posted September 12, 2006 05:58 AM         

I just chose the first group of cards, a smaller group. Then I optted for relationship; I was, naturally, thinking about my relationship with my beloved Aquarian guy, whom I have been discussing extensively here at LL for the past couple of months. I focused on myself, then on him, imaging each of us as instructed, then I got my results: the first card was about myself, which was "Integration"; the second card was about him, and it was "Silence"; the third card was about our composit energies, and I got "The Fool". The fourth and final card was about the insight of our relationship, and it was "No-thingness". I certainly got the reading at the website, which truly amazed me, and it was quite re-assuring, but since I'm such a beginner of tarot cards reading, I would really appreciate it if you could give me some insight of yours, or even some advice. Thanks in advance.

posted December 08, 2006 03:02 PM         

I have used that website before and found each card has a detailed explanation...

What were you not sure of?

posted December 14, 2006 09:58 AM         

Have you had an Osho reading of late...

I find them amazingly accurate...

As its been 3 months or so since you asked, it maybe interesting to see what they say now?

Good luck

posted December 17, 2006 02:46 AM         

I'd like to thank you once again for your reminder- which had been essential, and yet I obviously neglected the choice of seeking another tarot card reading for his and my mutual relationship.

I have to admit that, since my last post, I saw the guy again, and something happened- just the way he phrased what he said. It's hard to explain it succintly, and it's only too easy to fail and make the event too concrete. Yesterday, after having seen each other, I began seriously consider leaving him for good- and leaving him to his own devices. This time round, I didn't cry or feel like crying, I didn't feel burning and boiling rage, and there was no angry outburst. However, I suppose it was some kind of even more potent, but silent rage, which I had never experienced before in my life- I usually would either cry or get visibly furious.

I just got a new Osho Zen tarot reading for he and I. The first card, which is about myself, is 27. Healing; the second card, which is about him, to my surprise but also to my sly amusement (since I've felt "quietly resentful" toward him?)- is 59. Schizophrenia; the third card, representing our composit energy, interestingly, is 55. Letting Go; the fourth and the final card, which is the insight of this relationship, is 63. The Burden- the third and the fourth cards carry important reminders, if not warnings- for myself to bear in mind and to beware of.

Oddly, I was going to ask some knowflakes well-known at LL for their astrological expertise to help me see what I'm blind about regarding my relationship with the guy- I was, and still am, not totally indifferent- but I am determined to leave him. I just knew that when my intuition smells something wrong, I'd tell myself "Don't walk- run!"

posted December 17, 2006 08:41 AM         

"let go"

With love if you can

Good luck to you, I feel you are growing and becoming very "aware"

posted December 17, 2006 08:44 AM         

D, may I ask you a favour please?

Could you be kind enough to remove your posts from the Rainbow thread...the ones that didnt seem to "fit in' there somehow..

posted December 23, 2006 02:36 AM         

I viewed your replies for me soon after you've posted them- I was just still thinking about how best modify my previous posts in the other thread.

Then I took a break for quite a few days. I'll keep thinking about it, and hopefully I will be able to take proper action for those posts- I agree with you, and what'more, the holiday season's coming, it's the time of the year when families re-unite- so I'll do something about those posts. Thanks

posted January 17, 2007 11:10 AM         

The first card, about myself, I've got "Laziness"

The second card, about him, I have "Understanding".

The third card, about our relationship, I've got "Trust"...

The fourth card on the insight of our relationship, is "We Are the World".

I don't really know what those signify, but they looked good to me.