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Topic: Prayer for me please
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Phoenix
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posted June 16, 2012 05:59 PM
  
Hi.. can someone do a prayer for me so I can go trhough this terrible night? Please. I need peace, I need to let go, I need to be touched by love once more.. I need peace. That would mean everything to me notight.. Gratitude. IP: Logged |
ShyVirgo1979
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posted June 16, 2012 06:03 PM
Granted. Check ur thread about the venus/saturn double whammy. There is someone there that may b of assistance to u...IP: Logged |
ShyVirgo1979
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posted June 16, 2012 06:05 PM
Do u wanna talk about it? I'm free right now if want to vent.IP: Logged |
Anchi
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posted June 16, 2012 06:13 PM
I'm going to sleep, I will do a little prayer for you.   I hope you feel better. <3
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Phoenix
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posted June 16, 2012 06:17 PM
It just hurts.. its even physical.. my best friend.. the only person who ever completed me.. the only person with who I never felt empty.. my best company ever, for everything.. I waited many years for him.. started being emotional abusive with me while ago.. My love has lost his best friend.. he just laughs and says everybody he's so so happy.. now he's in heaven. I'm recalling everything.. tomorrow he's coming here to take his stuff from our house finally.. I was always by his side. Always felt connected with him.. but he doesn't love me for 6 years.. 6 years.. IP: Logged |
Phoenix
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posted June 16, 2012 06:27 PM
Our daughter is 4 years.. I didn't want kids by that time, I had no job.. but we wanted to have kids.. why, if he didn't love me by that time? IP: Logged |
ShyVirgo1979
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posted June 16, 2012 06:30 PM
That's not true. Its just not possible to b with someone for 6 yrs and u not mean anything to them. And u don't need a man to complete u. U have everything u need right inside urself. This was a hard lesson for me to learn. He has a loooot of power over u still and he knows it if he's rubbing it in. So. It starts tonight. From now on, I want u to make the choice in ur head that not only u need to let go but ur GOING to let go. No more talking to him unless it concerns ur daughter and whatever loose ends u need to tie up. He has moved on and now so shall u. U may not forgive right now or forget, but u can take baby steps to move on. From now on, whatever he says to u, don't pay much attention to it nor take it to heart. Cuz I hear his ego talking. And furthermore, God has someone else in store for u. But not until ur over this jerk. So take a deep breath and keep talking.......whatever thoughts u feel u need to say, go ahead.IP: Logged |
ShyVirgo1979
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posted June 16, 2012 06:34 PM
And btw, I quit my job based on a false promise from my ex husband. We had our daughter and then oops I found out I was preggers with our son. We were going to wait a few yrs but he came along sooner. And he wanted me to quit working and b a stay at home mom. Knowing he cheated and left 2 other times, I told him I wasn't quitting bc I didn't wanna b stranded with 3 kids and no job if he should ever leave. No no noooo he convinced me. He said he was done with that and just wanted to spend his life with me. Guess what? He left anyways 4 yrs later. So don't feel bad. But that was then, this is now. IP: Logged |
Phoenix
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posted June 16, 2012 07:01 PM
I'm sad to read your words.. he never asked me that.. he enjoyed my money.. I lost my job 2 weeks ago.. I almost tok this as a blessing, I could not stand the pression anymore. Had you find a job? IP: Logged |
Phoenix
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posted June 16, 2012 07:04 PM
There's outside the window a party.. I cn hear it from here.. june's parties.. for 3 of our saints. We used to dance at those parties  IP: Logged |
ShyVirgo1979
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posted June 16, 2012 07:06 PM
Nope lol from 09 (I finally moved out in apr 09 and divorce was finalized aug 09) til last yr I applied for....50 jobs maybe? I'm not kidding either. I had 2 interviews that's all. Since I been off work since 04 I think it kinda hurt my job prospects. And I've refused to work 2nd or 3rd shift. My place in the evenings is at home with my 3 kids. I thought of going to school but ehhh I hate homework lol and to b honest, ida prob got fired anyways had I found a job. Every yr my kids pick up viruses from their friends/school and it usually gets passed around the whole house. Just last month my 7 yr old son got sick and gave to me. Only conjestion settles in my sinuses. I was sick for like 2 weeks with a sinus infection. *sigh*IP: Logged |
ShyVirgo1979
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posted June 16, 2012 07:08 PM
Don't feel bad my ex really liked wheni was working. I had a really good job (its where I met him), I had free health ins, weekly paychecks, once a yr bonuses...while he kept switching jobs. My paychecks saved our butts lemme tell ya lol he still switches jobs all the time. He just did in may sheesh...so not my problem anymore  IP: Logged |
ShyVirgo1979
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posted June 16, 2012 07:11 PM
So r u living in the same house u lived in w/him?IP: Logged |
Phoenix
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posted June 16, 2012 07:15 PM
The viruses the kids gives us can be realy bad lol I'm still at our house, we're giving it to the bank sson, since I cant keep it alone and he says he doesnt want to keep anything who reminds him about me We tought about selling it but with the crisis it wont sell. I really wont have money to rent a house but I have faith I'll find a job :/ I'm thinking about taking my license, onde I got some money I'm feeling much better now.. Thank you IP: Logged |
ShyVirgo1979
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posted June 16, 2012 07:16 PM
Keep in mind that how he treated u he is capable of treating someone else that way too. There will b the initial 'honeymoon' phase with him and his new gf. But u wait....she will eventually c a whole different side to him. Maybe it will work out, maybe it won't. But right now he's tryin to act like he's all that to her. Ur ex has some growing up to do lol sorry to b so bluntIP: Logged |
ShyVirgo1979
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posted June 16, 2012 07:18 PM
Ah I c. Yeah houses r hard to sell anymore. Good luck to u. And ur welcome IP: Logged |
ShyVirgo1979
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posted June 16, 2012 07:24 PM
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Originally posted by Phoenix:
The viruses the kids gives us can be realy bad lol I'm still at our house, we're giving it to the bank sson, since I cant keep it alone and he says he doesnt want to keep anything who reminds him about me We tought about selling it but with the crisis it wont sell. I really wont have money to rent a house but I have faith I'll find a job :/ I'm thinking about taking my license, onde I got some money I'm feeling much better now.. Thank you
I will say another prayer for u tonight when I go to bed. I'm so sorry u hafta go thru all that. but I promise it gets better. Once u hit rock bottom, there's no way to go other than up IP: Logged |
sc0rpioRising
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Registered: Nov 2011
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posted June 16, 2012 07:27 PM
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Originally posted by Phoenix:
Hi.. can someone do a prayer for me so I can go trhough this terrible night? Please. I need peace, I need to let go, I need to be touched by love once more.. I need peace. That would mean everything to me notight.. Gratitude.
I'm wearing a rose quartz bracelet, I really believe in the energy of crystals, so I'll hold it in my hand and I'll pray for you....  IP: Logged |
Phoenix
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posted June 16, 2012 07:29 PM
Thank you I really feel much more in peace now IP: Logged |
Phoenix
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posted June 16, 2012 07:45 PM
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Originally posted by sc0rpioRising:
I'm wearing a rose quartz bracelet, I really believe in the energy of crystals, so I'll hold it in my hand and I'll pray for you....
Thank you ))) IP: Logged |
Phoenix
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posted June 17, 2012 07:00 PM
I'll never forget what you've done to help me Gratitude IP: Logged |
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