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Topic: No inner peace for me..?
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cheshirekat
Knowflake Posts: 124
From: wonderland
Registered: Jan 2009
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posted March 01, 2009 06:36 PM
 
I've wondered if I am ever going to be able to find inner peace. These Rx planets scare me mainly because Mercury and Saturn, my two personal planets (Sun in Virgo, Capricorn Rising" are Rx, causing me to feel at lost with myself. Not to mention there in the 8th and 1st house and also landing on my ascendant, one of death and rebirth and the other of appearance. So am I always going to feel misunderstood and not at peace with myself. Am I always going to feel the hopeless need to die and completely start over with life? http://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?cid=0q1fileQFdtcO-u1230545452&lang=&gm=a1&nhor=1&nho2=2&btyp=2&mth=gw&sday=1&smon=3&syr=2009&hsy=-1&zod=&orbp=&rs=0&add=18&add=19&add=20&add=22&a dd=12&add=13&add=14&add=15&add=136199&add=23&add=7066&ast=433%2C1221%2Ch48%2C16
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Azalaksh
Moderator Posts: 8168
From: New Brighton, MN, USA
Registered: Nov 2004
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posted March 01, 2009 09:55 PM
Hi Kat,The first thing I would suggest is don’t put up the link to your astro.com account, because anyone could go in there and change (edit) the information in there.
If you must put up the astro.com link rather than uploading to a free host like photobucket or tinypic, then click on the chartwheel graphic after you bring up the chart – that will open it in a new window and no one can get to your personal info.
It made me smile to see that we have the same Mars/Virgo opp Moon/Pisces opposition  quote:
I've wondered if I am ever going to be able to find inner peace.
Yes, I feel that you will. If you continue to seek inner peace, then you WILL find it. You will not always feel misunderstood -- and this is one place where you will find others like yourself, right here at LL  quote:
These Rx planets scare me mainly because Mercury and Saturn, my two personal planets (Sun in Virgo, Capricorn Rising" are Rx, causing me to feel at lost with myself.
cheshirekat, planets don’t **cause** you to feel a certain way. They are mirrors of what’s going on in your psyche right now, indicators that were given to us so that we could define what is happening to us. Please have a look at this thread: http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/012497.html
I feel college will be very good for you – to get away from the people and place where you grew up. Do not be afraid – Uranus conj Asc loves adventure! quote:
Not to mention there in the 8th and 1st house and also landing on my ascendant, one of death and rebirth and the other of appearance. So am I always going to feel misunderstood and not at peace with myself. Am I always going to feel the hopeless need to die and completely start over with life?
Metaphorically, perhaps you will. But you have the strength to do this within you, never fear. I see in you a refreshing innocence coupled with a deep intensity (8th house Sun, Mercury, Venus and Jupiter. Others will find this very attractive too, and I feel the challenge of the next few years for you will be to stay on track and balance your studies with exploring social and metaphysical avenues that will open up for you…..I see you also have a Cappy NN as I do – perhaps you would enjoy this read: http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/007999.html I pulled a Tarot card for you – The Magus (Magician) came up – you can read up on that elsewhere (there is a Tarot forum here at LL, called Through the Looking Glass), as I need to sign off for tonite. Happy Trails!
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cheshirekat
Knowflake Posts: 124
From: wonderland
Registered: Jan 2009
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posted March 02, 2009 04:22 AM
Zala-
Thank you for your advice and for the links, they've open my eyes and cleared up some of my confusion. I really connected to Capricorn NN, I really thought my restlessness and inactive, highly sensitive passive ways were due to my Pisces Moon but that whole article as restrengthen my belief in myself and reassured me that my goals are never to far out of reach and that the Universe is always lighting my destiny and opening doors, if I am willing and believe that I can go though those doors and walk that path. I look foward to college in AZ, I cannot wait to explore and stand on my own, venturing out into the world with a new sense of self and hope, even on shakey feet. Deep down I know I am ready for my life to begin. IP: Logged | |
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