posted June 23, 2012 08:16 PM            

I was too um...hestitant about letting him into my real life. I was taking things slowly. I guess way too slow.

But, I learned in that process a lot of things about him that I did not appreciate nor expect. I guess it was a good thing that I delayed everything.

Since we met during the venus retrograde.
I stopped contact with him april 7th.

Does this mean that when we met during the first retrograde that we were just under that influence and bound to break?
Or does it mean that since we aren't talking in this retrograde that we might be something post this retrograde (after june 27th or july 31st)?

We haven't been speaking. He wished me a happy birthday--but nothing special, nothing he wouldn't do for a random person.

If we met in the retrograde 2010, stopped speaking and stopped all contact before this retrograde 2012, what does this mean?

Maybe I'm overthinking this....

To be honest I want to talk to him but I can't get my feet to move. I guess I'm worried about old issues, whether he realizes his mistakes, whether I want to even get back into that emotional rollercoaster. I'm scared of the relationship. I have a few valid reasons but many are just unfounded.

Basically I'm lost. I'm obsessing over this way way too much.

posted June 26, 2012 02:11 PM            

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Originally posted by appleberry:
Possibly... but have a look at the solar and lunar eclipses as well and see where they are in relation to events in your story and points/planets in your chart.

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Possibly what? I didn't quite understand.

Um...I looked at the list of eclipses. http://www.astrologyweekly.com/astrological-information/solar-lunar-eclipses.php