posted July 09, 2008 05:32 AM
Dooza,then it might be time that you put down the chart, take a deep breath and take a walk.
As much as I love asteroids, I sometimes feel so frustrated, because there is just soo much and I feel overwhelmed and lose the big picture.
Then I get impatient and actually start hate seeing those long asteroid lists here. Well, I don`t really hate them, I just feel frustrated, that I can`t get a handle on them.
But after taking a break and looking at it a new, suddenly patterns seem to emerge, and things get very clear, sometimes painfully clear, with truths I never wanted to know unfolding before my eyes.
Right now I`m working on how to work with the different Draconic and natal comparisions, including asteroids.
Also, I think it`s a good idea to start with those asteroids, which are in conjunction or opposition to personal planets or points.
Like in my Case the exact Isis-Osiris conjunction is also tied to Venus. So it means,t hat this point on 7° - 9° Capricorn is activated anyway, by aspects to my Venus.
But now there´`s another layer underneath my Venus-aspects, because there is also Isis and Osiris.
So whenever i fall in love (Venus), it`s not just a Venusian thing of being attracted and feeling romantic, but there is always a soulconnection underneath (Isis and Osiris); it means I don`t just fall in love, it has to be that deep, soulsearching, profound stuff. I`m basically incapable of superficial feelings, at least if we`re talking Venus-feelings here.
Of course this is emphasiszed by the fact that my natal Venus is in Capricorn (and in the Pisces-Duad) and squares Pluto in Libra by 3°. *sighs* (and to make matters really worse, Venus rules my 5th house in Placidus and Pluto rules my 12th house; and Venus, Isis and Osiris itself are in 1st house, while Pluto is on the MC - maximum importance - I am doomed. .
Maybe you should look for asteroids that are conjunct your Sun, Moon, Venus, Mars, NN, AC, IC, DC, MC for a start, and let astrology guide you from there.
I hope I didn`t frustrate you anymore with this now.
BTW for relationships I like to look at these asteroids:
Karma
Valentine: true unconditional love
Amor: deep love
Eros: erotic and transformational love (and creative expression)
Psyche: sensitivity and being in tune with the loved one to the point of telepathy
Juno: marriage and more so the ability and wish to commit
Ceres: nurturing and caring for someone else, a motherly energy
sometimes I also look at
Union: what the name implies: union
Destinn: I mainly look at this one, because it is so closely tied to my Saturn, Eros, Vertex-conjunction and opposes my Sun-Moon-midpoint
for the spiritually inclined and soulmate stuff I also look at:
Isis and Osiris: the soulmate-couple
Kaali and Siva: the soulmate couple in Indian, but apart from that I feel that they are more sexual and erotic than Isis and Osiris (Kaali is related to Tantra after all, but Venus de India can tell you a LOT more about this).
I`d say look, which of these asteroids resonate with you or / and have strong ties to your personal points.
Well, in my case it`s difficult to decide for one, because Isis-Osiris is conjunct my Venus; but Kaali is also conjunct my SN and Karma and Siva is opposite my own name in my chart.
They seem to be both relevant to me.
I guess, everyone has to find their OWN asteroids,w hich depend on their personal chart.