posted June 09, 2009 10:53 AM         

I'm in desperate need of a psychic reading. Is anyone interested in doing one for me?

posted September 21, 2010 03:12 PM         

Card 1, How you feel about yourself now
Death: If you are clinging to a relationship that you are deeply unhappy in because you don't want to let go of the familiar, or because you hate to be alone, you are doing neither yourself or your partner any favors. Have a frank and honest discussion about the problem(s) you have with the relationship, and if they can't or won't make a change or you can't or won't, then perhaps it's time to let it go. If you can be brave and take the chance of leaving the security of this relationship, you can find one that works much better. But first, you have to face the problem, and try to fix it. Not all relationships are fixable. Don't beat your head against a wall for very long. You'll know when it's "long enough."

Card 2, What you most want at this moment
8 of Cups RX: You may be feeling as though you want to end your long-term relationship if you are in one. Pulling the reversed 8 of Cups warns that you will be best off to give this some more time and thought. Sometimes when we are challenged in relationships, the difficult parts are the parts that we need to stay with. Yes, you might ultimately end up leaving. But do so when you are very, very sure, and calm, and clear-headed, and not before. If you are looking for love, this is a time to get engaged with the world in whatever way you can. Do not stay home and feel lonely. Go make someone feel better, and your loneliness will dissolve in a flash.

Card 3, Your fears, hopes
The Hanged Man RX: Again, when it comes to the Hanged Man in reverse, the theme is generally (and more emphatically) one of letting go. You may need to “let go” of a vision of a particular kind of relationship or a relationship with a certain person as being “the only way that you can be happy.” If you’re in a long-term relationship, it too may well be at a crossroads. There’s no need to freak out if the latter is the case, just take some time to think about some subtle cues which you may have been getting. Don’t ignore them.

Card 4, What is going for you
6 of Pentacles RX: If you are looking for love, you may need to open yourself up more. Sometimes we think we are open when in truth we are not. Yes, it's good to be independent, but taken to extremes this can alienate potential partners. If you are in a committed relationship that is not seeming to be going well, try giving more, instead of expecting more to be given to you.

Card 5, What is going against you
The Emperor RX: Consider where or how compromises can be made. If you don’t the relationship has next to no chance of working.

posted September 23, 2010 01:58 PM         

But Saturday was enough for me when he deployed overseas again, for the third time (2 Iraq, 3rd Afghanistan). Seeing him off he didn't even want to hug or comfort me.

This event made me realize that I deserve to be treated better and that I am a good person, wife, mother, and human being that eventually learns from my mistakes.

I learned to let go that night. First, I was emotionally angry then I slept through the night. Now, I am refreshed and am willing to move on with my life and take care of the children the best I can.

In the back of my mind though, I still hold on, except I just won't bring it up anymore. Vows are not easy to keep, hence the vow being there to begin with.

Everyone pray that he is safe.