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Topic: Mister "Stupid" aka annoying
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AnnoyingNoob
Knowflake Posts: 12
From:
Registered: Jun 2008
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posted July 07, 2008 07:19 PM
 
Firstly it's not as annoying as it was now. However, it's something that I need to deal with. It's only mainly because I minimized the impact of him by refining my real goal and aim. Beforehand it really strike me painfully when he comes, but I know I have to do something about him.Let me introduce Mister "Stupid". There is really nothing much about him except for one thing. Basically, he's so empty that not even myself can talk to him properly simply because there's nothing on him, except for one thing he is good at - is to say the word "Stupid" in various languages I know of especially when I go off track and in relax state. It use to kick me right off from my relaxed state and bring me back to the world. Now it won't anymore, although dealing with it does consumes me energy When I try to ask myself for help, he said to me that that side is just extremely empty because of it being wiped before I come to life, and he as well, does not have much idea on dealing with it. IP: Logged |
sunshine_lion
Knowflake Posts: 684
From: ann arbor mi
Registered: Apr 2008
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posted July 08, 2008 10:57 AM
This makes no sense to me. I am not sure if english is your first language, but if it is not you should know the way you placed your words together makes no sense.IP: Logged |
writesomething
Moderator Posts: 2226
From: meet me in montauk
Registered: May 2006
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posted July 09, 2008 12:49 AM
what?IP: Logged |
AnnoyingNoob
Knowflake Posts: 12
From:
Registered: Jun 2008
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posted July 09, 2008 04:58 AM
Actually... I only recently found out what really that is. It's in fact 2 things together - one is the cause, one makes the matter even worstIP: Logged |
lechien
Knowflake Posts: 311
From: not home
Registered: Apr 2008
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posted July 09, 2008 08:47 AM
mmm, it's ok. i think certain delicate things involving emotional analysis is difficult to explain in a language that isn't one's native tongue.so, you are posting on a private reading forum, so you mean that you want your chart (or divination, whatever) read by someone? is this a person who you have a relationship with, or a friend? maybe you can list the facts before you get into how you are feeling. i'm not nearly as good to give someone a reading, but maybe someone kind can help you if you try to put things in a more objective order a bit. IP: Logged |
AnnoyingNoob
Knowflake Posts: 12
From:
Registered: Jun 2008
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posted July 10, 2008 01:31 AM
I dreamed and went to ask about the problem because it was to the point that it bothers me already, but it seem that the only person that will be able to help, is myself. It is hard on me, and I found out that my anger is solely responsible for it. I don't know exactly the cause yet, but what I knew is, that I never have peace in me, and always seem to be surrounded with red and orange flame. Sometimes my own eyes can be terrible to look at. It is hard, even for the person in my dream, to talk about why so, but once he knew my feelings, he is extremely upset about it. He said, that he will do almost anything to solve it since he does not want to hurt anymore people's feeling. I guess I should not blame him too much for that, since he had been waiting for so many years to be able to talk to me. The catalyst is removed already, nor I want to mention too much about it, but it's as a repayment because I helped someone recently. Now the core cause is left with me, and only me. Basically it's just some kind of dark orb thing that makes the word "stupid" sound more apparent, and strikes me with great discomfort when said. Although I am generally nice, but the anger side does emerge a lot in the past when I was small, and probably more before. It was a while ago when it was hidden and stopped, but it was only because it was supressed resulting my family not liking ghost and psychic stuff. When my psychic abilities got awaken by my soulmate, it becomes so much of a hassle that strikes me and give me a very terrible time. The more clear the ability becomes, the more apparent the problem is So yeah, it mean, that the mister "stupid" is me. My language, in general, isn't really good. If there's anything unclear, tell me. IP: Logged | |
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