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From: Texas Gulf Coast, USA
Registered: Jul 2005

posted December 25, 2006 03:29 PM         

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i work every morning including today, Christmas. There was very little to do but i managed to somehow create time consuming tasks and spent 4 hours at a 1 1/2 hr basic clean-up.
Was trying to hurry since it was almost time to open and I fell, hit my head on a sliding glass door and bled like only head wounds could bleed-a lot.
There is a big 'split' near my hairline. I cleaned up myself and all the blood, stuck paper towel to the wound and finished my work but every move today was a struggle and i have seldom felt as awkward-
Much stress-got an addict-hater warrior of darkness daughter, son, who is a warrior of light, in penitentiary due to be released here soon, alone on a 'family/friend day', money is tight, guarding against the addicted crew burgling the christmas cash stash (i have to take the grandkids shopping after the holiday)...making good-will gestures to the wicked-now-forgiven...I just spilled something else and dropped food on floor! arrrrgh!My right arm & hand feel like they belong to someone else!
i would like someone who i understand and isn't too 'out there' to read me and my situation- what is coming up for me over the next 4-6months or generally!
Now i am bleeding again onto my computer desk-happy #$%@#$ holidays- TUX

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From: MOther & Father GOd
Registered: Feb 2008

posted December 25, 2006 08:38 PM         

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Did you know Meow, I Love you..and that you are so very special? I Know, fOr your energy speaks to me..You are never alone..ask and you shall recieve. ...
the wheel. ...

LOve... .

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From: former land of the leprechaun
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posted December 26, 2006 03:40 PM         

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I turned up a card tux....

"Birth"

New you, new start, new life....

Starting again, being reborn

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From: Texas Gulf Coast, USA
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posted December 26, 2006 04:30 PM         

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thank you, sue g, and lotusheartone!
re-birth is good and things going better-don't know what it is lately giving me the BIG WAH-WAH's! maybe clearing out the toxins from past emotional poisons and getting 'clean' and refreshed? Sure do not want to stay any kind of emotional cripple!
Yesterday AM my brain was on emotional overload with 76 different trombonre voiced memories all tooting at once until I guess i literally fell to get my own attention or knock mys elf out to stop the cacaphony!
All my inner beings-baby, child, teen, maiden, and crone were acting out lost and mis managed emotions and heartache internally!
We do have plenty of joy stuff, strength, and light-maybe the Pluto illumination had us tearfully overwhelming me until i needed that head thump!
At this time, Lindaland IS my captive support group. Blessed be all, and when you think of me sometimes please let me be dear to your hearts! In light & love, tuxedo meow

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From: MOther & Father GOd
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posted December 26, 2006 05:06 PM         

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Oh..those internal tuggings..the knowledge in the trinity..within..past present and future..bloom in you Meow!

we're gonna make it afterALL. ...

I am so OverJoyed..in all our Learning and Growing..Tears of Joy, run down the cheeks of my Soul..for all to become whole
in the Seven fold Spirit
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Pax et Bonum

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From: Texas Gulf Coast, USA
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posted January 02, 2007 01:35 AM         

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Pax Et Bonum
Emergence
Birth
Releasing
pressures of toxins piling OUT
Freedom

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