posted June 04, 2009 09:41 PM
Hello Agent 009,Let’s get right to it. I’m going to do a general overview of your chart first and then get to the questions you asked about.
The first strong pattern I see in your chart suggests that you are very self protecting and the reasons may become clear as we explore further. This leads to another strong pattern that suggests your primary energy to refine, discriminate and organize fuels your reigning need to administrate, move things along, get to work. The type of energy you’re using together with your strongest need to get work done is strongly influenced by your father or the father figure in your life.
Your chart suggests dramatically strong aggressive influence from your Mom, more than the average amount of maternal influence in this case, but the paternal energies are incredibly strong to the point of being overly controlling, possibly to the point of affecting your state of mind (father issues always on your mind), health and influencing your relationships with others. This paternal energy pervades your chart. It’s as if your father is/was everything.
Usually at this point in a face to face consultation, I would ask you to clarify your parental situation. From what I see it could be that your mother was in control of the household or your mother was no longer in the picture and your father took on both roles. There’s no way to know without a conversation. I’ll continue on as if both parents were in the picture.
I continue on this way because there is another strong pattern that suggests your mother or mother figure was very intrusive in your life, competitive with you and whatever the situations were during your early development, you suffered a tremendous amount of guilt as a result of her constant pressure on you. It’s suggested that she may have been very cold or unable to nurture in the normal maternal fashion. It appears almost as if she were more of a manager than a mother.
Your chart also suggests a giant focus on worthiness, values, your strong feelings of whether you were truly loveable and also how worthy others may be in comparison. These same symbols suggesting all of these issues of self worth and the worth of others naturally feeds into financial considerations. I’d find it difficult to believe that you are not wealthy in some way, shape or form; or your parents may be wealthy. Never the less it makes sense when talking about worth of any kind.
The symbols connected to the worthiness issues connect to another set of symbols that suggest some confusion about receiving love and if I were to make up the story, I’d guess that the confusion stems from whether those who give you love are doing it from their own hearts or because of what they hope to receive in return in terms of possible compensation. There appear to be no blockages to you being a giving person, you might actually be quite generous in a very humanitarian way. I wonder if this has already been a part of what you do as part of your career aspirations, if you don’t, it might be something to consider.
As for relationships right now, there is a transit of Saturn occurring right now that is like a rock sitting on your Sun. Your Sun rules your 11th House of love received. You may have already experienced the loss of love somehow because Saturn already transited your Sun twice. The first time was in October, the second time was in April and it’s been sitting there very close to your Sun just making you miserable, perhaps affecting your income as well. When Saturn is conjunct your Sun, it’s a heavily depressing energy so you may have been dealing with quite a bit of depression over the last 9 months, but I would hope that Saturn is also offering you some kind of structure and probably a tremendous amount of wisdom, although Saturn isn’t the most gentle teacher, you definitely won’t forget his lessons. The last transit of Saturn to your Sun is occurring right now and will be finished with your by the end of June. Just because Saturn is coming around for the 3rd hit doesn’t mean that it will suggest more depression, it may be that you are already done with it and the last of your lessons are being refined. Just so you know, these feelings of depression do not last forever.
With Saturn being on your Sun in your 12th House of critical health concerns, I’ll just say that you may have also been dealing with some strong health issues, feelings of weakness, possibly focused on digestion. Hopefully you have moved through that and the severity of that will end for you, but if you find yourself not feeling well, do not hesitate to seek medical health.
As I continue to look at the transits, it looks as if you may be experiencing some idealistic or romantic opportunities, there a party-like energy surrounding it, maybe some artistic feelings, romantic options and or fantasies may be in the mix as well. If there is indeed a man on the horizon, Saturn may be putting some kind of a severe control factor on the opportunity to take it further, also threatening to end it. Either a little more patience is needed, until the end of June or the middle of July, or this may not be the one, but this seems to be a crucial time for whatever will be. This will also require some clarification from you.
Also around that time, if your finances have been very tight, they should begin to return back to normal around the middle of July as well.
As for career, your vocational profile suggests writing, law, publishing with a social and/or aesthetic focus. Please let me know if I’m correct. I also see that your chart suggests that your higher education may have been interrupted or cut short. Hopefully you were able to get back on the horse of your higher education to achieve your goals, but if not you may still have the opportunity.
There are a few things I’d like for you to clarify when you can. Please explain your health concerns, there is a strong pattern suggesting difficulties with your health, perhaps dealing with your lower back, endocrine system, teeth and bones and/or skin.
This is it for now, please let me know where I was right or wrong and confirm the information I’ve given. I realize I could be way off the ball here, but hopefully I’ve hit on something.
Geocosmic Valentine
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