posted May 31, 2012 11:08 PM            

Something curoius has been brought to my attention. Yes, it is concerning a past relationship with K.

My question is... What is going on with K and how do i figure in.

posted June 01, 2012 12:56 AM            

K. is at a turning point in his life - since you asked what is going on with K...He's got the energy of the Ace of Disks in him - the impetus to move forward. But he's held back, nostalgic or regretful for what might have been with you. The Two of Cups was the first card I pulled, with no question at all - just receptivity to the energy between you.

Here you see the Two of Cups:

My read on this rightaway was K. as the red horse, full of Yang energy, fire - and you the white horse, that receptive Yin, somehow wounded by things that have past - but ever moving forward. But look again at that red horse - for all it's energy and forward motion, it's looking back. This is how I see K. focusing on you - as some sort of key, some like, missing puzzle piece to the solution that is just culminating in him...

Keywords as per the book:
Union, partnership, soulmate, heart, love, passion, Right action. Heal the two halves of the heart, strength and love.

{It's that healing bit that intuitively is fitting most when I'm assessing this - but I'm giving you these images and keywords because I feel you will get some of your own insights/intuition too.)

Which is when I asked:
What is the Situation with K.? and received the Ace of Wands:

Amazing isn't it? That raw energy, when it hits a soul - how inspiring it is, but also, it can be quite terrifying. I sense that K. is feeling the beginning of an energy within like never before - and wants you to be a rock for him. We all need to be grounded when lifted by the magnitude of our dreams.

Keywords as per the guidebook:
Pure untamed energy and libido, creative potential, divine spark. Initiative, inertia, impetus. Creative energy available to a goal.

Finally:
How does Junethird factor/fit into what K. is going through?
No surprise here - we've pulled the Queen of Disks:

At the simplest understanding - the Queen of Disks creates and provides a safe physical environment. At the deepest meaning, and the way I've come to understand this Queen (and why she is my favorite, regardless of deck - though this one is the most beautiful!) - is that you are seen by K. (and I feel certain I've pulled this card for you before - only it was Rx?!), as the humanly form of the Goddess of Fertility. You represent safety, stability, prosperity, a woman who will provide an environment in which any living thing will flourish.

Read this:
"Hathor was the Goddess of all women, motherhood, joy, childbirth, and love. She suckled the souls of the dead to sustain them on their journey to the underworld, just like the Sun at night or souls fallen into exile from God in the flesh." - that's an excerpt from the book describing the imagery.

Yup...I'd have to say K. is feeling incredibly nostalgic about you - and if there was something that was left unresolved on his end with you - I'd anticipate he will pursue you. How could he not??

posted June 01, 2012 09:25 AM            

Its amazing how that queen of pents likes to pop up for me, regardless if iam asking about j or k. i want to be a mother soon i hope.

Yes i believe the samething but i dont think its nostagia or love for me he is feeling. More like guilt prolly for all the cheating he did when our relationship hit a major bump!!

He already contacted me twice in end of feb/early april when i did answer the phone to talk to him. He did elude to regrets and alot of thinking.... But i told him no, since neither of us are inlove with one another and after all the bs its better this way, plus when he called me he was in a relationship with another woman.

I know i had true feelings for him, but i dont think he ever truly did. Right now he is a relationship prolly since nov or so, and they are even living together. Altho i sense she is more of a space filler, than anything else... But Its still is what it is

I would have loved to be with him, but after all the drama and anger that happened between us i highly doubt it. His family doesnt even like me, nor do they like anyone at this point... he has a lot of personal house cleaning to do.

But i do know that he is trying to go thru a very hard transformation phase, somewhere along the way he lost his heart and is trying to find it back.... and during hard trying times the grass is always greener on the other side.

He will call again and soon. I pulled the king of swords for him... Even when iam away from his city his energy follows me and his "footprints" clues, hints from the universe are everywhere. He is not going away right now... Even when i want to say J i have said K's name instead... Last night i unmuted the tv after a few phonecalls and both times the actors said K's name. I hope whatever he wants to tell me, happens sooner rather than later.

I have no idea where all the men from my past are coming from....

First J... We all know how that is going. I have to admit my own undoing in this re connection with him. My hesitation, cold feet when he first said i love you to me, when he asked me if i loved him, when he asked me if we were in a relationship.... I buckled and said no i was living my life, doing my own thing and he came back into my life 4 years later out of the blue and i was completely overwhelmed... No excuse for disregarding my birthday. But i get now why he says be more direct and maybe the situation will be more tangible. This time when he asked me if i loved him, i was able to say yes.

O came back too, but i dont know how he got it in his head, 3 years later that i would want to be with him, when in the past he was a casual fling... Besides he is 5+ years younger than me.

M is infatuated. In lust and thinks he can be buy me. He is atleast 10+ years older once divorced....

A is my childhood friend since we were 8 or so. I have never had any interest in him romantically... But finding out his ex is getting married (its weird she looks like me) and since last year i have been running my mouth about wanting to get married and kids... Once he came back from his best friends wedding in april, he has seriously started to form a plan to be ready for a wife and kids in about 3 years... I think he is starting to look my way... But i am trying really hard to nip his attraction towards me in the butt. I just want him to continue to be my best buddy. I know i dont want him. I know i would hurt him.

Its all very exhausting... But thankfully iam not confused on who i want. I want my first love and that is J. but its hard to express those sentiments when you have had your heart broken a few times.

Its true. Once bitten, twice shy.

posted June 01, 2012 10:22 AM            

Overall: open your heart.

posted June 04, 2012 08:26 PM            

I was wondering if you could ask your cards... What is going on with J and how do i figure in.

posted June 05, 2012 01:08 AM            

I do care to share and would love to read for you on J.

My night got away from me, leaving others on the first 5 thread without those readings - eep!

I had an amazing time with my heart wide open for the first time in what felt like years! Great times spent with friends (old and new), and the man I love. I haven't loved anyone like this ever - and according to our synastry - it mightn't be mutual. But though it presently isn't romantic (but sometimes is {north node 4th/5th house cusp composite/Venus and Mars conjunct MC 9th H composite}) - for me there is no greater love...

Other than that which I'm presently feeling for all life!! Been doing a lot of healing here - and open hearts make life worth living.

I will make time tomorrow.

posted June 05, 2012 02:08 AM            

Iam happy that you are happy. You deserve it babe.