posted September 27, 2011 11:41 AM            

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Do You Think This Psychic Is Cute?

posted September 27, 2011 11:42 AM            

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Do You Think This Psychic Is Cute?

posted September 27, 2011 07:43 PM            

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Originally posted by Soothsayer:
Yes that sounds great. Start with whatever you would like.

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Ok

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Do You Think This Psychic Is Cute?

posted September 27, 2011 09:12 PM            

Does that make sense? lol

posted September 29, 2011 09:31 PM            

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Originally posted by Soothsayer:
If and when they come up, is it alright if I ask specific questions about my chart? Like if there's something I think of something about myself and can't correspond it to my chart that I ask if you could find it?

Does that make sense? lol

I don't have any questions right now but sometimes they come up and I try to figure it out astrologically but can't always do it with myself as well as I can with someone else.

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Yes,I am easy. Just go with whatever hits you

posted September 29, 2011 09:34 PM            

Pluto in the 3rd is outspoken, Venus in the 12th is raw. The moon in the 6th wants to serve.

This is prolly your loop.
You feel love very deeply but you have to balance wanting to serve with wanting to escape lol
Then,you are outspoken, so you prolly speak out and then want to hide.

Is this a pattern?

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posted September 30, 2011 02:16 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Ok I go back to the 12th, 6th and 3rd house.

Pluto in the 3rd is outspoken, Venus in the 12th is raw. The moon in the 6th wants to serve.

This is prolly your loop.
You feel love very deeply but you have to balance wanting to serve with wanting to escape lol
Then,you are outspoken, so you prolly speak out and then want to hide.

Is this a pattern?

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Yes, that's is exactly true.
I feel such a strong need to feel accepted as I am extremely insecure but I get uncomfortable when people get too close because they may just not like what they see. It's taken me years to realize that more people would like me if I just opened up and didn't become such a nervous wreck over everything.
My Moon is all about contradiction. With it being in the twelfth house I have an enormous amount of deeply felt passion that I dream to be able to let out and positively express but my Aquarian Moon makes me feel awkward about expressing it and don't allow others to come too close. This makes me come across as either being strange to people or that I don't like them or I'm a snob. I usually am smiley and friendly though so most people figure I'm just shy but they usually don't know what to say about to me and I end up with the impression they must think I'm weird and then I completely freeze up. Some times I feel so nervous around new people that my hands start shaking and I get scared to the point that I can barely make out any words. Over the last year or so I've learned to be a bit more comfortable with my emotions and try to let loose a bit--it shouldn't matter if someone doesn't like me. But I think about it obsessively; this is where Pluto comes in the picture, I think. I have deep, intense,and obsessive thought processes. Sometimes I get so lost in thought, usually fear (especially in amongst a group of people), that I stop myself from saying anything or doing anything. I've always been so scared that if someone doesn't like me, or get what I'm about to say...maybe they'll get ****** off or annoyed at me and say something hurtful and humiliate me. Pluto has given me irrational fears. I think growing up I seen a lot of things I wish I didn't. I went from being a naive, vibrant, talkative child to a lonely cynic in a very short amount of time. Too early I learned the truths of people. Realized some horrible things about some of the people I loved and would never have second guessed their benevolence. Instead of it being a positive lesson--to just be careful who I trust --it caused me to be fearful of most people all the time and to keep my thoughts and feelings to myself. Around this time was when my third house cusp progressed from Libra to Scorpio. Thoughts become more raw and exhausting almost. Became extremely secretive and anti-social. This is also when my Venus in 12th really became apparent. As I said as a little girl from when I was a baby, up until I was about 5 or 6 I was extremely outgoing, was friends with all the kids and never left anybody out (basically all the positive sides of Aquarius Moon. Or I wonder.. do you think the IC could describe your childhood personality--the one you suppress? I was very much Sagittarian as a child...although I guess most children are jovial and adventurous lol) Anyway, I started to hide my desires and thoughts. I am a very deep feeling person but have always struggled with feeling embarrassed over it so I detached myself from everything and everyone. Instead of experiencing life, I observed it. Then of course all the scary things I seen from who and what was around me (3rd house) drove me into hiding. I'd rather not feel anythng than feel pain, sort of thing.

Anyway I feel I'm babbling off again. Just feels so good to finally understand where these tendencies stemmed from in the first place. Realizing it, dealing with it, and moving on to become much happier and stronger, has been the most riveting thing I have ever experienced.

There is nothing more horrifying the detaching yourself from emotions until you eventually forget about them, then one day waking up in tears and having no idea why you are so upset. I couldn't say it enough just how unhealthy it is to suppress emotions, urges, thoughts. Let it all out when it comes! Do not thnk about it. Don't worry about other people if they have an issue with who you really are then they are not worth your time and friendship.
Wish I would have figured that out in time to have enjoyed my childhood and wonderful family.

But we live, we learn, right?

posted September 30, 2011 02:10 PM            

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posted September 30, 2011 02:19 PM            

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Do You Think This Psychic Is Cute?

posted September 30, 2011 02:21 PM            

I am a Cancer moon which is quincunx Aqua.It was very hard for me to grow up in such a cold home.
My Aunt has a Cancer Sun and I adored going to her house.It was like a fairy Godmother's house for me.

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posted September 30, 2011 02:37 PM            

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Do You Think This Psychic Is Cute?

posted September 30, 2011 02:49 PM            

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Do You Think This Psychic Is Cute?

posted September 30, 2011 02:51 PM            

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Do You Think This Psychic Is Cute?

posted September 30, 2011 02:54 PM            

Mars in 2nd,as we said, is a drive for things of the material world, security in this world.

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posted September 30, 2011 03:11 PM            

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posted September 30, 2011 03:14 PM            

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posted September 30, 2011 08:10 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
WOW
I can see this is helping you,me too!
Your response helped me,about my life,too.

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Haha yes, wow indeed. Looking at it now, I probably could have shortened my response but sometimes we need to blab off about our lives, even if it's too a stranger hehe.

posted September 30, 2011 08:14 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I suppressed my emotions,too.With that,I became numb, which is where I am,currently.

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I can relate to feeling numb. With you, you detached yourself from your childhood struggles whereas with me, I simply detached myself from feelings in general.