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Topic: Sad and lonely
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feitlebaum
Newflake Posts: 22
From: AZ
Registered: Jan 2011
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posted April 08, 2011 02:49 PM
  
I've been feeling kind of sad lately. I have lost my closest friends, I feel so disconnected from everyone else, if I'm not with SOMEONE, I feel extremely lonely and in adequate... I just want to drop out of University and backpack across the country. But I can't, because I am broke and I know I will regret dropping out. What's going on? When will this pass? http://i.imgur.com/iTMkM.gif
(I don't know the format for this site... sorry!) IP: Logged |
lechien
Knowflake Posts: 779
From: my 30 cubic square meter room with a rat!
Registered: May 2009
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posted April 09, 2011 10:46 AM
i'm sorry you are feeling bad! i think you should definitely wait till someone more experienced interpret your chart, but i didn't want you to feel left alone even more than you already are! i think there are many forums here so it might take some time till someone notices your post.i think your Pluto and moon in Scorpio opposing your Sun sign might indicate that you have a difficult time with your emotions. i know there are some threads this is discussed, someone can probably give a better insight into that. i'm going to give it a shot with your transit, but mind that i'm quite bad at interpreting charts myself. when i see things in charts i cannot articulate them into words so well, so it's a bit frustrating when i try to read charts for other people. well, i see the transiting Saturn has been on the other side of Mars in its own house Aries, in your 7th house. i think it's quite a damper and also a struggle, with the Satrun pulling and trying to tame your Mars energy. also the same Saturn is about to square your Neptune, the 7th house ruler. transit Uranus is in the 7th house so you are experiencing changes in your relationship/friendship patterns, and it may be an uncertain period. but the transit Venus (which is also your Sun house ruler) is entering your 7th house and going to sextile your natal Venus and Sun, hopefully it'll bring some positive things into your inter-relationship areas... i'm not confident at all, it's only that my mother is an astrologer and i kind of took on her habit and i'm curious so i lurk around here and read stuff. but i'm not so sure i'm made for it!  someone else help us!!  IP: Logged |
abcd efg
Knowflake Posts: 108
From: Mumbai,Maharashtra,India
Registered: Mar 2011
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posted April 10, 2011 01:07 PM
Don't drop out dear. Just hang on. There are times in our lives when we are left all by ourselves. Don't worry. This will pass by. Take this as an opportunity to concentrate on your course. Friends and other people will come in your life and then you will be glad that you did not leave your studies half way through. Lots of love.IP: Logged |
feitlebaum
Newflake Posts: 22
From: AZ
Registered: Jan 2011
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posted April 10, 2011 04:21 PM
Thanks for the reassurance guys! I thought Uranus was transitting something important because this has been the first time in my life where I wish I wasn't at school. Besides the fact that I hate all of my classes and I am doing poorly in them... I won't drop out, but I wish I didn't feel so horribly, or else I would have found something to do! IP: Logged |
lechien
Knowflake Posts: 779
From: my 30 cubic square meter room with a rat!
Registered: May 2009
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posted April 10, 2011 05:41 PM
if it's of any comfort, i was just like that when i was in high school. in my case, i never studied, hid in the library and skipped classes, or just didn't go. i thought school was boring and waste of time. i only had one or two friends, and totally stayed away from other students. but i wanted to go to the university and i was lucky to have had a few teachers who thought i had talents elsewhere that should not be wasted. if i missed one more day i would have been expelled, but i hang in there and managed to graduate. i went to a good university and my life *started*. so perhaps our circumstances are different, but i so know what you may be going through. all i can say is, "hang in there and you will be glad you did". it's actually what my mother told me back then, she never told me about her own past. later i found out from her high school friend that my mother never finished high school. but she fought hard and made it into one of the most prestigious universities in the country. then i understood what she meant.  courage! IP: Logged | |
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