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Topic: Can someone read my chart?
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Kismet*
Knowflake Posts: 107
From: CA, USA
Registered: Jun 2008
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posted August 20, 2008 08:04 PM
 
Can someone please read my chart? I've been going through some emotional pain recently because of how drastic my life is changing and what I have been through the last couple of years. I had my first sexual experience in early 2007. Would I be able to tell from my progressed chart that this occurrence was due? I just feel like loosing my virginity is messing with my inner core too much. There is also a number of other things that I'd rather not express. I'm just floating along in school but I'm not sure what I'm doing...my life direction has disappeared from my heart ever since I lost my virginity. I was hoping someone can give some positive insight  but truthful is most desired. The only thing is I'm not sure how to post my chart. Could one of you perhaps do it for me? My birth data is June 29, 1988
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Indio,California Thanks to anyone who can offer some help. IP: Logged |
Dragoon
Knowflake Posts: 148
From: Saturn
Registered: Dec 2007
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posted August 20, 2008 09:07 PM
Your chart (assuming you're female):
 Your Planetary positions, House positions (Placidus), and Major aspects:
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belgz
Knowflake Posts: 719
From: sydney
Registered: Feb 2007
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posted August 20, 2008 09:18 PM
I went through the same thing because i was from a turkish muslim background but i guess i got over it a year later. When i first lost my virginity i had venus, sun and mars on my MC conjunct my moon. On mine and his composite chart we had pluto transit comp venus and neptune opposing by transit.
Hes a very close friend of mine now and its been 8 years. I dated his best friend to get back at him AND im still with his friend Note: I had transit saturn and jupiter square my venus which is also the ruler of my 8th house of sex. We broke up within 3 months i think because i went crazy thinking he should marry me and i somehow fell in love with him when 2 weeks before it happened i probably didnt even care.
We were even laughing and talking about this subject last night and you know honestly at the time it was a very big deal but now im very happy... 
This is our synastry
This is composite with transits at the time
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belgz
Knowflake Posts: 719
From: sydney
Registered: Feb 2007
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posted August 20, 2008 09:52 PM
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Kismet*
Knowflake Posts: 107
From: CA, USA
Registered: Jun 2008
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posted August 20, 2008 10:20 PM
belgz,The guy I lost it to was just a friend and I didn't have any intention of being with him at all, and I knew that before and after the fact. The sad thing about it is that I grew up conserving my virginity for marriage. Then I moved to a bigger city, met alot of differnet people and my perspective changed. I went from being a devoted person of god to someone who really didn't believe in god anymore. Looking back I feel very guilty because of this. I mean if I would have kept my faith in god alive I feel somehow I would have never lost my virginity. I guess this is the most frustrating thing for me. Now I'm convinced that I'm going to remain celibate until I get married because the intensity that sex comes with just isn't going to work for me unless it's accompanied by full on commitment. I wish I wasn't so sensitive  IP: Logged |
Snookie
Knowflake Posts: 66
From:
Registered: May 2008
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posted August 20, 2008 11:51 PM
Ugh... okay hunny look. Your virginity isn't all you have. Just because you lost it dosn't mean you're not valuable anymore, I don't know WHY women still think virginity is what make them have value , thinking if they lose it they have nothing else left. THAT IS SO WRONG.Don't feel guilty you lost it before marriage! I don't know what God you believe in but it certainly is not as bad as it's cracked up to be ... Personally i'm more spiritual than i'm religious so I don't believe what the bible spews out , I think the whole 'save yourself for marriage' thing was to keep most women in line and whatnot ... i'm not surprised since women are pretty degraded in the bible. Er, i'm not trying to force my beliefs on you i'm just expressing them myself so don't take offense to that... just what i think ya know. Look, i'm not saying virginity shouldn't be valued - I believe it should be for someone you truly love , but it seems people have put it up on such a high pedestal to the point women think it's all they have... So I understand you feeling guilt if you didn't really love this person. BUT IT'S OKAY. You learn from it and grow stronger, you have NOT been degraded in anyway, you are still a beautiful person, and God isn't mad at you, he understands (trust me, look at murderes/child rapists - should you really be feeling this bad?) Please don't feel bad anymore. It's okay. You havn't changed one bit , you just got yourself into something you weren't ready for ... like many other people do. You just have to learn from it and grow stronger , so your next relationship will be beautiful and this time you will be ready to take the next step. No guilt anymore okee? *hug* It's okay! Everything will be okay. IP: Logged |
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