posted August 17, 2011 12:48 AM            

I'm just going to piggy back on to much of what Ami-Anne has already said to you because she did get a lot of the symbolic suggestions confirmed through a dialogue with you.

I first want to suggest that if you haven't taken that sales job or something else; if it's still available - take the risk and accept the position. There is a current strong pattern in your chart right now (It's exact on 8/17th) that suggests professional fulfillment and getting what one deserves. Don't worry if you've already chosen it or if it doesn't happen exactly tomorrow, this is a Solar Arc that I'm talking about and it remains in affect for a few months. Even if you're not sure that this job is what you want for the rest of your life or even a few weeks, it will serve to jump start you into SOMETHING and possibly spark a social life of some sort which is very important for you now. If you don't like the job, you can always leave.

There is a transit occurring toward the end of September that suggests something coming to an end which also suggests a new beginning. This could suggest a move of some kind whether it's back to the U.S. or simply a geographic relocation in Greece.

About the romance/relationship. This is a difficult one to call especially since you have honestly revealed that you've never had a "real" relationship. I don't know what that entails for you. Have you dated? If you did have a boyfriend, how long did it last? Your definition of a "real relationship" might be different than someone elses so if you could clarify what you mean by not having had a "real relationship" that will help.

The reason why I harp on that is because in most societies around the globe it is not a normality to not have had some kind of relationship by the age of 27. There are many symbolic suggestions in your chart for why that may be. There is a strong pattern of suppression, confusion, camouflage and/or secrecy in reference to your ability to relate socially. Something you may have wanted to keep private or were forced to keep private. This pattern is strongly related to your mother which leads me to ask the question - is or was there an issue of addiction with her or you? By addiction I mean anything from drugs to alcohol to food.

These same symbols patterns suggest that your mother may have vanished in some way, shape or form in a way that she may not have been able to fulfill her duties or give you love in a proper manner. This same symbolic suggests to me that your relationship with your mother is very wounded. PLEASE CORRECT ME IF I'M WRONG! If there has been a wounding in the relationship with your Mom, it may have been public, or it is public knowledge in some way.

About your father and the control you revealed he has over your life, this symbolic pattern relating to your Dad suggests a very iron-fisted control, too much control to the point of brutality. That kind of control by a paternal figure could put the fear of commitment into anyone when it's your role model for relationships or marriage.

The way the energy of the symbols flow in your chart suggests that idealism is very important to you but many of us need to be reminded that idealism is also a defense mechanism, when we don't want the world to see or know about the intense imperfections in our lives we throw up a glamour, so to speak - a smoke screen to protect our ego. Your smoke screen is incredibly strong to the point where it may have become a plastic bubble that you can see out of and people can see in, but they can't get through and you can't get out.

Now, I didn't need astrology to tell me that when a 27 year old person hasn't had a "real relationship" that the person may need help to dig through and release life patterns and behaviors in order to allow the grace of intimacy to enter their lives in a healthy and joyful way. But what I can tell you is that many opportunities have come and gone and you don't want anymore to slip away. You may want to consider that a traditional relationship may not be ideal for you. You have Aquarius on your Descendant and many people with this placement either choose not to marry in the traditional way or they offer and require more freedom in their marriages than people who don't have Aquarius on their Descendants. It's just an idea I'm throwing out there. It may actually offer you some relief.

There is a pattern suggesting an opportunity for romance beginning in March of next year with the symbolic energies continuing to get stronger through April. It is my hope that you can allow yourself to gently trust these energies and whomever it may be who wants to enter your life (if they are truly trustworthy) allowing you to be yourself and you allowing that person to be themselves without too much idealism that is difficult for anyone to live up to.

In terms of your ultimate career, your vocational symbols all point to something with communication or correspondence of some kind. This could be in the sales arena, but if that doesn't float your boat (and you've already expressed that) there is an aesthetic bent to this speaking or correspondence, writing, etc. The largest expression of your career speaks loudly of some kind of management or coaching, but it's being a managing leader of some sort. And yes, it's very much connected to your father's energy, but that doesn't mean it has to be with him or connected to him. When I look at the energy connected to your father it strongly speaks of the "good business man" that you already described, however, there is deep traditional energy attached to it, there's a military feel or a law enforcement energy and the other end of the spectrum that can't be ignored is a kind of "organized crime" feeling. Last but not least, I don't want to leave out the strong symbolism of a butcher. I also want to ask if he may be in construction, mainly with the use of iron or steel? Last but not least, because of the nature of this particular aspect, I will give you the option of keeping it private because it's just that deep.

Actually, this is the last thing. There’s a strong spirituality that can sustain you or help you in your chart. It can be connected to publishing, since correspondence or communication seems to be so strong in your chart; it can be connected to law and/or internationalism. Whatever it is that you do to sustain yourself spiritually, it’s very strong with you and I highly suggest you rely on it. There’s a kind of mercy that comes with it in your times of need.

Please respond and ask any questions because none of this is a guarantee, it is simply my insight from the symbols I see that relate in your chart. Nothing is iron clad here, it is all suggestion. Take your time digesting the information and I look forward to your response.

posted August 17, 2011 05:42 AM            

About the Job, they do want me starting September and I am thinking about taking it just to get out there and meet people, but keep on looking for something better to come along.

On relationships, I have dated but nothing serious/stable, just flings for no more than a couple of months. I do feel constant suppression and confusion and when it comes to my mother, I always had the urge to protect her. She is not the most educated person and I never liked when she was picked on by others, so I had the need to protect her and especially when she lived in the US not knowing any English. I love my mom to death, however I never had that support (emotional) when I was growing up.
I also agree about my father he is someone that I really look up to and he does control us with financial support and that makes me feel obliged to my family. As of that plastic bubble it is definitely there its hard for me to open up to people and communicate with them because I don’t want to tell them that I am not in a relationship or do not have a good job L Everyone expects a lot for me I am good looking - what they say- and I am well educated, so I hate getting that glare in their eyes that says “What is wrong with you?”

I actually want a family and many kids and I do like my freedom as well, but again I do have too much idealism and I am battling to get over it. I will have to keep my eyes wide alert for something good coming towards me - well I do have to say that my flirting skills suck J I always had managing positions in the past and I don’t mind them coming again, but I also do like to write.

Butcher? No not in the construction business. Could this only relate to my father or another male figure?

posted August 17, 2011 12:00 PM            

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posted August 17, 2011 12:12 PM            

Thanks for your response. As for your question about having a family, marriage and children, I think you need to re-read what I've said to you. You've had many opportunities for romance/relationship/marriage and family and those opportunities are not going to stop unless YOU keep the plastic bubble around yourself. You have total free will so if your free will is to continue not trusting potential partners, then you won't get married or have a family. If you need to get help through a support group, professional counseling or whatever you're comfortable with then that is what you may need to do in order to fulfill those goals, but the way you say that you're behaving now IN REALITY, do you believe that your stand offish behavior will draw in a relationship? There's no magic spell that's going to bring that to you, in a healthy and fulfilling way, if you continue the way you relate now.

So my answer is not "NO!" My answer is to get on the stick learning how to relate and learning how to attract what you want to fulfill your goals.

As for your father, it doesn't really matter what he does, what matters is that he is another human being on this earth is blurring the lines between motivating you positively and influencing you to do his bidding under the guise of motivation. Yes, every parent wants their child to be successful, but you are not a child anymore and only you can make the decision as to whether you want to continue to be under the thumb of another human beings influence in such an unhealthy manner.

Next year you will experience your 1st Saturn Return. It is a time of reviewing your life and a time when you experience maturing energies, lots of decision will be made about how to handle the next 28 years of your life, how you want to handle relationships, family and career. PLANS will be made and lessons learned. Your father may figure prominently in this scenario whether you are separating yourself from him or aligning yourself with him, it's an important time in each person's life.

Take good care,

posted August 17, 2011 02:40 PM            

Even though I have many "off" days lately where I just have nothing to wake up for in the morning, there is always a spark of optimism in me. I believe that everything happens for a reason and God puts us through these tests to figure out and better our souls. I guess we all have to work through our problems and never "let go" whether its career, health or love related. Thanks again for giving me your insight and helping me confirm some things about me.