posted November 02, 2008 07:28 PM         

my first reaction was: Do you need a b*tch slap? hahahaa. jk. (jokingly of course. )

i agree with the one above me.

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posted November 03, 2008 12:12 AM         

All my love, with all my heart
To ALL. ...

posted November 03, 2008 12:39 AM         

2. That would mean alot to me, just to know!

posted November 03, 2008 02:34 AM         

hey jane,

1. I did say it first, to one of my exes...i really thought i loved him at the time, and he never said it to me...and when i said it to him he told me, "i never loved you." (but at that point, he was trying to break up with me ) yah i know stupid time to say it, but hey i can't lie.
And i wouldn't say it unless i meant it. i did love him at that time...
Well, going with the second part of this question, and with my personal experience... he told me months later, that he didn't love me, b/c he didn't love himself. I understand, but i still can't forget it...and it still hurts.

And also, I feel like maybe my feelings, reactions, actions are too deep or intense that no one understands unless they are a Scorpio Sun or Moon, etc.

2. I'd be surprised. I'd be grateful. I would've have kinda knew it too... it's that Scorpio intuition i guess, lol. It'd be nice to hear.
It seems like lately i keep getting dissappointed i keep screwing up somehow with the guys i've been meeting lately. There were two potential good ones this year, and i screwed it up... i'm trying to find a way to change that. My goal right now with guys is to be friends with them if it didn't really work out. Maybe something can happen later... that's my optimism speaking. hehe. :P

I kinda feel like something like that might actually happen if i wait...and keep waiting cuz i'm "afraid" but i really don't want it to be years from now. If you seen my "soul meeting in dreams" question in the the Soul Unions section, you'll know what i'm talking about.

posted November 03, 2008 02:38 AM         

i think i would be at peace, and be able to get past this repitious dating thing i've been on for the past few years, even though i'm 23 and in my "dating" years. lol :P

posted November 03, 2008 03:10 AM         

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I feel like maybe my feelings, reactions, actions are too deep or intense that no one understands unless they are a Scorpio Sun or Moon, etc.

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I would've have kinda knew it too... it's that Scorpio intuition i guess, lol

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I try not to regret many things, but I really do regret the way that relationship ended and how it ended without me really letting him know me and how I felt about him. This summer I had promised myself I'd contact him to clear things up, but I was going through an emotional time (b/c of other things) so complete emotional honesty with him seemed like the obvious choice.

But as life returned to normal, that compulsion to set things straight with him faded and I started to see reasons not to. First off, I don't want to restart anything with him. I'm in love and committed to someone else. And in case he's not happy relationship-wise, I didn't want the contrast of our situations to hurt him further. I am so ridiculous!! You guys are right, who the hell doesn't want to know that they were loved? It feels good, and it would bring some closure and peace and truth to something that was really important and good for a long time to both of us, but ended abruptly and acrimoniously.

posted November 03, 2008 03:23 AM         

thanks for reading my reply.

well, i'm a scorpio/sag cusp, but scorpio sun 29.39 degree, and i have sagittarius for my Ascendant, Mercury, and another planet. i forgot which one... but i know my moon is totally Scorpio. haha. foreal...

i didn't get to read the rest of your prev. post, b/c i was sooo anxious to answer this one! haha.

posted November 03, 2008 03:32 AM         

that is soooo crazy! hahaahaha. Maybe Scorpio Moons think alike... like A LOT. Yay, someone who understands. hehe.

I think I wrote that b/c with all the past relationships and guys i've dated even for a brief moment (one,two,three dates to two or three weeks) i've never really ended on a good note with any of them... i think. there was always some miscommunication. either the guy wouldn't call me back (or ignore me, or whatever...) or i would be too afraid to tell the guy i didn't want to see him anymore, and not answer or return his calls. i guess karma can be a b*tch. LOL! HAHA. :P

Sorry, for writing a lot here... if you guys want we can take up my thread about scorpio moons! hehe. I love discussing this stuff. it helps me understand myself more.