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SparklingSag Knowflake Posts: 416 From: Registered: May 2009	posted December 07, 2011 04:18 PM Hi all I don't come to this forum very often...but honestly, everything is fractured and slippng further away. Family issues. The eclipse in summer caused unresolved issues from my parents divorce after 15 years. I just turned 28 and feel like i do not have a mother or step dad anymore. I am alone in this country, my sister lives in Canada. Relationships: My ex who i have been on and off with since 2009 came back into my life in february. We were together again until this summer, when he let me down, we fought and haven't spoken until two weeks ago when my grandad died and he texted me to check if I was ok. I know ths sounds like self pity party but honestly there are days I wake up and think what is the point of this life?? Sparkling IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 23174 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted December 07, 2011 04:26 PM You can be real around here. I always am Put up your charts with transits. ------------------ Want a peek in to my journal? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
anongrl10 Knowflake Posts: 2179 From: won't_disclose Registered: Sep 2011	posted December 07, 2011 04:34 PM Sparkling, you have been going through some rough times. Don't be so hard on yourself. I don't think it's self-pity; more of a call for help. I hope things look up soon! Posting your chart would be good if you're looking for astro help. IP: Logged
SparklingSag Knowflake Posts: 416 From: Registered: May 2009	posted December 07, 2011 04:50 PM Thank you all made me feel less alone in this dark time.. I tried to get the right chart from astro.com... Sparkling IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 23174 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted December 07, 2011 05:04 PM Perfect Chart set up. You are a genius ------------------ Want a peek in to my journal? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 23174 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted December 07, 2011 05:18 PM I will be back, later to look. IP: Logged
anongrl10 Knowflake Posts: 2179 From: won't_disclose Registered: Sep 2011	posted December 07, 2011 05:29 PM Saturn is approaching natal Pluto in Scorpio. Pluto has been squaring your Mars in Libra. How's your career doing these days? Libra is a lot about relationships and with Pluto in your 12th squaring Mars in Libra, things may come out that you didn't know of before. You didn't specify if the things you learned about your family had also something to do with you. Also, how sure are you of your TOB? If you are sure, have you ever done your chart with equal house system? I wonder if it would resonate better for you. I have a hunch this one if not exactly right. IP: Logged
SparklingSag Knowflake Posts: 416 From: Registered: May 2009	posted December 08, 2011 05:31 AM Dear all, Sorry for delay in response, time difference in UK, meant I had to sleep. I checked my TOB this morning and it says 9.49am. I was a premature baby though (4 months early!). Ouch saturn and mars in libra in 12th? sounds heavy stuff. Career was also hard this year, fought to get a mini promotion which worked but have days when I just want to leave the country. Can only see myself in this job for another year. Relationships have been so hard this year, whether in love or family. Sparkling IP: Logged
SparklingSag Knowflake Posts: 416 From: Registered: May 2009	posted December 08, 2011 06:17 AM Dear Anongrl10 The summer eclipse revealed family issues I had been aware of and some I had not. It was emotionally traumatic for me and have spent the last 6 months dealing with the aftermath. To do with my childhood and relationship with my mum and dad. I have been having counselling to help and the conclusion i came to is having to look after myself only. This means on some levels cutting ties with my parents, we do not have a relationship at all any more. Sparkling IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 23174 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted December 08, 2011 12:25 PM Sparkling How do you feel Neptune in the 12th? ------------------ Want a peek in to my journal? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 23174 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted December 08, 2011 12:26 PM Are you a very outgoing person with a great desire to belong to groups? How has Chiron manifested in your 5th house? ------------------ Want a peek in to my journal? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 23174 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted December 08, 2011 12:27 PM How do you feel Saturn in Scorpio? ------------------ Want a peek in to my journal? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 23174 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted December 08, 2011 12:29 PM How do you feel Uranus conj the Sun in the 11th in Sag lol ------------------ Want a peek in to my journal? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 23174 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted December 08, 2011 12:41 PM You have Chrion in the 5th and NN in the 5th. How do you see those? ------------------ Want a peek in to my journal? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 23174 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted December 08, 2011 01:46 PM If you want to discuss your chart, please make sure you bump it after you answer! ------------------ Want a peek in to my journal? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
SparklingSag Knowflake Posts: 416 From: Registered: May 2009	posted December 08, 2011 05:04 PM Hi Ami Anne oooo, I am not that experienced in reading charts. I am out-going , like to be part of a team, I am a philosopher at heart, adore travel. Saturn in Scorpio....not so sure about, neptune in 12th? I am very spiritual and very sensitive to intuition and others feelings. Sparkling IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 23174 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted December 08, 2011 05:06 PM quote: Originally posted by SparklingSag: Hi Ami Anne oooo, I am not that experienced in reading charts. I am out-going , like to be part of a team, I am a philosopher at heart, adore travel. Saturn in Scorpio....not so sure about, neptune in 12th? I am very spiritual and very sensitive to intuition and others feelings. Sparkling Ok Sweetie, I will ask with more detail so you know what I am saying ------------------ Want a peek in to my journal? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 23174 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted December 08, 2011 05:09 PM Saturn in SCorpio---is it hard for you to acess and accept your primal feelings and your dark side? Neptune in 12th--are you psychic? ------------------ Want a peek in to my journal? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 23174 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted December 08, 2011 05:10 PM Chrion in 5th--What pain have you had with romance, fun or creativity? How do these thing fit in with your general life purpose i.e. NN? ------------------ Want a peek in to my journal? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 23174 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted December 08, 2011 05:16 PM Transit wise--Pluto and Venus in the 12th--ouch. Pluto will unearth the deepest parts of you and make you almost "become" spirit, if you know what I mean. Venus will want love that is spiritual and real, devoid of silly things. Does this sound right? These are prolly your culprits! ------------------ Want a peek in to my journal? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
SparklingSag Knowflake Posts: 416 From: Registered: May 2009	posted December 08, 2011 05:34 PM Hi Ami Anne Thanks! appreciate some leading questions so can focus... Saturn in SCorpio---is it hard for you to acess and accept your primal feelings and your dark side? Neptune in 12th--are you psychic? YES, am very intune, have psychic dreams, super sensitive to the point where it feels i do not have protective layer sometimes. Dark side? hmmm...only accessed that in dreams I have had about emotional issues. Chrion in 5th--What pain have you had with romance, fun or creativity? How do these thing fit in with your general life purpose i.e. NN? - I feel like I am being severly tested in romance right now, it feels like I am being presented with options of bad guys (a succession since the summer, have done nothing with them, but seems I am being tested about what i REALLY want in a relationship). I adore my job and also met in recent months, two great guys through my job, who are lovely but live far from me (foreign) as my job involves international travel. Transit wise--Pluto and Venus in the 12th--ouch. Pluto will unearth the deepest parts of you and make you almost "become" spirit, if you know what I mean. Venus will want love that is spiritual and real, devoid of silly things. Totally!! Silly things, a leo guy is playing games right now and i am not interested in playing along. I want a partner who cares and respects me. My ex bf contacted me and he and I had lost of 12th house, pluto energy i think. But, will this pass? I can't bear to go through more pain. Sparkling IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 23174 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted December 08, 2011 05:58 PM Well, Pluto moves slowly I think it will be there for a while. Look it up. Venus will move fast though Pluto does not have to be bad. It is really a clearing out of what is superficial and immature. It forces you to face reality. It hurts, but Pluto is really good. You are already seeing that you do not want a guy who plays games. That is exactly what Pluto does. ------------------ Want a peek in to my journal? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 23174 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted December 08, 2011 06:19 PM Ok Uranus conj the Sun. This is the sign of genius and a very unique person. You are your own person, make your own rules. Is this true? ------------------ Want a peek in to my journal? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
SparklingSag Knowflake Posts: 416 From: Registered: May 2009	posted December 09, 2011 04:42 AM Morning Ami Anne Sorry time difference meant I didn't reply till now (am in UK btw). "Pluto does not have to be bad. It is really a clearing out of what is superficial and immature. It forces you to face reality. It hurts, but Pluto is really good. You are already seeing that you do not want a guy who plays games. That is exactly what Pluto does" - Ok this makes sense, reality and truth does hurt,it has been painful but getting rid of what is immatuture or not working isn't that bad really? "Ok Uranus conj the Sun. This is the sign of genius and a very unique person. You are your own person, make your own rules. Is this true?" - I would say I am quite unique, I am indepependent and do not like to be dictated to. "You have Chrion in the 5th and NN in the 5th. How do you see those?" - what does this mean? NN is fate? Thanks Ami Anne, appreciate your time Sparkling IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 23174 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted December 09, 2011 10:05 AM I am not done. I will ask you questions and you answer and we will both learn Nep in the 12th is classic for depression. Do you have to fight it? ------------------ Want a peek in to my journal? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged

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