posted April 27, 2009 02:41 PM         

Just recently I met a man, and the way I feel when I'm with him is nothing like I've ever felt with anyone else, not even my husband when we were married. It's a peaceful contentment almost, not like the usual crazy infatuation that I've felt in the past. I really feel understood for the first time in my life. He is the only man I've ever been able to have deep meaningful conversations with and feel comfortable with. We just talk for hours and hours and I feel like I have so much to learn from him. I respect him so much, and since I just met him, I can't say I love him, but I just feel such a deep, deep affection for him.

But....everything he says just seems too "perfect" and right that I feel like it's too good to be true. It's like he has pulled out every word I've ever wanted to hear from someone, directly from my heart. He makes me want to follow my dreams, and inspires me to be a better person somehow. I feel very secure with him and it's actually making me feel very scared, like something is going to come by and destroy it any minute, or that I'm going to wake up from this dream and find out it was just an illusion. He's the first man I haven't wanted to push away.

I have Neptune conjunct my DC very soon, and it will travel through my 7th House for many years, so I'm worried that this perfect man is just an illusion.

I don't usually post synastry charts, but really wanted to get some feedback on us because I find it hard to believe that what I'm feeling is real. I don't know if he's the type to deceive people, or deceive himself even. I'm so unsure and wonder if what we have is even something that can last, or maybe I should just save myself the disappointment now.

I just keeping thinking something this wonderful can't be happening to me, or be real.

If any Knowflakes could spare some time to take a look, I would be so grateful.

I don't know his birth time but I get a strong feeling that he is a Leo Rising like me, so i did his chart accordingly! But since I'm not 100% sure, his house placements are probably not accurate.

Thanks so much.

Synastry Chart: (I'm on the outside)

Composite Chart:

Him Natal:

Me Natal:

posted May 04, 2009 08:12 PM         

First I'd like to start out saying that I'm NOT A PROFESSIONAL, but I will give you my honest opinion.

Neptune is soon to conj desc, and uranus ruler of your 7th will soon be leaving the 7th (when a planet leaves ahouse there is often an "event") Especially since uranus is in natal oppostion to your venus. (sudden love losses).

I realize there are many ways to interprete these aspect....but my attention is also pulled to his soon to be pluto square sun (which in your reconstructed chart or his solar chart will rule his asc/body). A loss/change of ego/self. This compounded by a saturn conj to pluto within months of eachother (pluto is dispositor of his mars).
So both his masc identity planets(sun/mars) are undergoing a bombardment of change.I would think very difficult to experience.

So rather than neptune transiting your desc as disillusion in relationship, I think you will experience some sort of "distancing physical or emotional" that occurs while he is undergoing dramatic attact to his "self".

I would check progressions if I were you, because if you are around 27yrs old your mars may have progressed to your sun.Which would of course be different than if you're about 24 when venus conj sun...much more pleasant.

The only other thing I want to comment on is the composite venus (I didn't want to use asc/des and moon because you're uncertain of his birthtime.) Anyway venus will be transited by a conjunction of uranus (strenthened because it is in it's own sign) so relationship itself will have a dramatic start/end/or change of circumstances.Unexpected stuff.