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Topic: whats wrong with me?!
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cat lover
Knowflake Posts: 55
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posted August 25, 2010 10:43 PM
 
Hi, I hope some one can please tell me whats going on with my life, I have been feeling very low these past few years and suffer from depression. I can't see the road ahead and feel as i will be internally sad and lonely!sorry about sounding very morbid but this is how i've been feeling for years now and nothing has changed! I hope some one will be kind enough to look at my chart or something like that.
My date of birth is 22 february 1976
born 7.55 am UK
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tuxedomeow
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posted August 26, 2010 06:28 PM
A Pisces that absorbs everyone elses emotions like a sponge. A stray cat, a crying child, a beggar, a woman who seems abused, you absorb all that sadness and negativity and wonder , how can the world be so cruel? Beware of being around drug users even if noone else will be their friend so you feel you must. But you do know how to duck and dodge. You seem to need a mental, spiritual, and physical detoxification.
Your birthdate number is an 11 or a 2. A 2 vibration according to Star Signs is a tendendy to fear the unknown and unfamiliar, "fearing shadows of fears", fear of every concievable kind of loss. Also says concerned about others well-being and fanatically involved with parents esp. the mother. Linda goes on to write, "When 2 people learn to overcome fear, possessiveness, and unnecessary caution, their imagination, adaptability, and intuition can carry them to the fulfillment of all their many dreams."
Hope that helped some. If you do not have "Starsigns" I feel you should get a copy. use your secret money stash and do not faint at the idea!
Now the 11 is referred to "A Lion Muzzled-A Clenched Fist". A number of hidden trials and treachery from others. There's more but I do not feel like typing it out. sorry. but you can get the book on loan from the library or purchase it online cheap!!
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cat lover
Knowflake Posts: 55
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posted August 27, 2010 08:21 PM
Hi tuxedomeow, thx for the reply!
yep I read star signs many years ago and understand that i may be suffering the wrath of those master numbers. I dont think there is a way to overcome them thou, it's like if you have a master number in your birthdate then your stuck for life i guess!.. Haven't seemed to experience the positive side to those numbers but only the negative hence the inner turmoil and believe me i have tried! Its interesting that you said number 2's have a fear of the unknown which is so me to a T, i definitly relate to that aspect. I asked about these master numbers a while back in an old thread, but never got anywhere! I just feel that life is a big test for me. I guess i was hoping for abit of luck in my chart or transists. IP: Logged |
tuxedomeow
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posted August 28, 2010 12:45 PM
I hope someone does your chart, I only can do what impresses on my mind and for you it was to get out the Star Signs book.
Bye and peace (as a fellow worrier/fearer let me say that worry and fear both cut "flow" and invite in the things you worry about and fear the most. Happens to me and makes me cemented in place with the main companions being then, ta-da! worry and fear!) There was also something in that book about your mother. is she a filtering system for your thoughts and ideas? the picture I get shows a person and their mother face-to-face (mind-to-mind) and a sideways figure 8 (like the eternity symbol). One of the circles sets in each persons brain and there is constant flow. maybe too much flow but stuck in place.IP: Logged |
cat lover
Knowflake Posts: 55
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posted August 28, 2010 07:17 PM
Tuxedomeow Yes thank you, I think I may have to revisit that book again.Gosh I really think you have read my mind or somethng because i most certainly do have issues with my mother! what did you mean by her being a filtering system for my thoughts? did you mean that what ever I do or think needs to be approved by her first?
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electricmind
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posted August 28, 2010 09:37 PM
here is your chart with transits.
i will take a look in a minute.
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electricmind
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posted August 28, 2010 10:00 PM
there is nothing wrong with you.  first sun in pisces in the 12th house with pisces ascendant. you are quiet a porous person meaning you are a literal sponge. you are quite a sensitive individual in many ways. you are sensitve to the moods and emotions of others. and your are also often teetering between states of happiness and sadness, ecstasy and depression. extremes are the norm for you. the exact square between your sun in pisces and moon in sagittarius. it seems as if you float through life never quite putting your feet down anywhere for long. your nature is elusive. one-on-one relationships are definitely an intense area for you. there seem to be some fears around emotional security and stability as well as just having fun in relationships(saturn in cancer in the 5th house). also maybe fears around expressing your emotions honestly. risk taking is probably not your forte. uranus, pluto and north node in teh 7th--all point to relationships being an area of transformation, a place where you will buck trends and also the area where you are challenged in your adult life. based on your chart, it seems like you would attract charming yet detached characters. this does no good for your mars in gemini who is indecisive and flighty to begin. these people you attract come and go like the wind. you probably need a little bit more assurance than they give you. you should be quite psychic and intuitive as well as creative. writing maybe poetry or music or novels even seem like areas where you would flourish. TRANSITS:
uranus on your ascendant. strange, change unusual and unexpected or your key words for the the past few months and the next 7-9 months. changes in appearance or just an obsession with change in general is quite possible with the transit. saturn is getting down to business in your 7th house. time for you to release anything that is not working for you concerning relationships. fears, beliefs and expectations. so the past 6 months and the next 6 to 9 months will be interesting for you. IP: Logged |
tuxedomeow
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posted August 29, 2010 01:05 AM
I believe so about your mother and you...every thing you think goes through her brain and back into yours pretty much constantly-she filters all your thoughts and most likely your feelings. very little thought or emotional privacy. you might fear getting unstuck from her because you fear one or both would be somehow "damaged". The psychological extraction would take caution care and courage withdrawal from what I "see". But you are stronger than you seem to credit yourself but stuck in the rut maybe or "obligated" somehow to her. Like she could cover your face with hers and then walk around seemingly as you trying to control all issues? no offense to you or your mom. does she smoke cigarettes? maybe secretly? i get a smoking vibe.IP: Logged |
tuxedomeow
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posted August 29, 2010 01:05 AM
I believe so about your mother and you...every thing you think goes through her brain and back into yours pretty much constantly-she filters all your thoughts and most likely your feelings. very little thought or emotional privacy. you might fear getting unstuck from her because you fear one or both would be somehow "damaged". The psychological extraction would take caution care and courage withdrawal from what I "see". But you are stronger than you seem to credit yourself but stuck in the rut maybe or "obligated" somehow to her. Like she could cover your face with hers and then walk around seemingly as you trying to control all issues? no offense to you or your mom. does she smoke cigarettes? maybe secretly? i get a smoking vibe.IP: Logged |
cat lover
Knowflake Posts: 55
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posted August 29, 2010 09:38 AM
Tuxedomeow, my mum is very controlling of what i say or do, almost to the point of bullying behaviour. I honestly dont get why she is a parent! As for the smoking, well neither of us smoke but my father smokes alot of cigars. Electric mind thank you so much for for doing a chart for me and yes you're right about change I have been wanting this for so long now. I just hope the next 6-9 months will not be so challenging to me but more postive and harmonious. thanks again. IP: Logged |
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