posted December 16, 2008 02:21 AM         

I do know that Pluto is about to transit my 4th house-the home (of inner self) and it's conjunct my IC...is that it???

posted December 16, 2008 03:09 AM         

It's not necessarily a bad thing. A time of withdrawal and contemplation helps you focus on what really matters. What is your life all about, what is the core? Make the most of it before the realities and trivia of life seep in and provide a distraction.

p.s

posted December 16, 2008 07:40 AM         

It might be Saturn in 12 house couple with Pluto transition.
http://www.mauricefernandez.com/forum_eng/topic.asp?ARCHIVE=true&TOPIC_ID=3099

hope it helps

posted December 16, 2008 08:01 AM         

im also having that feeling and saturn passes my 12th and pluto is almost in the ic too. i have taurus moon also like you.

a friend of mine told me saturn was sqaure my nn so for me that also helps this way of feeling.

posted December 16, 2008 09:55 AM         

There is some debate as to whether the outer planet transits to eachother mean much, such as the transiting Saturn moving towards squaring your natal Neptune, (I can't see how many degrees in the chart) since a lot of people will share that. It's not quite there yet, but I have heard that transit could lead to loss of faith...whether in life, yourself, your religion, etc.. I'm no astrology expert, so it's just a guess.

I think most of all, it's important to hold onto the fact that this feeling of hopelessness will pass. As blue moon said these reclusive transits are a time to look inward. 12th House also represents spritual practice as well. Maybe you will find that reading some books, or gaining knowledge in the intangible, spiritual areas will enrich your life and give you hope again. I would recommend A New Earth by Eckhart Tolle. That book really changed my life.

I remember back in October, you were doing so well. You felt hopeful, and were moving forward. What you are feeling right now, is just a temporary "rest stop", a time to re-charge, before you get moving again. Don't lose faith! I send you a big hug from NYC!

posted December 16, 2008 12:41 PM         

Sorry, here's a bigger chart.

BM: Yes, my moon is at 24 degrees Taurus.

GG : You're right. I have lost faith in my religion. It's like I no longer want to read the bible as I used to.

posted December 16, 2008 01:55 PM         

under the Pluto transit ..
i.e the faster transits ..

that t.Sat. coming from your 12th is about 3 deg off a square to natal venus ..
that's just about to change as t.Sat will soon go retrograde .. on the 31st dec.
and there is that pre-change stationary period to consider ..

but i rekon this could be the main one re your header post ..
transiting Chiron square your Sun ..

t.chiron is at 17.28 aqua .. ( coming from your 5th house )
just passed squaring your Sun
(transits to natal sun often hit the hardest ..)
and now it's starting to square your natal Saturn ..
after that it squares your natal Moon

aprox over the next year you'll get hits from t.chiron on those natals ..
if your feeling low .. check what deg t.chiron is at ..
( a chiron transit to a natal is aprox. a couple of weeks )

chiron was about a degree back ( 16 ) at the begining of november ..
( is "lately" from about then )

so.. a combi. of those two under that ovelaying t.pluto to your mc/ic
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posted December 16, 2008 02:24 PM         

Hope don't mind me butting in *embarrassed*, thought could look at my chart as well, as I think the transits maybe similar......also am terrible at transits

posted December 16, 2008 09:17 PM         

but it has just passed over your neptune which could have a major effect on your faith not just in your religion but life in general. that particular aspect is separating now (finally) so the disorientation should fade soon...