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Topic: TOO MUCH RAGE INSIDE. HELP..! IS IT PRESENCE OF TOO MANY NEGATIVE ASPECTS?
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lovelyaansh Newflake Posts: 2 From: nainital, india Registered: Jul 2012
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posted July 18, 2012 02:56 PM
hi.ive been suffering from too much internal, sithering anger from within since many days and i have tried meditation, swimming etc to try and counter it, its lessend but its still there. i havent been able to let go of all the bad experiences i have been put thru at collg and school and somtimes even when im sitting with nothin on my mind i muter abuses and boil from within. i also have a veryyy intense nature and people kind of avoid me saying they get "negative vibes" from me. although i dunno if it is really negative sincei also attract attention veryy easily and stand apart from the crowd. its just the way it is i dunno why i attract that much attention. although im not a bad human being. im just always aching for somebody to understand me. since i kno i am capable of giving a 100% to anybody. also i have this thing that i push myself too hard at anything i do , im very passionate coz i just wanna be the best at watever i do. i cant take position number 2 in anyyything. thats bad i kno. however ppl eventually cut me off. and wen i get too angry i can do anything. im scared of myself. otherwise in general my usual demeanour is calm and kind of reserved more like a sithering dark scorpion demeanour. i dunno why im so internaly in a rage. i appear outwardly supercalm but within i am boiling with this unwilted energy and rage that can be triggered easily. i also attract ppl alot. since appearance wise im quiet tall, slim and attractive. please help me in dealing with all d negative vibes. i feel socially awkward. im intense. and also have too much rage within due to all the injustice i have gone thru. here are my details Zodiac in degrees 0.00 Placidus Orb:0 Sun Aquarius 23.52 Ascendant Virgo 24.40 Moon Taurus 19.09 II Libra 23.19 Mercury Capricorn 28.25 III Scorpio 23.47 Venus Aquarius 11.07 IV Sagittarius 24.40 Mars Taurus 13.57 V Capricorn 25.24 Jupiter Taurus 27.00 VI Aquarius 25.42 Saturn Capricorn 10.17 VII Pisces 24.40 Uranus Capricorn 4.02 VIII Aries 23.19 Neptune Capricorn 11.26 IX Taurus 23.47 Pluto Scorpio 15.12 Midheaven Gemini 24.40 Lilith Libra 0.32 XI Cancer 25.24 Asc node Pisces 4.52 XII Leo 25.42
Planet Aspect Planet Orb/Value Sun Square Moon 4.43 -37 Sun Square Jupiter 3.08 -50 Sun Trine Midheaven 0.48 63 Moon Conjunction Mars 5.12 79 Moon Conjunction Jupiter 7.51 157 Moon Trine Neptune 7.43 5 Moon Opposition Pluto 3.58 -218 Moon Trine Ascendant 5.31 36 Mercury Trine Jupiter 1.25 107 Mercury Trine Ascendant 3.45 43 Venus Square Mars 2.49 -48 Venus Square Pluto 4.04 -39 Mars Trine Saturn 3.40 57 Mars Trine Neptune 2.31 38 Mars Opposition Pluto 1.15 -127 Jupiter Trine Ascendant 2.20 35 Saturn Conjunction Uranus 6.15 158 Saturn Conjunction Neptune 1.09 319 Uranus Conjunction Neptune 7.24 52 Neptune Sextile Pluto 3.45 5 1154 -519 635
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 20052 From: Saturn next to Charmainec Registered: Apr 2009
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posted July 18, 2012 03:08 PM
Welcome! Moving to Personal Readings.------------------ "Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca Clark IP: Logged |
hannaramaa Knowflake Posts: 1946 From: Registered: Nov 2011
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posted July 18, 2012 04:18 PM
I'd guess Mars opp. Pluto. IP: Logged |
friture Knowflake Posts: 80 From: Registered: May 2012
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posted July 18, 2012 05:38 PM
Hey!I have Mars in Taurus 15deg, Venus in Aquarius 13deg and Pluto in Scorpio 9deg. So that makes a Venus/Mars/Pluto T-Square, and you have a tighter one! But we won't necessary experience the same thing since different houses/degrees. However I can vouch for that pent-up rage and violent outbursts. I'm now Okay though (mid-20s), I've learned to somewhat better manage my temper. I can't tell you what to do, but just want to reassure you you'll get better. Have you tried dancing or kickboxing? Just a suggestion though. Cheers, Friture
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naughtyvenus Knowflake Posts: 53 From: Oak Ridge, Tn. USA Registered: Jul 2012
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posted July 18, 2012 10:57 PM
mars in taurus is to blame - i rest my case, when mars is in taurus, folks are not able to quickly adapt to new situations, causing frustration and anger on nearly a constant basisIP: Logged |
PhoenixFire Knowflake Posts: 276 From: The Crossing Registered: Jun 2009
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posted July 21, 2012 01:11 AM
I'd also add the moon conj Mars & Moon oppose Pluto, with the Sun/Moon square adding to the tension. I have Moon square Mars, and have had to learn to manage irritation/frustration as do have tendency to allow these emotions to express as anger (Mars). I would imagine that Moon conj Mars also being a hard aspect would bring similar responses.Have you tried finding an outlet for the frustration/anger? I have found that running has worked wonders for clearing my mind and releasing negative tension. IP: Logged |
novembermuse Knowflake Posts: 86 From: Summerville, SC, USA Registered: May 2012
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posted July 21, 2012 11:17 AM
My aquarius mars in the first house is big time afflicted in my chart. I also have moon opposite pluto and a scorpio sun. I am 42 and have just started to get a grasp on my anger. First off I had to accept the fact that I have a lot of rage then things began to fall into place. I hope you find an outlet for your rage. I now OWN my mars not the other way around. Below are my mars aspect.Sun quintile Mars Moon semi-square Mars Mercury quintile Mars Venus square Mars Mars square Saturn Mars trine Uranus Mars quintile Neptune Mars sesquisquare Pluto (boy do i feel this one) Mars conjunct Ascendant They are all TIGHT (0,1,2) orbs with the exception of Saturn and Ascendant (6 orb) Good luck!!! IP: Logged |