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Lara
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posted May 07, 2008 06:38 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lara     Edit/Delete Message
Is it my transits please? I feel SO damn low and depressed... can hardly get myself out of bed in the mornings and am grumpy too. Feel like l have a huge chain around my neck.

what on earth is wrong with me... usually i'm so bubbly and happy. I have so much positive in my life so what is happening to me this week and last week please?

H.E.L.P !!!

Thanks x



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posted May 07, 2008 06:41 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for 23     Edit/Delete Message
Saturn in the 1st conj AC. I had this in my early 20s and felt terrible. You tend to feel very restricted and down when this happens but at the same time, oddly, it should stabilise you a bit considering all the tau trines it should be making but then again you have all that aries, maybe frustrating quincunxes coming.

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posted May 07, 2008 06:43 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for 23     Edit/Delete Message
....also t-neptune might have made you feel bleary eyed in the last few years, esp about the workplace.

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Lara
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posted May 07, 2008 06:51 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lara     Edit/Delete Message
Yes, restricted is how l feel and like l have lost someone close but can't mourn properly... it sucks 23, really does. It's just sucked all of the life out of me

How long do you think it will last? lol

Actually l do feel a little like a triple Capricorn is sitting on my head!!!

t-neptune? You lost me there, sorry

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CancerianMoon
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posted May 07, 2008 06:53 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for CancerianMoon     Edit/Delete Message
Hey Lara..I know nothing about transits...just the basics for me however i just wanna send you a big hug!!!


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Lara
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posted May 07, 2008 06:59 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lara     Edit/Delete Message
Thank you Cancerianmoon. That is really touching and means a lot - really welcome right now. X

I love that photo - so poignant and shows that we are not supposed to be alone on this earth. Children light the way.
I have 3 kids but l feel that they are suffering at the moment due to my depressed state. Half the time l feel weepy and the other half l just want to crawl into a hole and hide.

Be safe and be happy

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Unmoved
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posted May 07, 2008 06:59 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Unmoved     Edit/Delete Message
Feel better, actually, I ordain that you find inspiration to get out of that restricted space.

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Lara
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posted May 07, 2008 07:03 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lara     Edit/Delete Message
Great idea Unmoved, l will keep trying.

I tried to give myself some tlc, meditate to calm and find some inner tranquility and l just felt so restless and edgy whilst l was trying to relax!

It totally took me the other way... grrr. Feeling restricted for me is like being inside a cheese grater and cutting yourself every time you move an inch, you know? I can't do restricted at all. Must be that 7th house ruler?


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CancerianMoon
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posted May 07, 2008 07:10 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for CancerianMoon     Edit/Delete Message
Lara
My heart goes out to you girl..Ive suffered depression and anxiety...still have small bouts with them now...but never last longer than a few hours..ive sorta taught myself to get out of them... however i do know that it does affect the children.. i guess some things ive learnt help me is really looking at my childrens faces and remembering how blessed i was to give birth to and have influence on them... they are wonderful little souls and just focusing on their smile when they are doing something they enjoy..makes me feel good.. go give them a tickle(depending on the age of cause..my 15 year old daughter would tell me im crazy she prefers a hug..lol) seeing them laugh and even forcing yourself to laugh sometimes helps... even forcing yourself to smile..
I know this is gonna sound odd...but when i would feel really down id look at myself in the mirror and tell myself all my good points..hows lucky i am for all the things im blessed with...it would often make me cry and usually id end up smiling at myself with tears rolling down my face...
Deal with your sadness but also force yourself to smile and laugh...watch a comedy...look at some old pics with happy memories attatched...write down in a journal about how your feeling and dont forget to add your blessings
My love to you Lara

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posted May 07, 2008 07:15 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for 23     Edit/Delete Message
You have transiting neptune in your 6th and this would be squaring your taurean mars. But this should be seprarating.

As for the t-saturn, you should feel a bit better when it stops conj AC but you will feel the effects of it until it leaves the 1st. Only problem is that when it hits the 2nd, you might have financial issues, an issue I had when I stopped feeling depressed.

I think the main thing is that you just endure it and try to enjoy the positive trines you will be getting. Use that restriction for persistence/responsibility to achieve lifegoals. I myself got a lot done when I had saturn in the 1st. And don't worry, it doesn't last forever. And anyway, take comfort that jupiter is also trining your tau planets and in the 5th, so use that for some joy.

Hope that helps.

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Lara
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posted May 07, 2008 07:15 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lara     Edit/Delete Message
Cancerianmoon,

your post is wonderful thanks. I am going to do that straight after this post. I don't really give myself enough credit or TLC as being a single mum to 3 boys is such hard work and my ex husband is the evilest man on earth. He is so horrible to me, even 3 years after our divorce he threatens me daily and is just there all the time, reminding me of what a gigantic mistake l made in marrying him.

Thank goodness for my kids. I agree... l need to pull myself together! My stellium usually helps but it feels like it's been drugged

I'm trying to sell my house at moment too which is not going well... aaarrrggghhh!!

Thank you for your beautiful coloured rainbow post you gave me in the middle of my thunderstorm.

Many blessing to you,
Lara X

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posted May 07, 2008 07:17 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for 23     Edit/Delete Message
...you'll probably feel better too when ura moves out of the 7th re relationship issues, that's obviously causing a lot of chaos but you will be due for ura half-return with pluto opposing it as well. That will make you clear out dead wood. Look to the positives Lara.

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awatson4
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posted May 07, 2008 07:23 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for awatson4     Edit/Delete Message
i don't think the position of transit saturn and pluto is helping earth/fire people. I mean we already are kind of odd.
saturn can be restricting and pluto is all the deep stuff. So, i think a lot of people have to deal with their past and their insecurities right now.

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Lara
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posted May 07, 2008 07:24 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lara     Edit/Delete Message
Yes it does make sense thank you 23.

It makes a lot of sense. Saturn in 2nd is going to be opposing my entire stellium which is kinda ominous.

Thank god for Jupiter in my 5th, seeing as it also rules my 5th! So hopefully my boyfriend and l will be fine. His moon is in sag.

Uranus is my lucky charm. when it entered my 7th l walked out on my marriage. It gave me the shove l needed and i'm so eternally grateful to it. I think the uranus in 7th really impacted upon me cos uranus also rules my 7th house.

At least jupiter and uranus are transiting their own N houses! lol

Saturn coming up to trine my sun should be good, no?
I wish he would just hurry up and move onto my 3rd already!!!! Damn saturn heavy energy... l have enough of it in my birth chart - don't need it's transits aswell!

Thank you

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Azalaksh
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posted May 07, 2008 07:25 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Azalaksh     Edit/Delete Message
Magi calls Saturn quincunx Chiron (or vice versa) "the Heartbreak Transit."
Saturn crossing your Ascendant seems to narrow your world, narrow your focus. It cuts back everything extraneous in your life so that you can concentrate on making what you have better, and building on your latent skills and talents.

My Ascendant is 29Leo54, so I feel ya But I still think Saturn in the 1st house is a good thing, and now that it's Direct, I bet you'll start feeling better. However, if you are dissatisfied with what Saturn has pared you down to, then this is the perfect time to make changes: restructure, reorganize so you can build better, build your dreams.....

Zala

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Lara
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posted May 07, 2008 07:26 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lara     Edit/Delete Message
awatson 4

yes, l do feel like all my insecurity alarm buttons are being pushed right now. Feel a need to escape myself which always really means the opposite, you know?

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posted May 07, 2008 07:31 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for 23     Edit/Delete Message
There you go, that's another positive. Saturn trining all your tau stuff coming. Maybe this will provide you the self-discpline to deal with children and the ex. And I'm happy to hear that you are positive about Ura. A lot of people are scared of it but I think ura is that crazy friend that shocks you, scares you but then leaves you with a feeling like rain after a drought. Best to laugh during a rollercoaster ride. But you are talking to aqu and I'm Ura-biased. Remember ura will also approach your 8th soon and work through the tight pack but you'll feel so rejuvinated and alive after that with a new take on life.

And remember Regulus sits on that ASC of yours too (Here's lookin' at you kid...)

.....and and we were only discussing Jup in the 12th the other day, conj regulus nonetheless...

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Lara
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posted May 07, 2008 07:34 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lara     Edit/Delete Message
Magi calls Saturn quincunx Chiron (or vice versa) "the Heartbreak Transit."
Saturn crossing your Ascendant seems to narrow your world, narrow your focus. It cuts back everything extraneous in your life so that you can concentrate on making what you have better, and building on your latent skills and talents.
My Ascendant is 29Leo54, so I feel ya But I still think Saturn in the 1st house is a good thing, and now that it's Direct, I bet you'll start feeling better. However, if you are dissatisfied with what Saturn has pared you down to, then this is the perfect time to make changes: restructure, reorganize so you can build better, build your dreams.....

Zala

So true! I am so into Magi - why didn't l spot that T Saturn on my Chiron. ! I hope that you are not getting a mule kick from Saturn Zala. Isn't the 29Leo club great!!

Actually, this cutting back and leaving me with only what l need to move forward l approve of. I'm always trying to simplify my life so l am going to see Saturn as answering my call. I need to sort our my career so will be happy if l walk away from this knowing what l wanna do, finally!

Thanks for the insight

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Lara
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posted May 07, 2008 07:37 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lara     Edit/Delete Message
23,

regulus? Is that good or bad? LOL
Do you remember which thread was discussing jupiter conjunct regulus pls?

Yes, l do love uranus. So punchy and free! Now you understand why l dislike Saturn so much

Gosh, this has all helped so much, thank you. You are ALL a bright shining light in my dense fog, showing me where l am and the scenery around me.

When you know then you can begin to accept and clarity is King! Thank you X

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posted May 07, 2008 07:41 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for 23     Edit/Delete Message
I wrote this on another post ("It happened again") re regulus.

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For those who don't know, a quick look up Parker's says:

"The ancients believed that this star had the qualities of both Mars and Jupiter. A great deal depends on how it connects with other entities in the birthchart, but it contributes to ambition and success. It can encourage revenge, and if this occurs, because this is one of the "Regal Stars", it may cause a fall from grace and favour."

Parkers says that it is located 29"8' Leo and says that such stars should only be allowed half-degree orb with planets in aspects. It also suggests that some other authors recommend a 1 degree orb.

This site says its at 29"50:
http://www.aquamoonlight.co.uk/fixedstars.html http://www.astrologycom.com/fixedstars.html


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Jupiter in the 12th: http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/017519.html

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posted May 07, 2008 07:44 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Kick It     Edit/Delete Message
Not really astrological..ok it is a bit....
you just had your birthday, so maybe you could be feeling the age thing.
Hopefully its that because if it isnt, it might only add to your temporary state. Sorry.

Most people get like this all the time and it can be a pain the American, but its a normal emotion which brings about change, growth and all that rubbish. Go eat Ice-cream!

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Lara
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posted May 07, 2008 07:48 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lara     Edit/Delete Message
Regulus - (the star of kings) known as being the heart of the lion in the constellation of Leo, it is the most important of these four. The healing Archangel Raphael,

how spooky 23. One of my sons has Raphael as a middle name. I fought so hard to give it to him as a first name, and lost the battle!

Interesting, thanks.

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Lara
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posted May 07, 2008 07:54 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lara     Edit/Delete Message
Not really astrological..ok it is a bit....
you just had your birthday, so maybe you could be feeling the age thing.
Hopefully its that because if it isnt, it might only add to your temporary state. Sorry.
Most people get like this all the time and it can be a pain the American, but its a normal emotion which brings about change, growth and all that rubbish. Go eat Ice-cream!

Hey Kick-it
Yeah, might be my age and early menopause? :O
I'm sure part of it is American also
Ice cream sounds good! x

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posted May 07, 2008 08:09 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for xrâräx     Edit/Delete Message
I agree, tr. Saturn in the 1st house it's a tough one.
Hope you feel better soon!

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lechien
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posted May 07, 2008 08:30 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for lechien     Edit/Delete Message
i hope you'll feel better soon, Lara!


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