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Topic: Went to a mental hospital? Numbness/confusion?
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Desiring Shadows
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From: UNITED STATES, BABY
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted March 02, 2012 01:53 PM
  
Hello LL, I've missed you. It's your good ole Desiring Shadows with a story to tell. <3
So I got caught up with my depression & figured I needed a life change. I was skipping school for weeks. My wonderful A's & B's all dropped to F's. My parents got involved offering to 'drive me' to school, rather than me taking the bus. (Allowing me to sleep in more and have time to catch up with my work.) Then when I wouldn't get in the car, but simply cried and screamed how I was going to "kill myself." They plainly had to baker act me. Allegedly I have social anxiety and thats been affecting my decisions with school and friends down to relationships all of my life. Recently it's taken its toll on me, sending me to a MENTAL HOSPITAL/FACILITY for days & withholding me in group therapy sessions with other teenagers alike.
To put it in short, I learned a lot. This is a very different period of my life --- one which I feel numb (?) and overwhelmed (?) like I have no intimate friends and everything is changing.
I'm also very negative lately. So sorry if whaT I wrote was negative and or depressing/ I am sincerely trying not to be. NOW FOR MY CHART----- (Transits/progressed/natal combined)
 Would something in this chart indicate someone wanting to give up & quit everything they've worked so hard for? Could you tell me when these alternations will happen for the better or stop altogether? P.s. for those of you who knew or know me, I'm sorry you had to hear that. IP: Logged |
SaggiMC
Knowflake Posts: 2370
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posted March 02, 2012 06:28 PM
this is duplicate and I answered you in astrology 2.0
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/212483.html
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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted March 02, 2012 07:55 PM
You story breaks my heart. I will try to help you with your chart! Are you willing to look deeply in to everything.------------------
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Ami Anne
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posted March 02, 2012 07:56 PM
MY heart goes out to you Sweetie.
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Desiring Shadows
Knowflake Posts: 397
From: UNITED STATES, BABY
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posted March 02, 2012 08:29 PM
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Originally posted by SaggiMC:
this is duplicate and I answered you in astrology 2.0
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/212483.html
Okay, thank you, SaggiMC. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted March 02, 2012 08:30 PM
It is FINE to leave it here!!!! I want to work on it with you Sweetie!------------------
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Desiring Shadows
Knowflake Posts: 397
From: UNITED STATES, BABY
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posted March 02, 2012 08:33 PM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
You story breaks my heart. I will try to help you with your chart! Are you willing to look deeply in to everything.
I'm sorry but thank you for caring. You will? 
And yes I am very much willing to give it my all. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted March 02, 2012 08:34 PM
Have you ever put on asteroids? Your Chiron conj the Sun. Did your father really hurt you?------------------
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Desiring Shadows
Knowflake Posts: 397
From: UNITED STATES, BABY
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posted March 02, 2012 08:36 PM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
It is FINE to leave it here!!!! I want to work on it with you Sweetie!
Lol. Ok. So how are you going to do that? IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted March 02, 2012 08:38 PM
Tran Chiron conjunct your MC--did you feel you had to much pressure to succeed?------------------
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Ami Anne
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posted March 02, 2012 08:39 PM
I will ask you questions and you answer BUT hard things like abuse may come out. Are you ready for that? If not, we should not do it.------------------
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Desiring Shadows
Knowflake Posts: 397
From: UNITED STATES, BABY
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posted March 02, 2012 08:39 PM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Have you ever put on asteroids? Your Chiron conj the Sun. Did your father really hurt you?
In my chart? Do you want me to post a chart with the asteroids option selected?
Honestly.....my father never hurt me. (I don't remember him hurting me anyway.) My mom has hurt me more. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted March 02, 2012 08:42 PM
Ok Then you have a great deal of pain affecting your identity. Yes, I would like to see a chart with asteroids but there are certain ones I use. Nessus, Dejanira, Child, Eros Sedna, Hekate, Pholus, Ixxion Lilith, Apollo Medusa Athena,Psyche. Narcissus and Echo. If you get the numbers, could you give them to me I may add more as I think of them.------------------
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Desiring Shadows
Knowflake Posts: 397
From: UNITED STATES, BABY
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted March 02, 2012 08:45 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Tran Chiron conjunct your MC--did you feel you had to much pressure to succeed?
Yeah. Lately I just had no idea of what I wanted to do... like I lacked direction. (Guess you can attribute it to my chiron transitting mc) And naturally compared to most people I am very hard on myself. I'm critical and kind of obsessive wth my thoughts. Pressure to succeed as in, yes I had goals, and yes I wanted to be the best, but then I felt like I had no reason to forfeited. Lol IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted March 02, 2012 08:55 PM
Yep Chiron is really really hard and more so cuz it is on your Sun. You have a wound that you carry very close to your sense of self. Can you describe it?------------------
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Ami Anne
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posted March 02, 2012 08:59 PM
You are low on earth as I am. WE can get loony as we are not that tied to the earth!Mars is Transiting right on your Pluto BREAKING UP your deepest primal feelings. WE need to see your asteroids.If you have Dejanira conj the Moon, I think I know what happened ------------------
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Desiring Shadows
Knowflake Posts: 397
From: UNITED STATES, BABY
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted March 02, 2012 09:21 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Ok Then you have a great deal of pain affecting your identity. Yes, I would like to see a chart with asteroids but there are certain ones I use. Nessus, Dejanira, Child, Eros Sedna, Hekate, Pholus, Ixxion Lilith, Apollo Medusa Athena,Psyche. Narcissus and Echo. If you get the numbers, could you give them to me I may add more as I think of them.
Ok. Hope this is right. If you want any others, let me know. I'm really interested in what you have to say.
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4580,433,90377,100,5145,28978,1181,1862,149,881,16, 7066 narcissus , 60 echo
Sorry, I don't remember which one is which, but these numbers correspond to the names you listed. I don't know much about the asteroids, so... I might just be extra attentative. (!) IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted March 02, 2012 09:30 PM
Ok  The asteroids can get so confusing with the numbers. No worries!
I will look!------------------
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Desiring Shadows
Knowflake Posts: 397
From: UNITED STATES, BABY
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted March 02, 2012 09:31 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Yep Chiron is really really hard and more so cuz it is on your Sun. You have a wound that you carry very close to your sense of self. Can you describe it?
Yeah! But I'm not sure I can pinpoint exactly what it is in Astrology terms because I'm sure everyone has a lot of wounds..
Lets see;I feel like I don't belong ALL THE TIME. Like I'm NOT WANTED. Like I STICK OUT LIKE A SORE THUMB, other times I don't exist in my moms eyes. Like I have to constantly compare myself to everyone else in society. I have no friends. I have no confidence in myself. I'm loveshy. (?) Most of my relationships so far have ended as disasters or me just giving up on the person entirely. (as of late) Best of all, like the readings say about chiron in the 5th house, (this parts proven true.) I never fully have fun(let out my inner child). Because my sense of 'fun' is off/disoriented. This parts true also. I think its fun to do things that are important, and like to make work/essentials fun because I know I have to do them. Reading is what I do for fun. MAybe this goes with my mercuryin 5th/ 5th virgo. Maybe not. Because everyone I know thinks partying and drinking beer is fun. I'm so out of the loop.
Hahahaahahaha.
Does it say that? What does it say? Because believe me, I have many insecurities, and could probably go on forever. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted March 02, 2012 09:31 PM
Ok Pluto conj Ixiion---very very hard and NOW Tr Mars is hitting it Oy Vey lol------------------
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Ami Anne
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posted March 02, 2012 09:32 PM
Your most basic desires and primal instincts--do you feel like they want to go wild???------------------
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Desiring Shadows
Knowflake Posts: 397
From: UNITED STATES, BABY
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posted March 02, 2012 09:34 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
You are low on earth as I am. WE can get loony as we are not that tied to the earth!Mars is Transiting right on your Pluto BREAKING UP your deepest primal feelings. WE need to see your asteroids.If you have Dejanira conj the Moon, I think I know what happened
What do you think?
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Desiring Shadows
Knowflake Posts: 397
From: UNITED STATES, BABY
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted March 02, 2012 09:40 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Ok Pluto conj Ixiion---very very hard and NOW Tr Mars is hitting it Oy Vey lol
Astrology proves itself once again! Although, I have no idea what that means. If its negative, Astrology is right. But
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Desiring Shadows
Knowflake Posts: 397
From: UNITED STATES, BABY
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted March 02, 2012 09:42 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Your most basic desires and primal instincts--do you feel like they want to go wild???
I don't know. There are many. I can't just answer yes or no to something like that. I'm sorry. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted March 02, 2012 10:14 PM
It is hard to wrap your mind around this. I am feeling you cannot deal with Ixion near Pluto. I will put some info up------------------
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