posted October 16, 2008 08:07 PM         

And though I strongly despise him now.

He was the most unusual, wild, crazy, freedom-loving, futuristic, unlawful, rebellious, passionate, inspiring person I've ever met...

posted October 16, 2008 10:27 PM         

Aquarius Moons kill me. So detached. They can't handle real love.

Add that to Sag's "Don't fence me in", and the picture is completed.

I wanted to avoid talking about Sag girls for a while, but here I go.

Her fiery Sag Sun and Asc became teary eyed holding me, talking about her frustrations in life, wanting understanding. But even in this moment of apparent intimacy I could feel her recoil inside every time I silently felt deeply for her. In what I hoped would be a beautiful moment of physical and mental connection, I found I had to stiffen my nerves to settle her's. Laying naked together, telling me she feels "a weird connection to me" and that "maybe she needs someone like me", her senses could still only handle my offerings of cold and objective rhetoric. So close, so far away.

I would love to be with her, but I know I'm correct in giving up and leaving town. She turns me on so much. She has a variety of intelligence that I don't see in other people, and I love how she becomes poetic when we so accurately finish each other's sentences. I doubt that she sees these things or puts much value on them. Call me a romantic Libra Moon, but I find her relationship/love capacity to fall terribly short of the mark.

posted October 18, 2008 07:15 AM         

But yea, He had 5 planets in Sag, Moon conjunct Jupiter in Aquarius and the Sun and Venus conjunct Uranus.

He was about as Sag/Aqua as it gets.

The one thing I could not stand was that it was impossible for him to see any side/point of view than his own, and he was terribly self-righteous, and it was in many ways like a God complex where he felt he was right, everyone and everything else was wrong and he could do exactly what he wanted and answer to no one cuz of "birth right"

He wasn't anyone "special" per se, he was very very arrogant and self-centered.

Aspects and upbringing mean everything so every Sag/Aqua is NOT going to be like this. But he was the embodiment of how poorly the combo can be used when not used constructively. Prejudiced and judgmental, extremely rude (rudest person I've ever known actually), cruel, sexist...but he could just never ever see his flaws and that's what eventually drew me away.

Everything I liked, he disliked, and so he proceeded to show me the "truth" in my hobbies and it was just bad from there on...

But like I said, generally, I love the combination. All the men I attract have Aquarius Moons or Sun/Moon conjunct Uranus or Uranus opposite/conjunct AC...so it's not the Aqua detachment that bothers me at all..

I think it's a sexy combo actually... The Sag optimism, thirst for life and adventure, and boundless hope paired with the future oriented Aquarius...yikes No wonder I fell so hard