For sure it's a transition period. Changes are happening. Iam scared to face some of our issues head on. Iam scared he has changed his mind about me and he doesn't love anymore
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Originally posted by PhoenixFire:
Ill give this a shot w a celtic cross spread Totally in the mood to practice readings today.
1. 10 wands
2. the magician
3. 8 swords
4. 8 cups
5. temperance
6. ace swords
7. 9 cups
8. 5 swords
9. 5 wands
10. strengthOk first off, seems like lots if turmoil and instability which has you feeling very drained and burdened. Changes have been coming in so fast & unexpected, that its left you feeling overwhelmed and not sure what to expect next.
The Magician advices you to seek patience & look within yourself for the deep answers you seek, to ask yourself some tough questions about where you see yourself going in this relationship. Try to step back & think things throughly before making a decision.
The two 8's advice you to face your fears and insecurities over possibility of things not going as youd hoped. This doesnt necessarily mean you will end it, but that by not being afraid to face such a possibility, you can see things more clearly and communicate w him from a position of strength (outcome). Fear can be crippling & restrictive, and sometimes by caving in to it or avoiding it, we manage to bring into being what we most fear.
temperance & ace of swords advice you to listen to your inner voice, as this has assisted you greatly and continues to be one of your strengths. A breakthrough & major deciding point is approaching, clarity and focus will be your tools.
9 of cups, you have great feelings of love for this person and he is aware of it. He sees you as a positive influence on him, and is thankful to have crossed paths with you. However there is some sort of resignation on his part w 5 of swords, he feels defeated and unsure/insecure of relationships stability for some reason.
Anothet 5, the 5 of wands points to an apprenhensiom in facing conflicts. With 5 of swords, a lot is in the air waiting to be released. Advice is to be strong as in strength outcome & face conflict w open mind/heart, w courage that things will turn out as meant and conflict can be a positive thing as its resoultion brings growth.
for clarification, pulled out page of pentacles, the world & the wheel. big big period of change, embrace it & dont be afraid. the end of a phase is coming, bringing w it a new cycle of growth. transitions can be unsettling but rest assured that you are on stable ground, as the tools for getting through this phase are w you in abundance.