posted January 17, 2012 05:58 PM            

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posted January 17, 2012 05:59 PM            

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posted January 17, 2012 06:06 PM            

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posted January 17, 2012 06:08 PM            

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posted January 17, 2012 06:10 PM            

You LOVE to play. You love romance and fun. However, there is a lot of pain, there.

Your depth struggles with your side that wants to play and then gets burned with pain from you.
You think and think about it but can't find a way out.

Please, explain.

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posted January 17, 2012 06:12 PM            

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posted January 17, 2012 06:13 PM            

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posted January 17, 2012 06:17 PM            

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posted January 17, 2012 06:18 PM            

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posted January 17, 2012 06:24 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
You are quick to anger. Correct? You can't help it. It is like a hair trigger.

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i know the very basics of astrology and yes im so quick to anger. i just threaten close people of death sometimes. :O
the other day my sister said a comment like: what a spoiled brat in a low tone and im like DONT U DARE TALK ABOUT MY LIFE OR I WILL KILL YOU! lol

posted January 17, 2012 06:28 PM            

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Originally posted by mahick:
i know the very basics of astrology and yes im so quick to anger. i just threaten close people of death sometimes. :O
the other day my sister said a comment like: what a spoiled brat in a low tone and im like DONT U DARE TALK ABOUT MY LIFE OR I WILL KILL YOU! lol

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yep, it is that aspect. Now, I would like to look at the asteroid that touch the planets we talk about. Do you still have the chart with asteroids? That Serennu site map is too hard to navigate. It is an awesome site but takes a lot of time to figure out.

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posted January 17, 2012 06:28 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
You are a very deep person but you have a hard time making up your mind. That is a struggle.

You LOVE to play. You love romance and fun. However, there is a lot of pain, there.

Your depth struggles with your side that wants to play and then gets burned with pain from you.
You think and think about it but can't find a way out.

Please, explain.

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posted January 17, 2012 06:32 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Groups are very hard for you. You struggle there and don't understand why. Please, explain.

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posted January 17, 2012 06:35 PM            

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Originally posted by mahick:

that is actually something that has been happening to me lately. i wouldnt say it hurts me a lot but i guess its because i'm looking at things from another prespective. the thing is i play because if i get serious i get hurt but then the people i play with dont like to play and i can't understand them in a way but i just wanna be like them and feel the love but i won't allow myself to because i always get hurt when i do that.
i can't find a way out. i try to be funny to get some girls attention but that wont do it but if i am myself i will end up being hurt. result is i get nothing lol. just a sad heart

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Well, this will help when we talk. Talk from your heart, only, not what you "should" feel and "should" do. That will not help you. What will help is trying to figure out how you FEEL, not how you are supposed to feel.

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posted January 17, 2012 06:39 PM            

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posted January 17, 2012 06:40 PM            

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posted January 17, 2012 06:47 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Your struggle with your own depth, too much thinking, the groups and pain with romance, fun and your OWN identity is in your chart. It is not your fault!

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posted January 17, 2012 06:49 PM            

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Originally posted by mahick:
ya i feel somethings really deep(especially negative ones lol).
thoughts yeah i told you about the dark ones |:
nowhere i belong : groups (i also have 0 real life friends)
romance: i like girls (i dont accept me being homosexual, and here none does); the only lesbians here are ***** so i have no luck finding a nice girl
because of this i tried making some friends and finding a gf online but the girls i found i really liked some of them but they never liked me back and most were straight
and well basicly i was raised with this standard that men and women are very diferent and girls give attention to boys and boys **** girls. and when i was little i wanted girls attention so i had a rought time there lol it kinda traumatized me for life

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I think doing your chart can really help. Be as real as you can. I, already, know all the "shoulds". They are worthless.

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posted January 17, 2012 06:53 PM            

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posted January 17, 2012 07:01 PM            

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Originally posted by mahick:
wow omg.. are you serious :S

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I ONLY say that to tell you I have touched the dark side and you can tell me what is hurting you!

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posted January 17, 2012 07:04 PM            

btw could u post ur moms chart? (thats just an idea)