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Topic: My life direction.. advice?
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bellesoul
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From: london
Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 11, 2011 11:45 AM
  
Hi everyone,I would appreciate if anyone could take the time to help me with my life direction. At the moment, i feel very stuck as though i don't know which direction to take career wise. I have just graduated in a media related degree with a very good grade but i now don't think this is the area i would like to pursue a career in as it is very cut-throat amongst other reasons (although, i appreciate some of the skills i have learned will be useful for other jobs etc). At the moment, i am stuck because obviously i need money, in this materialistic world we live in and my partner is just saying take any job just so you've got money coming in until you can look for something that you really want. The problem is i know my personality and i know i will not stick at ANYTHING i hate doing and that doesn't allow me to grow and feels like it has any meaning.. lol before anyone says i know its got a purpose..to earn cash lool. The main issue is.. i really feel like i need to do something that has a purpose, a real true purpose to myself and i know with full certainty that i would work hard at it. At the moment the main ideas i have are studying astrology professionally (although slightly worried that i will be an eternal student and never make any concrete cash), doing something managerial, the reason i say this is because i would not enjoy permanently working for or beneath others. Also, i think that i like working alone, so at to get the job done but i love playing with others. Its weird i dont enjoy working with others i find it distracting and i cant quite focus. But i can envision myself in a managerial position, owning my own business etc but also working towards something, so as to allow me to grow and reach a goal, maybe write a book, something spiritual, like Linda herself... after i have gained some expertise. Just feel like i am being pulled in different directions and don't know which direction to take. If anyone would like to see my chart and help me that would be great thanks! Saggie, Cancer, Leo IP: Logged |
Randall
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From: The Goober Galaxy
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 11, 2011 12:25 PM
Welcome!------------------
"To avoid criticism, say nothing, do nothing, be nothing." Aristotle IP: Logged |
LEXX
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From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 11, 2011 01:26 PM
Welcome 
I am moving this to Personal Readings because even though you are asking for career advice your query appears more Astrological reading oriented.
However my advice would be to go with what you have your degree in even though not what you want in the long run.
You can slide over to another career later.
You need to earn a living now, not rely on dreams which may or may not become reality.
Good luck! ------------------
~I remember, therefore I am immortal~LEXX
~The present time is theirs, but the future is mine.~Никола Тесла
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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 11, 2011 01:45 PM
Hi Belle 
See if you can post your chartIP: Logged |
bellesoul
Knowflake Posts: 78
From: london
Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 11, 2011 03:41 PM
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bellesoul
Knowflake Posts: 78
From: london
Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 11, 2011 03:44 PM
Hi Randall!Thanks Lexx, very practical and sound advice  Hi Ami, Thanks for offering! Would you be able to read anything from my transits if i put them up to see if that could indicate where i'm heading? Thanks again IP: Logged |
bellesoul
Knowflake Posts: 78
From: london
Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 11, 2011 03:58 PM
Also, would it be possible to give me a reading on my general state of mind and being as i am so up and down, disinterested in things i feel im bi-polar or depressed, and i do suffer from depression, and can get quite severe sometimes for a saggie, not want much aye..... I'm gonna ask about a synastry but il do that on a different thread another time as i've already asked quite a lot of u. Am thinking this might be enlightening to my moods and if it is affecting my moods. I think i prob know the answer to that one tho, but i'll explain another time.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 11, 2011 04:23 PM
Are you willing to dialogue with more than yes and no answers so I can learn
If so I will start at the beginning and we can see where it goes .IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 11, 2011 04:32 PM
Let me get to know you first before synastry IP: Logged |
bellesoul
Knowflake Posts: 78
From: london
Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 12, 2011 03:05 AM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Are you willing to dialogue with more than yes and no answers so I can learn
If so I will start at the beginning and we can see where it goes .
Yeah absolutely IP: Logged |
bellesoul
Knowflake Posts: 78
From: london
Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 12, 2011 05:59 AM
Also, I would love to know if i will have a planet transitting through my fifth house; as having a stellium in the fifth house or just generally any major transits that will affect me, or if you could teach me how to understand/read the transits, im especially interested because i feel i have come through a lot in my life but i feel differently now, i feel different too everyone in my life, quite isolated as though i am completely changing as a person, which could be a good thing but does often make me feel disconnected from people, sort of feel like a lone rider. I've done my transits on astro.com but unsure how to read it and when the time period is for etc..so any knowledge would be much appreciated. I'm happy to help too... looking forward to it. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 12, 2011 09:59 AM
I am not very good with transits but I could try.You have to put your transits up though for us to discuss them IP: Logged |
belle
Knowflake Posts: 36
From: london, UK
Registered: Jul 2011
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posted August 12, 2011 10:15 AM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I am not very good with transits but I could try.You have to put your transits up though for us to discuss them
Should i put them up after and just go through this now or would u prefer just to do the transits together? How weird, i set up an account before under the pseudonym belle but forgot my password and set up a new account under bellesoul and now that i've gone onto my partners laptop.. which must have been the laptop i first set up the first account its automatically logged me into my first account.. so just so u no its still me lol IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 12, 2011 10:37 AM
Lets do the natal first so we can get to know "you" IP: Logged |
belle
Knowflake Posts: 36
From: london, UK
Registered: Jul 2011
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posted August 12, 2011 10:41 AM
okay great  IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 12, 2011 10:43 AM
Interesting chart
Do you have a deep simmering anger that you are deathly afraid of expressing
Please elaborate with examples if you couldIP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 12, 2011 10:46 AM
Are you a very deep sensitive person who is very afraid of emotional intimacy but can be sexually intimate. Are you comfortable with sexuality?Are you comfortable in the world of "taboo" but feel raw when you have to expose your vulnerable feelings?
However,you CAN do this .It is possible for you IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 12, 2011 10:53 AM
I am gonna ask you some questions too later .I want to learn about some things you have in your chart Moon in 12 Cancer Quin Sun in Sag in 5th conj Uranus
Wow--this is wild and wonderful lol
You are very sensitive and it is hard for you to show your feelings--super hard
However you love fun ,romance and good times.
Also, you are a natural rebel in these areas.You would break barriers and be THE most fun person at the party for example
However,your struggle is your sensitive moon. How do you deal with this? Do you drink? Do you go back and forth between the 2 sides? Can you be the fun party side only when you are high for example  Does this fit? If so please elaborate. IP: Logged |
belle
Knowflake Posts: 36
From: london, UK
Registered: Jul 2011
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posted August 12, 2011 11:06 AM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I am gonna ask you some questions too later .I want to learn about some things you have in your chart Moon in 12 Cancer Quin Sun in Sag in 5th conj Uranus
Wow--this is wild and wonderful lol
You are very sensitive and it is hard for you to show your feelings--super hard
However you love fun ,romance and good times.
Also, you are a natural rebel in these areas.You would break barriers and be THE most fun person at the party for example
However,your struggle is your sensitive moon. How do you deal with this? Do you drink? Do you go back and forth between the 2 sides? Can you be the fun party side only when you are high for example Does this fit? If so please elaborate.
yeah this sounds like me.. i can have fun too without being 'high', just depends on my mood; which fluctuates dramatically. but i do love 'escaping' through intoxication as it allows me to lighten up and i find it helps with creativity too; well sometimes anyway, when im in one of my good moods i think i can be quite enthusiastically infectious, but as i am quite sensitive i can get hurt by things more easily than most and other ppls moods affect so deeply, sometimes and can drain my whole mood.. i think my moon especially being in the 12th makes me quite hidden and makes me feel like i shouldn't expose my real self, hidden feelings; maybe coz i think ppl wont understand and i HATE being misunderstood spesh when im opening up from my heart n soul, i think its more the fact that someone wouldn't connect to my feelings rather than rejection as thats what i've read before bout the twelth house
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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 12, 2011 11:08 AM
Can you describe Venus in Scorpio to me.Also,it is conj Pluto so even strongerIP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 12, 2011 11:19 AM
Was your home life bad as a kid ? Were there lots of ups and downs that were out of your control?.However you love all things to do with the home and now still revere your childhood home somewhat .
Did your home let you express yourself though,not squish down your primal feelings.Were you allowed to be "free"
As such , are you a very sexual person and feel at home with that part of you and with taboos in general?IP: Logged |
belle
Knowflake Posts: 36
From: london, UK
Registered: Jul 2011
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posted August 12, 2011 11:35 AM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Can you describe Venus in Scorpio to me.Also,it is conj Pluto so even stronger
Well i only love deeply i cannot love lightly. My partner is also venus in scorpio and there seems to be this overwhelming intensity between us which i love because i can feel the force in which we love each other is with the same intensity but it can get very dark sometimes when things r bad. He is my 2nd partner the first being a mistake in which i confused friendship with something more and he is my second, we've been together for 6 years and im only 24, i feel i cant have casual love affairs/ one night stands etc as it doesn't have any meaning to me and meaning is very imortant to me. I read about venus conjuct my pluto before, do u think this makes me too intense coz this is sometimes how i feel and especially when things r bad it consumes everything which is a bad thing and makes me feel out of control. Oh, and i don't fall for many ppl am veryy picky, not bcoz im snobby just bcoz i don feel that connection with hardly anybody.
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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 12, 2011 11:36 AM
Yes I think it can make you too intense, too life and death about things.
Know that so you can be prepared beforehand IP: Logged |
belle
Knowflake Posts: 36
From: london, UK
Registered: Jul 2011
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posted August 12, 2011 11:38 AM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Yes I think it can make you too intense, too life and death about things.
Know that so you can be prepared beforehand
lol can u ever be really prepared, when things have fallen apart,i've felt lost so completely and couldn't function, i hate admitting that coz it is a weakness but its the truth
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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 12, 2011 11:41 AM
What pain did you have in groups?
It is not a "weakness".It is your chart ,what you were dealt
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