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Cedarma
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posted August 07, 2008 08:11 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Cedarma     Edit/Delete Message
I wanted to call this thread "I'm a mess" but that seems so unkind and attracting of what I'm hoping to move away from. I think my current state at least astrologically - neptune all over my sun - back and forth ad nauseum in my first house. I checked the ephemeris and it nearing my sun coincided with the onset of anxiety attacks - uranus opposing my have played a role in that - but the on and off anxiety continues on - until into 2010 from what I can tell. These eclipses also - the solar in my 7th on mars - the lunar will be on my sun.
Everything - job, bio family, finances are a mess. Cats have fleas again. I have let everything go. The one thing that feels solid - a now one year relationship - I feel I can't trust myself enough to believe it is what it feels like it is. I've tried to have faith that it is, because I can't take one more thing.
In the scheme of things with a wider perspective, I'm lucky. I have a house, a job, a loyal and supportive father, good friends. So why do I feel like such a mess?
This board feels like such a good group. I've lurked for a while, but as a newcomer to astrology haven't been able to contribute much. Any thoughts from anyone would be appreciated. Lisa

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Cedarma
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posted August 07, 2008 08:20 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Cedarma     Edit/Delete Message
It might help if I post my info

2/15/63 @ 5:10 a.m.
Boston, MA

That's another thing, forgetting the most obvious, so not like me.

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pilipinasblitz
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posted August 11, 2008 08:15 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for pilipinasblitz     Edit/Delete Message
hello there, Lisa! following are the results of the 3-card tarot spread i did for you last 8/8/08, 7:30 pm PDT:

i turned up the ff cards in this order: the II of Pentacles, the IX of Swords, the X of Cups. the visual for the 1st card turned up is that of a man "balancing the books," so to speak, so the focus here is on your finances, which is a reminder for you to, er, balance the books!--- literally and figuratively, that is.

what this means, perhaps, is that you will be presented with challenges that will bring out the issue of being a good steward of the resources entrusted to your care by the Universe. so take heed and prove to the universe that you are indeed a trustworthy steward of such resources. balance the books. do the requisite accounting. reconcile your figures. do the math and all that. in short, go figure, LOL.

the 2nd card is the IX of swords, not an easy card. it tells me that someone has been waking up nights crying and very depressed (that literally is the visual representation on the card). how do we counteract this, Lisa, my dear? well, easier said than done, i know. but nothing can beat this method: SEED YOUR MIND WITH POSITIVE THOUGHTS. that's the only foolproof method i know --- AND IT WILL BE DONE TO YOU AS YOU BELIEVE! AND SO IT IS.

the 3rd card, the X of cups, is a happier card, and is hopefully the outcome of all these: the rainbow-and-happy-family card! so we are assured here of a rosier, happier, brighter, and more colorful resolution to your present dilemma, Lisa, so please cheer up because THIS, TOO, SHALL PASS, as with anything else in life! this situation, or impasse, in your life, may feel like it's been dragging ON AND ON AND ON, but please just hang on and have patience and forbearance, and please believe me when i say that IT'S ONLY TEMPORARY AND IT WILL NOT BE FOREVER AND IT WILL SOON PASS. it will be gone... and i'm not saying how soon, though, but THIS, TOO, SHALL PASS! so please, Lisa, please cheer up and bring back the rainbow in your heart!

and now here are the results of the "spiritual Rx" reading i did for you, consisting of a Golden Angel card, a Silver Angel card, and a Key card:

the name of your Golden Angel is ETH and his message to you is this: "Manage your time more effectively."

the name of your Silver Angel is GELIEL and his message to you is this: "Allow closure in a certain matter."

Your Key card says this: "The Key is to study an ancient skill or wisdom."

Note: With your iconoclastic Aquarius Sun, intense Scorpio Moon, and persevering Capricorn Ascendant----> man, the world is your oyster, LISA!!! You can practically build an empire, woman! so PLEASE, DO NOT GIVE IN TO DESPAIR! YOU SHALL OVERCOME!!!

*****THIS ENDS THE READING.*****

from your friendly astrologer/tarotist,
pilipinasblitz

http://pilipinasblitzforever.blogspot.com

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The Pan Within is also the God and Goddess within.

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Cedarma
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posted August 22, 2008 11:05 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Cedarma     Edit/Delete Message
pilipinasblitz! Thank you so much for your readings. I had lost track of some of the threads I had posted to, so please forgive the tardy thank you.

Your reading is spot on!! Interestingly two days ago, I bought a book entitled "Mindful Loving" by Henry Grayson. The gyst of the book is we create all of our own pain by our thoughts and "unmindful" reactions. I think the closure I need is on my habitual thought cycle. Your encouragement is more how I am trying to talk to myself. Thanks so much!

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