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Topic: Why is there always SO much turmoil? =( HELP
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mintgirl123 Knowflake Posts: 1239 From: Registered: Nov 2009
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posted December 07, 2011 06:41 PM
This is my chart with my father. Life's been hard partially bc he MAKES it so. We have so many issues, sometimes I just can't take it anymore. =(Why is he this way? Why does he treat me so harshly? Why does he have to blow up everyday? Why all these expectations and demands? My heart can't take anymore of this. One of these days I swear I'm going to have a heart attack. I'M THE RED btw Thank you =( I feel like I'm never good enough. My mum's not much better. I just want to get away from all the chaos.
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 22922 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted December 07, 2011 06:53 PM
WOW His Uranus conjuncts your Karma. ------------------ Want a peek in to my journal? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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mintgirl123 Knowflake Posts: 1239 From: Registered: Nov 2009
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posted December 07, 2011 06:57 PM
Oh and btw lol I'm the RED, I'm a virgo, he's a scorpio.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 22922 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted December 07, 2011 07:03 PM
His Pluto is on your Sun------------------ Want a peek in to my journal? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 22922 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted December 07, 2011 07:04 PM
He has Chiron conj the ASC. Was he bullied? Does he have something which people made fun of? A deformity, flaw or emotional issue? Does he stutter?------------------ Want a peek in to my journal? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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mintgirl123 Knowflake Posts: 1239 From: Registered: Nov 2009
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posted December 07, 2011 07:08 PM
lol yes! He tends to stutter sometimes (though he possesses alot of charisma and is quite eloquent as well?) His family was very poor. All very educated and intelligent people, but poor nevertheless. IP: Logged |
mintgirl123 Knowflake Posts: 1239 From: Registered: Nov 2009
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posted December 07, 2011 07:10 PM
It appears my mother's pluto is near my sun too. She was born a year apart from my dad.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 22922 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted December 07, 2011 09:43 PM
quote: Originally posted by mintgirl123: lol yes! He tends to stutter sometimes (though he possesses alot of charisma and is quite eloquent as well?) His family was very poor. All very educated and intelligent people, but poor nevertheless.
That is so weird how I said that. I felt that, and then thought, no way should I say it. Then I said, oh well, I will say it ------------------ Want a peek in to my journal? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 22922 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted December 07, 2011 09:44 PM
quote: Originally posted by mintgirl123: It appears my mother's pluto is near my sun too. She was born a year apart from my dad.
I can relate to really hard synastry with your parents!
------------------ Want a peek in to my journal? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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mintgirl123 Knowflake Posts: 1239 From: Registered: Nov 2009
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posted December 07, 2011 10:51 PM
But it seems based on our synastry, my dad and I have some karmic ties?
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 22922 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted December 07, 2011 10:55 PM
quote: Originally posted by mintgirl123: But it seems based on our synastry, my dad and I have some karmic ties?
Yes, I have these same kind of things. It is SO painful. ------------------ Want a peek in to my journal? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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featherlightly Knowflake Posts: 121 From: Registered: Oct 2010
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posted December 08, 2011 02:09 AM
Wow, definitely some heavy synastry there. Your Venus/moon are squaring his natal Saturn/Mars opposition... so your emotional needs and ways of expressing love trigger aggression in him, and make him want to discipline you. It must be very hard to get emotional support from him, because whenever you express your Venus or moon energies, he comes down with a sledgehammer to squash you out (Saturn) or just gets peeved and frustrated with you (Mars). Likewise, you feel particularly wounded when he expresses his not-outwardly-loving Venus in Capricorn side, or his cranky Mars in Cancer, or cold Saturn in Capricorn.You both have a lot to learn from each other and that's part of why getting along is so hard. Your sun is on his north node, so your very existence impacts his life tremendously (were you an unexpected pregnancy or did you otherwise arrive into your dad's life at a difficult time?). His ascendant, if his birth time is right, is also tightly conjunct your north node, so you are learning from his worldview and the way he presents himself... even if what you're learning is how *not* to behave. You guys do have some really nice aspects as well, including sun trine Venus... it's possible that one day, once you're done aggravating each other, that your relationship could feel more loving. Sorry you're going through this. Do you live with your dad? <3 IP: Logged |