posted July 12, 2012 07:45 AM
...or is it helping me?Here is a bit of background: I have suffered from migraines since I was very young. I only take over the counter medication for it because the prescription medication is so dangerous, way more than the over the counter NSAIDs.
The story: I started a mediation/conflict resolution class on Monday, one that I cried about because I thought that the class was full and miraculously I was added to the roster. Since Monday I have been fighting off a migraine, taking the NSAIDs, drinking Gatorade (the hydration and electrolytes help), trying to sleep more, but it just got worse. I went to the class wednesday and had to sit half of the class out, on a couch in a dark room because there was no way I could sit upright at a desk. I am still not well today so I had to call it out...
My question: I don't know if I am not enjoying the class because of my migraines or if I am getting the migraine because of the class. I know this sounds weird but sometimes this happens with me when something isn't right and I don't realize it, my body works against me. Maybe I am stressing myself out and that is why I am feeling sick and not getting the sleep I need. I am not sure if I even like the class. I like the people, but the mediation itself? I'm not sure. I feel like I am giving up but, is it my body telling me to because my head would tell me to "Go! Go! Go!"?...
Can anyone please look at my chart to see what the transits/natal say/says?