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sunkissedqt
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From: new york, USA
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posted October 10, 2011 07:53 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sunkissedqt     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi,
I've been going through a rough time and I wanted to know what it is exactly I can work on in order to improve my life and generate positive energy and good karma. Thoughts??
Thanks

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anongrl10
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posted October 10, 2011 08:04 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for anongrl10     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Very nice question and I applaud your willingness to improve your person. Just keep in mind that we all have things to work on; no one is that good and above others.
You are still quite young to worry about improving which to me shows the maturity and goodness of your character. Kudos on your intention!

I see this hard Nept/Uranus/Sat opposition to your Mars between 5th and 11th houses. Do you have a lot of problems with friends or groups? Mars rules your 4th and so the difficulty seems to extend to your family/home life. With Pluto natally in your 3rd what is your relationship with your siblings and neighbors? Do you get along? Expect lessons there as Pluto is at home in Scorpio!

Your Sun squares your ASC: how you present yourself to the world (ASC) is at odds with who you are in public (MC/10th house Sun). I feel that's your biggest challenge. Sun in such close conjunction with your MC is very visible and craves recognition, but since it's at odds with your ASC it hinders your achievement. Sun rules your 12th of money that come from groups (2nd to the 11th). You have prospects of making money out of a professional involvement with a big organization/institution and the like.

I can keep going but I need your feedback. What kind of issues do you most frequently face in your life? Does any of the above resonate with you?


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Ami Anne
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posted October 10, 2011 09:06 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Wow
You have so many quincunx. My feeling, and I have not looked at your overall chart, is that you can find your answers in the quincunx.

It is the aspect of transformation. It is a gift. I love the quincunx

I will look more, later.

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Ami Anne
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posted October 10, 2011 09:08 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
You have no fire. How does this feel, to you?

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sunkissedqt
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posted October 10, 2011 09:26 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sunkissedqt     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you for all your replies!
When I was younger I was definitely extroverted but I was meant with a lot of hostility and criticism for marching to the beat of my own drummer. So as I got older I tried to be more of a wallflower. I think my insecurities stem from my unstable family life and as a result I have become very introverted-I don't want people to how chaotic my home life really is.
As a result, I think it takes a while to get to know the real me. I try to keep a cordial front but I really prefer being with close friends or by myself.
I am working on this but it is rather difficult to present myself because I feel like I always encounter criticism and negativity and at this point in my life I don't even want to deal with judgmental people I rather just stay in my shell.I'm trying to fin a happy medium but I feel so drained by this. I just don't know why it has to be so hard for me.

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anongrl10
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posted October 10, 2011 09:40 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for anongrl10     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Once you know (find out) who you are, you will then need to just be who you are openly and trust that you will attract the right people.

Your 5th house opposition to the 11th affects your Moon in the 2nd, your emotional status and your self-esteem. That's where you need to toughen up. Just decide to be *YOU* and don't care what others say or think about you. Just be you and trust that by being you the Universe will bring you people compatible to the real genuine you. I feel you are already so wounded that you have already resolved to be you and are tired of conflicts and criticism. This is the healthy way to go.

Your true node is Pisces in the 7th house also confirms the lesson about self-acceptance especially in relation to others.
To whoever does not like you, resolve to be kind but FIRM: "thank you, this is who I am; and I would like to be surrounded by people who appreciate me". Then, remove yourself from their energetic field. Best to be alone than to be with people who won't see you for who you are.

And I almost missed that because you don't show transits in the chart you put up but T Neptune right now conjuncts your NN and opposes your 1st house. You tend to attract people who challenge you to accept yourself and assert you as you; these people might be bullies or really mean not so well. Do not pay attention. Assert yourself and then remove yourself from their negativity. You don't need them in your life. You are in the right path - your true node is being tested as we speak by the Neptunian fog in order to make you stronger in your idea of self-acceptance.

hugs,
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sunkissedqt
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posted October 10, 2011 09:55 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sunkissedqt     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you for your insight. I have been trying to do my own thing and continue on the path towards things that make me happy. It is just hard when I am challenged and forced to deal with things. Sometimes I just rather remove myself from the situation all together. My biggest fear is that it is more my fault then it is others. What I mean is that through I may feel I am doing the right thing at times, I hope I am not so subjective that I am missing the objective point. I am just trying to manifest good things right now, specifically when it comes to my love life. I feel I have been let down a lot. Do you see anything in regards to my love life?

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Ami Anne
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posted October 10, 2011 09:57 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I will study your chart,today, and see what I can find.

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anongrl10
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posted October 10, 2011 10:06 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for anongrl10     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

Yes, that's your Pisces NN talking; feeling guilty and that you may not be objective (SN is in critical/analytical Virgo). You have to stand your ground and be sure about doing the right thing for you! Never mind if it's the right thing for others. You have to take care of YOU first and foremost.

About your love life, your 5th is crowded by Sat, Ur, and Nept in opposition to your 11th house Mars. This indicates interpersonal problems at best. The ruler of your 5th is in the 10th in inconjunct with the Sat stellium in the 5th. Your career and status, your public life, is at odds with your love life.
Because your 10th house Sun is also at a square to your ASC, you are full of contradictions to the people who approach you romantically or in friendly terms. But your Sun is in trine with your Moon and I feel that there is a lot of potential here. Many of these oppositions and inconjuncts will be easier to handle as you mature in age. You get used with the energies. This is a very dynamic natal chart.

Wish you the best!


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Originally posted by sunkissedqt:
Thank you for your insight. I have been trying to do my own thing and continue on the path towards things that make me happy. It is just hard when I am challenged and forced to deal with things. Sometimes I just rather remove myself from the situation all together. My biggest fear is that it is more my fault then it is others. What I mean is that through I may feel I am doing the right thing at times, I hope I am not so subjective that I am missing the objective point. I am just trying to manifest good things right now, specifically when it comes to my love life. I feel I have been let down a lot. Do you see anything in regards to my love life?

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