posted June 26, 2011 05:37 AM            

I'm hoping someone will take a look at my natal chart/transits. It would be so greatly appreciated! I've got a synastry up somewhere else with my current girlfriend who has caused me a great deal of grief but it's not the source of nearly half of how I feel.

I feel like I'm in a rut and that everything and everyone I come across is somehow put there to challenge me or frustrate me. I have feelings of despair all the time and I don't know why. The future feels like it doesn't even exist to me. I'm just scraping through each day and waiting for the same thing the next day. I'm uncertain with almost everything I feel like doing with my self..

I've always been a firm believer in astrology, time and time again it has proven itself to me. Please, could someone help me understand where my feelings are coming from? Or how I should try to deal with things in my life? Areas to grow in? Thank you..

posted June 26, 2011 06:03 AM            

i think your general feeling of being stuck comes from the T-square in your natal chart, involving your Sun. how to channel it etc, someone more experienced can give you advice.

as for the transits, it's that Saturn on your Sun and Pluto over your Uranus, Saturn and Neptune. they are locking up your Natal squares there and emphasising them. they are challenging you to revise and transform. also transit Uranus is squaring Uranus/Saturn/Neptune too, so i think it's adding to the overall feeling of instability and uncertainty. but i also see that transit Jupiter is trine Uranus/Saturn/Neptune. i think that's helping the load feel less severe than it would.

posted June 26, 2011 06:31 AM            

You've picked up on a few things right away. I definitely think advice is something I need, maybe I will talk to a counselor sometime soon about my situation.

Being 21, Living with your annoying childish and somewhat self-centered/controlling father is a factor. Is there anything telling you why I have so much trouble making money or finding work?

As for transforming and revising.. you're spot on the money there. I've been reading many e-books about personal growth, i've started meditating, I've tried to think before saying, being more empathetic, caring and catering, and to not talk about myself much (I feel like it can be annoying to other people)

I can feel the Jupiter trine as well though.. I realise that my feelings are irrational and over-emphasised, and that I should be lucky with what I have. A bit of balance is welcomed.

posted June 26, 2011 06:59 AM            

i don't know about your difficulty with work, but t could be your MC ruler Uranus also being affected by the Pluto transit…? about your father though, i think it's your IC (your home environment) ruler Sun being oppressed by that transiting Saturn. and your Sun is again squared from every corner (by the transiting Saturn conjunction, Pluto, Uranus, transit Sun).

posted July 08, 2011 01:14 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Hi Chloe

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posted July 08, 2011 07:57 PM            

Pluto is in the 8th house by transit bring up questions about your deeper feelings about life and who you are i.e. repressed feelings.

Moon in the 12th may make your emotions seem unclear.Jupiter here may make your luck and joy less as the 12th house makes things diffuse and turned inward.
Sun and Merc in the 2nd would have your focus on the material world and how to make your way in it.
If you put these all together, you may get some clarity
What do you think Darling
Thank you for your lovely comments about this forum. I hope you stay

posted July 08, 2011 09:19 PM            

I'm looking for a way out of this... Hopefully moving out will help. I'm noticing trouble with dealing with my emotions, sometimes I feel like they are not there, or very hard to access but I know they're there somewhere.. Also, the looking inwards thing is unbelievably right. I wish it would stop too! Almost everything has become.. Am I doing this right? Did I say that right? Am I being too eager? Too flat? Am I talking too much? Not enough?

Last night I had a dream. I was at a concert and it was the intermission and I was on stage with some musicians and some friends. I felt like an outcast. I played my electric guitar unplugged a little while and this man came up to me and handed me my guitar case, trying to put my guitar back inside.. I jumped up and something forced me to sit back down again and I hit the ground with a thump. I decided to ask him why, what's your problem with my playing.. I don't remember him saying anything but I was deeply upset.. and then I woke up. Arhhhh why do these planets have to make me feel like this? They're telling me things.. But I don't know what yet..

posted July 09, 2011 05:37 AM            

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Originally posted by 1vanz:
Hello Love being aries!! how is your t-square treating you?

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mine is involving Mars/Jupiter+moon/Pluto
and my mother apparently (and actually too) is the root of the stress. so they told me that my children will stabilize this t-square.raising children will also raise conflict between me and her but kids will provide the self-expression that is required on both sides. Its still very much hectic, but i have stopped arguing with her on everything, i have started sympathizing with her because i believe if i sort things out with her then i don't have any other hard aspect in my chart. my planets are all clustered on one side, no oppositions involved, except this T-square. but m trying and m working different ways to figure it out. and its very very hectic sometimes, it gets out of hands for me, but there are good times and there are bad times, and i take it one day at a time basis when things are rough between me and mom.But i must tell you things are a lot better since i figured the problem out.

posted July 10, 2011 04:20 AM            

The missing leg sounds right, I am having problems in those areas.. I am analysing my friends, wondering if they are good for me, analysing myself and how I treat my friends, talk with them.. It is a time where I should be refining myself I feel. Hopes and dreams? I hope I can find my way in the world career-wise, Dreams? I dream that me and my spanish girl will be together again.. Waww..

posted July 10, 2011 06:06 PM            

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Originally posted by 1vanz:
Will do Aries, thank you, and to you too

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Ivanz It is a joy to work with you