posted September 13, 2011 02:07 PM
"I am wondering now, is every August and September in my life going to be riddled with strangeness? Why? What should I not forget in times like these?"Hello Mcfaddnd,
It sounds to me like you don't have any problems what so ever right now. Seriously. You haven't mentioned any health problems with you, your husband, family or friends. That's an incredible gift. It sounds like you had some drama over the last 2 or 3 years and it's over now. It's really that simple. Those of us who find ourselves interested in the esoteric and allow symbols to guide us, we got into this because of some horrendously painful experience and we just don't want to be surprised by such trauma again. We try to look ahead and project the best we know how into the future so we'll never be hurt that badly again. It sounds like you're doing that, it sounds like you are OVER-doing it.
Orchards go rotten from time to time, and sometimes it's done on purpose. Fields need to rest, hot summers occurs, wet summers occur, bad winters hurt the trees, etc. It's called "nature" and there are cycles that must be respected in life, for humans as well. Your 28th is simply going to serve to mature you. It sounds like it's happening already in terms of your mention of the kind of acceptance, forgiveness and love that you are receiving from family and friends and what you are giving to family and friends.
In my learning of symbols I learned that spiders mean abundance and if they don't mean abundance they can simply mean that spiders are existing near me...that's it. I have a lot of spiders around my house and one bit me on my finger 2 years ago. Now, I don't care how much they mean abundance when half of my left hand went numb for a few weeks. It felt like bad luck to me, but it wasn't. We get stung my mosquitos, bees and spiders sometimes. That's all it means.
Part of what I'm trying to say to you is that I didn't read of anything so detrimental in your post that it's prompting me to run to your astrological chart to see what's going on. Part of being a reader or a sensitive person is learning WHEN TO PUT THIS STUFF DOWN!! Stop looking for signs of danger.
When the Moon is full and the light is streaming in through your window, it can keep you up at night and not necessarily for any esoteric reasons. It does that to a lot of people, the solution is to get better window shades and close them at night.
My best suggestion for you is to learn to live your life one day at a time. Your husband loves you, you love him. Learn that marriage is not just for the romance and sex, it's about connecting with a partner who will support you and your interests, help you run your home life and support you strongly through good and bad times. Stop worrying about other soulmates. They actually come and go even when you're married, but you made vows to support your spouse so that person would trust you and they've done the same. The universe and God heard both of you when you made vows, not just the legal system. Remember that.
The universe loves it when you trust it's processes and systems. Yes, there will be other arguments and issues that pop up in life because...that's life. Try not to greet every moment unsure moment with fear. You've been given the gift of problem solving intelligence and insight with a touch of talent for reading symbols. Let life joyously surprise you from time to time, and you'll be able to handle the difficulties that pop up as well.
Continued Good Luck & Success to you,
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