels with increased intuition and imagination. Your writing and/or speech may become more poetic. You may encounter mysterious, confused, unusual, or spiritual experiences surrounding Mercury-ruled people and things (such as siblings, neighbors, travel, studies, and so forth) during this time.

What does Mercury rule in your chart? Look to the houses of your natal chart with Gemini and Virgo on the cusp for areas of your life where Neptune is acting to refine. Look to planets in Gemini and Virgo in your chart to see other parts of your personality that Neptune is now infusing with spirituality and sensitivity.

*Interest in non-technical, "right brain" subjects increases at this time. Your understanding of psychological dynamics increases. You can better grasp the reasons why people that you know act the way they do and you can better see the causes for problems in personal relationships.

+A time of inspiration and creativity, especially if you like to write or speak -- communication of all kinds. You are able to put your dreams and ideals into words. Could also be a time when you are a fuzzy thinker about practical decisions.

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23
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posted April 28, 2008 07:15 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for 23     Edit/Delete Message
Yes I had uranus hit my sun/merc (as well as nep hitting it) when I was 21 and lost all my friends and changed professions (I have a 10th house sun). I rebuilt my friend structure again with new people, its clearing out all the redundant people out of my life. I also felt thoroughly confused as well!!

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awatson4
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posted April 28, 2008 11:49 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for awatson4     Edit/Delete Message
Thanks yall, that does describe what I am going through. It's just been hard to trust people, and I feel unstable, and half dead. It will pass, I know. But it sucks :-D
Thanks 23 for the link.

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awatson4
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posted April 28, 2008 12:46 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for awatson4     Edit/Delete Message
I put in my transits and saw that my saturn is transit my moon, and it is in a square position. I read the description and it fits well.

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breakfast on pluto
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posted April 28, 2008 03:22 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for breakfast on pluto     Edit/Delete Message
i am also in depression for last 6 months..i did not talk nobody,my friends,sometimes i talked my family..on the contrary ;my carreer is on top.it is going so good..but when i come home i just want to sleep..that is it..i am so so sorry for you..and after a long time;i write this forum your topic..

my sun scorpio..conj urans in 12 th house..
my saggy asc doesnt help me at these times..
my mars saggy in 1 th house makes me only aggressive..my venus,saturn libra help me smoe balance..

take care...

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posted April 28, 2008 03:27 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for 23     Edit/Delete Message
Yes, moon square saturn. I had that three years ago and got very depressed and cried a lot. I felt very cold on the inside, like as if someone took my heart and stuck it in a cold cage and it couldn't get out.

I'm sorry for raising all this stuff, must make you depressed.

Don't worry it all passes and it will be a faded memory one day

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