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Topic: can anyone see the light in the end of the tunnel for me?
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anongrl10 Knowflake Posts: 90 From: won't_disclose Registered: Sep 2011
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posted September 14, 2011 05:57 PM
I'm sorry for the overdramatic subject line but I'm having a very bad last few years. The financial crisis hit me straight on the head (lost my job and had to move across the Atlantic as a result and have been unable to resurrect my career since then). As if that was not enough, family issues came to light and huge financial and emotional dependence on people who take advantage of it, which is doing no good to my independent soul (to put it mildly). Does anyone see any good news any time soon? I've already endured over 3yrs of this! Help?My chart: IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 20223 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 14, 2011 06:12 PM
Anongrl Welcome ------------------ Do You Think This Psychic Is Cute? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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anongrl10 Knowflake Posts: 90 From: won't_disclose Registered: Sep 2011
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posted September 14, 2011 06:14 PM
Ami - thank you! I forgot to add I'm new here and liking it a lot. Thanks again for the welcome. :-)IP: Logged |
anongrl10 Knowflake Posts: 90 From: won't_disclose Registered: Sep 2011
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posted September 15, 2011 04:10 AM
Please someone? If there are any q's let me know. I have studied my chart very closely. I'm not a complete dork about it (lol); I just would appreciate the look of someone more experienced who might be able to see the silver lining in all this current misfortune. Thanks again in advance, Anongrl10 IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 20223 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 15, 2011 09:01 AM
I am not good with transits. I can try but would you exchange doing my natal? ------------------ Do You Think This Psychic Is Cute? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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anongrl10 Knowflake Posts: 90 From: won't_disclose Registered: Sep 2011
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posted September 15, 2011 09:05 AM
Yes, Ami, I responded and on the other thread. Go ahead and post your natal and I will look. Thanks very much. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 20223 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 15, 2011 09:12 AM
Ok Anon grl I will look at yours back and forth all day,as that is how I do it,if that is OK.------------------ Do You Think This Psychic Is Cute? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 20223 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 16, 2011 11:56 AM
NN in your 11th. Could groups be a way out, humanatarian outreaches ?IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 20223 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 16, 2011 11:57 AM
Sun and Venus in 8th. You will need to look deep as to who you really are. Saturn in 9th-finding the meaning of life will be hard.This sounds what you are going through. Saturn will yield rewards,if you keep at it.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 20223 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 16, 2011 11:59 AM
Your energy needs to be in service. You will be shaken up in finances. That shows. So far,I see a call to service and giving on a global scale. Does that fit, at all?IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 20223 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 16, 2011 12:01 PM
You will have a hard time and a lot of pain SEEING who you are. I see this as a huge and painful identity crisis. Does that fit?However,it will be a nuclear size one cuz Chiron is there. All that was ever painful will come to the surface and impinge on you as a person in the world, your world role. Does this fit? How/ how not? IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 20223 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 16, 2011 12:03 PM
Jupiter going in to the 4th. You should find "home" as this happens.This seems to be your bright light. Look up transit Jupiter in the 4th house. Post it here and we will see what we can find out. I will answer your post to me, later and thank you, Sweetie! ------------------ Do You Think This Psychic Is Cute? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ceridwen Knowflake Posts: 438 From: Registered: Jul 2011
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posted September 18, 2011 07:37 AM
I think the Neptune-neptune square must have been hard. Neptune rules your 2nd house. So some substance, maybe either relating to physical substance or finances, have been dissolving, especially since Chiron was part of that square as well. But they will eventually move on, and it should be easier then.I hate to say it but the Tr Neptune squaring to your Sun and Mercury are probably not a bundle of joy either. neptune always dissolves, and sometimes unfortunately it is not always our inhibitions and walls and boundaries, but sometimes it also hurts if he dissolves and something disappears from our life or when we kind of get disillusioned. With Neptune squaring Suna nd mercury, there is a big chance of getting confused, not thinking clearly, with Sun ruling your 7th and Mercury ruling your 8th house you really have to try to be realistic in personal relationships. They may not be, what they seem. But even Neptune will pass over 4 degree of pisces at some time. After that the worst neptunian fog should dissolve as well.
Uranus on your Chiron in 2nd house might have been shaking the foundations of your value system, financial and personal, and maybe forced you suddenly to face your insecurities, and how you feel wounded in that regard. Even more so since Pluto had been squaring your Chiron as well. I wonder how you wille xperience the opposition of Tr uranus to your chartruler Uranus, Tr Pluto squaring your chartruler as well, are you already in the process of reforming your whole Self, letting the old one die and will this be the time the "new you" will suddenly emerge? Tr Nodes havve been squaring your nodes - was there the need to modify your lifepath? Give it a slightly different direction? I agree with Ami, Tr Juupiter is something to look forward, too; I like that it will be conjunct your Moon soon. Moon rules your 6th house, so maybe he is going to improve your everyday life (private, workplace, even pets could play a role). Jupiter rules your 11th house, I wonder if that improvement could come from your social circle / friends, maybe meeting new ones? so I think you probably will still have a bit to go, but you should already feel the transformation taking place and leading to the birth of your "new (refined) Self", and after the Tr uranus/Tr Pluto bombarding your chartruler uranus, and when Tr Jupiter starts its aspecting of your personal planets (and I think the opposition to Venus might be very joyful - maybe you will go on a journey / trip/ abroad - Venus ruling 9th house and being placed there as well- and might meet new friends - Jupiter ruling 11th house) things hopefully will really look brighter by then.
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anongrl10 Knowflake Posts: 90 From: won't_disclose Registered: Sep 2011
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posted September 18, 2011 07:53 AM
Thanks very much, Ceri. I looked at ephemeris and it's not until mid May next year when T Jup conjuncts my Moon and opposes my Venus. For many reasons that would be a great turn of events if it's associated with foreign land (I'm sort of an expat right now). About that time, T Nept will be closer to my Merc but away from my MC and Sun at 3 Pisces. Is it when you see the end of this long Nept square transit? The bad news of course you got them just right. ;-p Thanks ever so much! A. IP: Logged |
anongrl10 Knowflake Posts: 90 From: won't_disclose Registered: Sep 2011
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posted September 18, 2011 08:09 AM
Ceri,I looked at the ephemeris and it turns out, T Nept will square my MC again this Nov (happy birthday to me! LOL (((() and will square my Sun again on Nov 2012. So it won't be before mid2013 when T Nept will finally leave me alone (ouuuuuuust!). To me this looks like a bottomless pit. I can't live like this for one more day let alone for two more years!!! It could help if I managed to get a job at least as without income I'm living a daily nightmare as you can imagine. Do you see anything along the lines of a job? 6th house? or 10th? Could T Jup help there? The other thing I consider extra helpful a reminder from your post above is T Pluto in approaching square to my Uranus. THIS would explain the added demolition of everything I own (geez how nice). Whatever Nept left standing was shot by Pluto. My lucky stars! Now as I said I could endure all this if SOMETHING at least worked in all this chaos. No matter how hard I try I can't build anything for the life of me. As you see, relationships do not work. Jobs neither. What else is left? How do I get through this? It has to let up at some point, right? IP: Logged |
anongrl10 Knowflake Posts: 90 From: won't_disclose Registered: Sep 2011
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posted September 18, 2011 08:12 AM
And an anecdote about my T Pluto square to N Uranus: at my last place of residence in a country of Northern Europe I had left some of my belongings with a friend as I had a luggage limit that wouldn't allow me to take everything with me. My plan was to leave them with my friend until I was able to travel back and collect them. When I recently got back there and contacted my friend, she informed me that all my belongings were ruined by a flood... A nice little gift from TPluto+TNept working together against me...grrr ;-p IP: Logged |