posted June 27, 2012 04:08 AM            

But I desperately need someone's help with this synastry..anyone's! I just need to know why things are the way they are. Why am I so deeply attracted to him? Why does he react in a mean way towards me?

What I can see about him acting negative towards me is this:

1) My Saturn in his 11th house confirms he doesn't want to be my friend.

2) My Mars in his 1st house confirms what he said to me before, he was/is sexually attracted to me and/or only wants/wanted sex, but also finds me extremely annoying. I probably come off as pushy or bossy to him. Too forceful?

3) My Moon hits his 7th house. My emotions or moodiness turns him off. When I get angry or moody he feels like he has to lash out more than he would or had to on other people.

4) 12th house Uranus makes him rebel against me?

5) Neptune in 1st house, he may think I'm a liar? Up to no good?? I have lied about my feelings for him in the past..when we first met..(teenage years). I was afraid of telling him I liked him and so I denied that I did.

I'm not sure about aspects since I don't know how to read those without help from a program (lol, shame on me), but PLEASE just anyone...what do YOU see is causing me to never forget him and him to just run away and act hot/cold and strange?????? Almost vengeful at times......

posted June 28, 2012 10:56 AM            

I'm almost 99.5% sure this is his closest birth time due to natal chart as well. Sounds very plausible and like him.

I just wish to know why I can't seem to let go of him....