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lovelyelle
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From: New York, New York, USA
Registered: Jul 2005

posted August 11, 2005 01:35 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for lovelyelle     Edit/Delete Message
I'm experiencing a "haunting". I have not seen my "first love" in five years. Over the years (even before the last time I saw him) I would have dreams of him. I would write it off as him just being a part of my psyche now bc he was the first person I "loved" during my developmental years.

He was mean and superficial. I had trouble expressing how I felt to him and he often wanted me more when I was more unattainable. He was toxic. I had to stay away. More recently I have had dreams that he was actually nice to me. I found it strange that he was.

A few weeks ago, about two days before his birthday, to be exact, my best friend bumped into him. (She has this magical tendency to attract people from her past, whereas I don't). Ever since I have felt his presence more in my life, (or maybe just in my mind) even though it was her who saw him, not me. Maybe it was bc I was going to go where they saw eachother that afternoon also to run an errand but was lazy so ended up going later towards the evening.

The other night I went to the beach and on the drive back my dream the night before came over me like a wave. It was intense and seemed out of nowhere. I was with my current bf and I had a lovely time. Why was I thinking of him? Maybe it was the effect of the ocean. Aren't they related to dreams and the subconscious realm?

A few weeks ago, right before my friend moved to California, he called her and asked if she and I wanted to go to the Hamptons the following day with him. I said flat out no. She said she'd make up an excuse.My other friend said I should face my demons. I feel this is not so in this case. Years may have passed but I doubt he is different. I often feel I have evolved beyond boys in the past, but I hear he has grown into an immensely attractive young man, and I am intimidated. I could look at all of this as something purposeful, and magical. Or I can merely write it off as his still residing in my psyche. It's funny how our experiences live inside of us forever; become a part of us. Even if the image fades a bit, it is still there.

I often feel that perhaps I really didn't love him, but put all my ideals and desires of love into him. The last few times I have dreamt of him I felt desirous. I often have desirous dreams in general.

I feel so self-involved asking for another reading, esp when I got a great one recently. If anything at least I got to write out this cathartic confessional. Now I've said it all. I'm glad I laid it all out. Perhaps it was inappropriate to put such excessive info here? Well, maybe it would help if anyone wants to read for me.

Oh, his birthday is 7/13/82.
Mine is 6/21/81, 2:13 am,
if anyone wants to do a reading for me and it is needed. I don't have his time of birth, unfortunately.

Thank you in advance if someone does want to read for me!

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angelgirl
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From: Redondo Beach, Ca,USA
Registered: Aug 2005

posted August 12, 2005 09:57 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for angelgirl     Edit/Delete Message
hi lovelyelle, everyone we meet are growing experience for our spirit. i am being told by your angels that in this lifetime, now, yto clear your part karma with this person you need to overcome and rise above the temptation to give in. your angels reiterate that you know what is best for you, have courage and be strong and call on the arch angel michael to cut the cord between the two of you so he does not take away your power again this life time. love and light
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lovelyelle
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From: New York, New York, USA
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posted August 14, 2005 05:38 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for lovelyelle     Edit/Delete Message
Wow, thank you angelgirl for taking the time to observe this for me. I really needed to hear that.

Lots of Love,
Elizabeth

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sue g
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From: former land of the leprechaun
Registered: Sep 2004

posted August 14, 2005 07:13 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sue g     Edit/Delete Message
Hi Lovelyelle

I pulled out a card from my heart shaped lovers oracle deck and the message which came out was "TWIN FLAMES, YOUR PASSION IGNITES"

Love and peace to you


Sue xx

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