posted August 05, 2009 09:35 AM
Progressed Mars right now is 15 degrees 8' Aries.Natal Venus is 15 degrees 11' Aries in my seventh house.
My natal sun is 1 degree Aries and descendant is 0 degrees Aries. I have Libra moon and 0 degrees Libra rising.
Transiting Saturn is approaching my ascendant and Transiting Uranus is approaching my descendant. Also, Uranus is already within orb of a conjunction with my sun.
I thought I was engaged, but no wedding date has ever been set. Several problems have recently come up in this relationship and caused me to have doubts about whether we should marry, although I definitely want to keep this person as a close friend forever. I do not want to do anything to hurt him! However, I think he is seeing what he wants to see, and not the real me, although I am definitely trying to show him. It is very frustrating that I do not seem able to get through. He is a Scorpio and his Saturn is square my Mars.
Then I got back in touch with someone I have not seen face-to-face for thirty years and very unexpectedly started to have strong feelings for this person. I keep asking myself how I could have been so blind as not to have seen how perfect he was for me all those many years ago. He is a Leo and his Saturn is square my moon.
I picked out the most challenging synastry aspect to mention for each.
I wonder if I should just give up on the idea of ever marrying again or having a relationship. Would it even be possible for someone with my natal configuration to do that?