posted August 10, 2005 09:06 PM         

My love life is out of control also, I have been doing things i would never normally do and it is freaking me out. I dont have any specific questions but i would really appreciate a spread to see if any answers come up anyway...

posted August 13, 2005 08:11 AM         

Sorry to hear you are going thro a rough patch x

I laid out a couple of cards from my Lovers oracle, for your gran and you I got "Forever your are both eternally blessed" and for your love life it said "Answered prayer - your prayer will be answered".

So keep praying and hoping girl, and your gran will probably feel as strong in her presence than when she was on the earth plane - just feel her around you and she will guide you to better things

Keep the faith girl

Love and God bless

posted August 13, 2005 12:23 PM         

1. Overall Situation-KiwiGirl this card flew out of my hands so it was meant for you! Page of Wands-The Universe is sending you a message today. Where is your enthusiasm, your spirit of adventure? its time for you to be a student again. A student of the Universe and all of its magick. Go back to the sources that renew your spirit. get in touch with your creative energy. Renew your passion for life. This card is saying to me you are stuck, drained of all of your creative ideas and your energy is not what it should be. It has been a difficult time for you but be courageous and know its time to start to renew your spirit.

2. What you encounter at work and day to day life - Page of Cups - Another message from the Universe! it seems that you are encountering a lot of emotional people lately. This is difficult for you because you are still in an emotional state yourself. Don't take on any extra baggage. its time to take care of you. Put some spiritual practices back in your life. Listen or read from some of our Spiritual and Metaphysical teachers. Practice yoga and meditation get in touch with your spiritual side in order to handle your day to day activities in a more positive way. This card is saying to me for you to practice self love and be aware of a new relationship that may be starting. There is a new feeling that is stirring inside you-You may not know how to deal with it, so it has confused you. Go with it! is there someone you are inter -acting with that has peaked your interest?

3. What you encounter in love relationships and emotions - The Devil- Jealousy is an emotion that is coming up here. Where is this jealousy fitting in? is it on your part or the part of your BF? careful don't allow yourself to overindulge, not only in food, drink, or other substances but this card is saying don't allow yourself to get caught up in a lot of negative thinking. There may be some talk going around that may sound true but in essence is not. Be aware of that and listen to what is being said very closely. This card is saying to me there is something you feel bad about, or you may be ashamed of. Deal with these emotions and remember that you have nothing to feel this way about. Nothing!

4. State of health - Physical and mental well being - Ace of Wands- You are trying to come back from some difficult times. You have a lot of energy right now, that you may not be aware of. use it to think positive thoughts. Set some new goals for yourself. Feed your body and mind with creative thoughts and food that nourish you. This would be an ideal time to start an exercise program and to get back to living a more healthy life style.

5. Financial situation - Judgment - you may have made some bad calls in the past with your finances, but you now have the option to turn that all around and start anew. Get out your paper and calculator, get your finances in order. You will be able to see where you may have made bad judgment calls in the past and rectify that now.

6. Advice, outcome - The Empress - KiwiGirl you said that your Grandmother recently passed away. I am so sorry to hear that. I had a loving Grandmother also. This card is saying to me that you need to nurture yourself just like your Grandmother use to or would if she were here physically with you. This is very important. The Universe has sent you 2 strong messages today during this reading please heed them. You are being divinely protected and watched over at this time. Kiwi there will be a new beginning, for you it is waiting for you your desires will be nourished, your wishes granted and a new life is opening up for you. Be ready for it. be open and receptive.

posted August 14, 2005 09:00 PM         

Sue as ever you are a blessing in my life, I have so missed you as i havent spent as much time at LL as i usually do. Now that Gran has passed I actually feel her and Pops presence a lot stronger...knowing they are together again is a wonderful feeling.