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Topic: Help! Approaching rock bottom.....
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RMChex
Knowflake Posts: 339
From: England
Registered: Apr 2011
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posted May 09, 2011 05:23 AM
  
Hi,I'm so fed up. I have such a lot going on in life at the moment, mostly admin stuff. Can anyone give me any kind of insight from cards, horoscopes, transits or anything - how much longer am I going to feel so rubbish?! It is all because of my health and mental state. My son has disabilities and is at a special school. He is really challenging at home and its exhausting looking after him. Also, every 2 years we have to do a 50+ page report - it was due in a month ago and I'm not even half way through yet. If we don't get it in soon, his financial allowance will stop and we won't receive the help we do now. I just can't get myself motivated to do this stupid form. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaargh! Also, the house is messy and disorganised which is not like me at all - I'm very tidy normally (Venus in Virgo!) and extreeeeeeeeeeeeemely organised; everything is in a labelled box or folder lol. My health is terrible, I have several difficulties at the moment and am waiting for tests soon. I am on new tablets for depression and anxiety. We have quite a bit of debt and one of our cars has just broken and needs a lot of money spent on it to get it working again, so I think we'll have to go down to one car - which means I will be stuck in the house all the time. Most of all, I just can't 'cheer up' - I'm down all the time, fatigued and tired. I am trying really hard to be brave, cope with everything and be there for others - but today I feel hopeless. Anyone see any good reasons for this lot at all? Or any idea if/how things will change? Thanks in advance
Rachel ------------------
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Venus
Knowflake Posts: 132
From: Beirut, Lebanon
Registered: Mar 2011
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posted May 09, 2011 05:44 AM
i always felt your cheerfulness i never thought you are having such a rough time. im not one to give advise but you should always prioratize your health and that of your family ofcourse, evrything else comes second. take good care of urself finish your tests and get a check up. as for finacials its just a phase evrything will get better money always comes and goes. and for ur special child, i can only imagine how difficult it is but hang on evry moment you spend with him will bring you good karma.good luck Rach and get to that report! IP: Logged |
love being Aries
Knowflake Posts: 97
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Registered: Apr 2011
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posted May 09, 2011 07:09 AM
hey listen, there are problems in everyone's life, the point is in not loosing hope, because you lose the minute you lose hope, so stay hopeful that time will change for you, it does for everyone nothing is life is static, everything is in cycles, there are good times, bad times, then again good times again, this is how the universe is going. no one else will come and give happiness to you, you yourself have to find it inside you and only then you will be motivated enough to do anything at all...Stay Blessed... IP: Logged |
lechien
Knowflake Posts: 921
From: my 30 cubic square meter room with a rat!
Registered: May 2009
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posted May 09, 2011 04:00 PM
well, i know that's something very hard to do even when one knows in theory. i'd say don't lose hope, but if you cannot have hope, don't beat yourself up for not having hope. just be, and tackle one thing a day, and forgive yourself for feeling bad or stressed or guilty. don't think about consequences much. i know that's hard though.  IP: Logged |
saronna
Knowflake Posts: 253
From: Australia
Registered: Jan 2010
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posted May 10, 2011 05:58 AM
Have you heard of Al-anon for pussycats. They have yoga for pussycats too. Take your pussycat to Al-anon and keep sharing here.IP: Logged |
starfox
Knowflake Posts: 220
From: London England
Registered: Aug 2010
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posted May 12, 2011 06:06 PM
I did you a full witch rune reading:Surrounding 'you' was
sun- strength, overcoming problems.
moon- femininity, change (possibly) in the next month.
empathy - love, relationships improve.
spirit - the unknown..all things are connected.
air -intellect, take courage and feel strong.
water -emotions,love,peace and happiness.
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RMChex
Knowflake Posts: 339
From: England
Registered: Apr 2011
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posted May 13, 2011 03:21 AM
Thanks Starfox that's really kind of you to do that for me. It gives me hope.  ------------------
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