posted May 21, 2012 03:59 PM
You're not to blame unless you actually did something like cheating on him, lying etc.When people break up it's both parties who own the break-up.
Looking at the composite it seems that with Venus unaspected save for for semi-sextile and at 135% degree angle. It seems there was a disconnect from a venutian perspective.
The otehr issues would be saturn tightly conjunct pluto opposite mars.
Saturn conjunct pluto is like throwing a wet blanket on a roaring fire.
Moon in the 12th square mars suggests difficulties with emotions.
In your natal you have south node conjunct your moon and seing that it's a pisces moon that would tend to suggest that you need to get away from being too emersed in the subconscious and 12th house issues and be more grounded in day to day practicalities.
North node is conjunct saturn.
So we see that you're being pulled in two opposing directions.
Easy is staying emotionally rooted in daydreams fantasy subconscious or the difficult yet needed transition to being a day to day task master.
As far as relationships go. You've got rule of the 7th in 5th meaning that you are in love with love.
You trine his scorpio pluto in the 8th which brought lots of romantic and sexual intensity, but your venus opposes his sun and neptune which suggests he doubted if you were in love with him or in love with the idea of being in love with him.
His ruler of the 7th the sun is in his 10th which suggests marriage is about career.