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posted August 10, 2011 03:44 PM            

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OMG
Am I good or what

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posted August 10, 2011 03:48 PM            

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He comes in to YOUR house of sex and transformation .
His Mars/drive conjuncts your Dejaneria whicg is your victim side.

Then His Nessus which is his abuser side conjuncts your moon which is your sweet tender heart.

So to sum it up these aspects indicate that his drive victimized you and his abuser side went right in to your tenderest places with abuse.
Does that fit?

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posted August 10, 2011 04:41 PM            

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No questions are dumb

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posted August 10, 2011 04:42 PM            

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Tell me the whole story. I will not judge .I have done many crazy things lol
Did he "know" he was "using "you.
No,it was the interaction that was like a piece of music.Each person had his part

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posted August 10, 2011 04:47 PM            

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I never heard of 4th house Saturn as a victim.That is Dejaneria.
We will check it out in your natal when we are done with this

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posted August 10, 2011 05:15 PM            

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Man
OK
WE got to see what Deja is doing to you natally

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posted August 11, 2011 01:24 PM            

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YES
I listened to this over and over with the relationship I had where his Nessus was an exact conjunction to my Sun.
My Nessus was an exact opposition to his moon.
My Deja conjunct his moon.
His Deja square my Sun
All exact

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posted August 11, 2011 01:43 PM            

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Originally posted by AquaGem:
Good gosh Ami!
You have been there!
Exactly !!! (my famous dry humor
I have listened to this song over and over for days this last year

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Yes I cry when I talk about it even now.

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posted August 11, 2011 01:50 PM            

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This is the thing with Nessus and Deja
They replay abuse.if you had a lot.They replay it as if it is happening all over again.
It "feels" like love cuz "love" came with abuse.

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Originally posted by AquaGem:
Oh Ami,
I am so sorry
It is so sad..and confusing.
Know your tears are shared and you are not alone....my hope is this too will pass

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I know.I am really sad today.I feel hopeless I can ever get over this abuse stuff.I really do like it will dog me until I die. I want to give up sometimes cuz it hurts so much.

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posted August 11, 2011 01:55 PM            

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I became numb and it is so hard to get out of numb. I try and try but it seems like it is slow that it is nonexistent

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posted August 11, 2011 01:56 PM            

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I just want to be able to feel you know?

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posted August 11, 2011 02:00 PM            

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Well yes
I knew all the asteroids but it didn't help lol
You can check the rest of yours if you want on that link
I bet you have Chaos from your life as a child
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