posted July 05, 2012 10:30 PM            

Ive been on a rollercoaster ride with my emotions so Iam not sure how much help i can be right now... But hey, iam open to finding my stride again

Let me know whats up

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posted July 08, 2012 01:03 PM            

There was a reason I started the thread, but I forgot it. It probably had to do with a boy...OH yes it did! DUSTIN. I don't want to go into it completely, but can you tell me if he was offended? And why he won't keep in touch with me or even be NICE?

posted July 08, 2012 01:47 PM            

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Originally posted by Junethird:
Umm Mr. Sag?

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posted July 08, 2012 01:50 PM            

If not that, then I see a new suitor coming into your life but again, the 2 of Swords is sticking out to me saying you have your guard up and won't believe anything except what you tell yourself.

posted July 08, 2012 01:54 PM            

Ego. And he is kinda brooding over a potential flop of a girl.

posted July 08, 2012 01:58 PM            

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Originally posted by Junethird:
Mr. Sag,

Ego. And he is kinda brooding over a potential flop of a girl.

Work is kinda hairy stressfull right now too.

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Flop? What do you mean?

posted July 08, 2012 01:58 PM            

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Originally posted by hannaramaa:
You'll get some exciting news concerning the seriousness of your affairs right now. I think (if I'm right) "J" will come around and explain himself. It's weird because I feel like you have to be detached, and he has to know you're detached from the whole situation before he will open up, like a push-pull. Just when you thought things were completely over, he'll surprise you.

If not that, then I see a new suitor coming into your life but again, the 2 of Swords is sticking out to me saying you have your guard up and won't believe anything except what you tell yourself.

You'll get a generous loan or gift regarding your love affairs at this time, but also be careful to keep it balanced. If someone is not pulling their weight - don't pull it for them.

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Oooh nice!!

What cards did you pull?

The 2 of swords... Good or bad? Of course gut instincts trump anything lol but your instincts i like... So guard up or down? Believe or not?

posted July 08, 2012 02:00 PM            

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Originally posted by hannaramaa:
Flop? What do you mean?

Does he remember me still or like, do I matter to him at all?

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Yeah he remembers you... And no, he likes you but right now its not about you or him. His mind and his life is focused on something else.... Iam thinking a girl because its a heavy feeling.

posted July 08, 2012 02:01 PM            

I think he feels like he messed up :/

posted July 08, 2012 02:08 PM            

I dont get much else on him... You on the other hand...

Have been floating about. I think you got some answers but are still reverting to old habbits. I thinks its a comfort thing for you. Familiar territory i know the feeling. I go there too

Work is work for you. Nothing too exciting.... The focus is still on love and boys. But not much will change right now. The guys that have been your focus are moving on and away... I feel such distance with their energies :/

posted July 08, 2012 02:09 PM            

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Originally posted by Junethird:
I got ego because i felt the sun with him, but heavy feelings. Sad.

I think he feels like he messed up :/

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Lol he probably does think I'm annoying...you know how he has those Scorpio placements. They hold onto feelings longer. Messed up with me, or in general? Just curious. You know he doesn't live in my state right? He has a baby mama back home, and what else not.

Why do you think I keep thinking about him? I don't like that. I'll never see him again...

posted July 08, 2012 02:12 PM            

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Originally posted by Junethird:
Oooh nice!!

What cards did you pull?

The 2 of swords... Good or bad? Of course gut instincts trump anything lol but your instincts i like... So guard up or down? Believe or not?

Who is this new suitorrrrrr? And money??? From who?

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Queen of Wands, Page of Wands, Page of Pentacles, 2 of Swords, 6 of Pentacles

So lots of action happening, but with a price. Consequences (think consequences in neutral terms) and with a weight. It may not have been money, it might be an offer.

Who:

9 of Swords - Ace of Swords - The Lovers
Theme: Death

I don't know but it feels exciting, anxious. It will happen in the final hour, when you think there's nothing else to figure out or learn. When you finally succumb to your feelings of depression that you've been fighting - he'll show up and change your life. It feels fated and serious but in a romantic way.

posted July 08, 2012 02:16 PM            

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Originally posted by Junethird:
I wonder if the distance of his energy means space. Craving space?

I dont get much else on him... You on the other hand...

Have been floating about. I think you got some answers but are still reverting to old habbits. I thinks its a comfort thing for you. Familiar territory i know the feeling. I go there too

Work is work for you. Nothing too exciting.... The focus is still on love and boys. But not much will change right now. The guys that have been your focus are moving on and away... I feel such distance with their energies :/

I think you can feel this too.

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True, but I wasn't really interested in them. My feelings right now feel concrete and unchanging, so I've been focusing on trying to control my impulses, eat better, commit to my word... be a better person. I actually got "Most Improved" at work which doesn't mean a lot to me in the grand scheme of things, but I still appreciate my effort being noticed.

I did go back to old habits, esp. with Dustin... he never paid attention to me online, and I thought erasing him would help me forget but it didn't. In fact, I thought about him even more and I have a hunch it's because he must've been thinking about me too (I believe when someone is on our mind constantly for no real reason, it's because they're reaching out to us)... when I extended myself again, he was a little bitter. I didn't think I would get that reaction (or any) out of him.

posted July 08, 2012 02:18 PM            

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Originally posted by hannaramaa:
Queen of Wands, Page of Wands, Page of Pentacles, 2 of Swords, 6 of Pentacles

So lots of action happening, but with a price. Consequences (think consequences in neutral terms) and with a weight. It may not have been money, it might be an offer.

Who:

9 of Swords - Ace of Swords - The Lovers
Theme: Death

I don't know but it feels exciting, anxious. It will happen in the final hour, when you think there's nothing else to figure out or learn. When you finally succumb to your feelings of depression that you've been fighting - he'll show up and change your life. It feels fated and serious but in a romantic way.

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Dont scare me Hanna. My poor little cancer moon cant take anymore of this rollercoaster. Even for me its all a bit too much

posted July 08, 2012 02:19 PM            

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Originally posted by Junethird:
What??? baby poped up... But i wasnt sure and i thought it was a bit too much to throw it out there lol... and cuz its been one of my questions on a tarot swap lol

Its his energy babe, i think his sag energy reved you up. Its good for you

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You want me to ask if you'll have a baby?

4 of Swords - Hanged Man - Magician
Theme: 5 of Wands

It'll be a struggle to have one for you, and you'll probably get put on bedrest but yes you'll have a baby. I actually see those three cards as you suddenly getting morning sickness and then wondering, and then finding out. The fact the Magician popped up is a sure fire yes in my mind. And soon.

posted July 08, 2012 02:20 PM            

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Originally posted by hannaramaa:
True, but I wasn't really interested in them. My feelings right now feel concrete and unchanging, so I've been focusing on trying to control my impulses, eat better, commit to my word... be a better person. I actually got "Most Improved" at work which doesn't mean a lot to me in the grand scheme of things, but I still appreciate my effort being noticed.

I did go back to old habits, esp. with Dustin... he never paid attention to me online, and I thought erasing him would help me forget but it didn't. In fact, I thought about him even more and I have a hunch it's because he must've been thinking about me too (I believe when someone is on our mind constantly for no real reason, it's because they're reaching out to us)... when I extended myself again, he was a little bitter. I didn't think I would get that reaction (or any) out of him.

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Ha! I think he is just bitter in general. Sulking. Its a girl alright.

posted July 08, 2012 02:23 PM            

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Originally posted by Junethird:
Ha! I think he is just bitter in general. Sulking. Its a girl alright.

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posted July 08, 2012 02:24 PM            

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Originally posted by hannaramaa:
You want me to ask if you'll have a baby?

4 of Swords - Hanged Man - Magician
Theme: 5 of Wands

It'll be a struggle to have one for you, and you'll probably get put on bedrest but yes you'll have a baby. I actually see those three cards as you suddenly getting morning sickness and then wondering, and then finding out. The fact the Magician popped up is a sure fire yes in my mind. And soon.

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Ummm thank you lol but.. Oh never mind.

No i meant baby for dustin... He isnt having one but a baby popped up with his energy i just thought it was too much of a stretch considering it was on my mind about when it will happen for me lol it made alot of sense when you said baby mama.thats all.

posted July 08, 2012 02:26 PM            

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Originally posted by hannaramaa:
Is he ever going to come around to me then?

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posted July 08, 2012 02:32 PM            

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Originally posted by Junethird:
Yeah... But nothing tangible i dont feel anything. Its just distant. Not cold cold. Just vague and distant

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Frustrating but probably accurate.

posted July 08, 2012 02:35 PM            

I do agree about the whole certain person in your mind phenomenon lol iam experiencing that with my ex again.

I dont think i factor into his life anymore... I told him no. We dont love each other back in April. I blocked his current gf so she wouldnt try to contact me again... But i dunno. Ive witnessed some interesting activities lol

Can you tell me what is coming up next for K?
Basically whats going on with him? Happy? In love?

What does he think of me/ feel for me?